Chapter 195

Lu Jinnian took a big gulp before burying his head in her neck . Grabbing onto her hands, he trembled slightly . In a shaky voice, he asked, “Why couldn’t it have been me? Why am I not the one you love?”

Why couldn’t it have been me? Why am I not the one you love?

Qiao Anhao’s, who hadn’t previously understood what exactly Lu Jinnian meant, heart raced heavily with a “Badonk” when she heard those words . Then, in an instant, she realized that his words were meant for the woman he liked .

She felt like someone had brutally clutched her heart . It was so painful, she felt it was a little difficult to breathe . Under the pressure of his body, he abruptly tightened his grip even more .

A fierce pain crept upon the wound on Lu Jinnian’s shoulder, and instantly traveled through his body . It twisted fiercely for a moment . Even though he’d drank a lot alcohol and his head was a little dizzy, he instantly woke up .

Lu Jinnian hid next to Qiao Anhao’s neck, his brows creasing soundlessly . His hands tightly gripped onto the bedsheets . Then, he used all the strength in his chest to turn over . He could of continued to talk, pressing against her forever, but his whole body started to tremble, and he gulped twice . Then, he abruptly raised his head, ruthlessly covering her lips, and started to forcefully rip off her clothes .

Qiao Anhao grabbed Lu Jinnian’s shoulder when his movements became heavier .

Lu Jinnian’s brows creased harder . As though he couldn’t take the pain from his back any longer, he grabbed onto Qiao Anhao’s wrist and pushed her onto the bed . With some resolution and crudeness, he entered her body .

His position looked threatening, but it was no different from the previous times he had done it with her . She clearly knew how gentle he really was . Even his kiss had become so light and soft . He revealed a strong sense of love and protectiveness .

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After quite some time, Lu Jinnian finally stopped . In the very end, his hand held onto hers tightly, clasping every finger . He lowered his head and stared deeply into Qiao Anhao’s eyes for a long time before slowly lowering his head again and kissing the center of her eyebrows . . . her hair . . . Then, he gently held her in his arms .

From Qiao Anhao’s memory, Lu Jinnian had only once . . . just once fallen asleep with her in his arms after they did it .

It was during the second time, when he had a fever and she came to take care of him . In an unconscious state, he had forcefully had sex with her .

That night, she knew that he would never willingly have sex with her . It was only that after spending so much time alone while they were together that she felt a little happiness being in his arms . She even stupidly grabbed her phone and took a photo .

Then later, whenever he touched her, he would maliciously have sex with her, as though he hated her to death . Don’t mention a hug, he wouldn’t even give her a gentle kiss . Every time they finished, he threw her aside like throwing away something dirty, and quickly left her without any hesitation .

Now she finally knew . That night when he had a fever, he probably only treated her that gently because, like tonight, he must have mistaken her for the woman he loved .