Chapter 1375

Chapter 1375: You That I Love Most

Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation

Ning Xi put up a bitter smile . “You can guess what happened afterwards . After I got pregnant, I thought it was Su Yan’s child, so I insisted on keeping it . During that time, Su Yan went overseas for a long time and was only back when I was eight months into my pregnancy .

“After he came back, he told me the truth . It wasn’t him that night . The child wasn’t his . He revealed what Ning Xueluo did to me . He told me that he only lied to cover up what Ning Xueluo did to me .

“When Ning Xueluo told me the truth, I lost control and ran out onto the road and got hit by a car . The child was dead when it was born . This is probably the only kindness the heavens showed me . If not, I really wouldn’t know how to face this child…”

All her past feelings were coming back to her . “Do you know how I felt back then? The world crumbled around me…

“Both Ning Xueluo and Su Yan didn’t know, but I’ve doubted Su Yan from the very start . Although my memories were messed up that night, I can never forget the feeling…

“That strange man . . . was very scary . I felt pain . . . It was agonizing . I felt like I was going to die…

“After that time, I had a high fever for a whole week . I stayed in bed and only recovered after about a month . When I went to the doctor, I can never forget the embarrassment…

“The only thing that kept me going at that time was the thought that I had done it with Su Yan . I didn’t want to think that that person wasn’t my boyfriend .

“So, I kept on lying to myself until I couldn’t anymore . . . And I paid the price . “

Ning Xi stopped for a bit, then continued, “Afterwards, my fear towards men followed me everywhere . I hated men . That was my only experience with sex . I went to counseling for a very long time . It didn’t help, but I didn’t care anymore…”

As he was listening to Ning Xi, especially when she mentioned about the fear towards the strange man, Lu Tingxiao’s bloodlust surfaced . “Who’s that man?

Ning Xi trembled a little . “I don’t know . I investigated for a very long time . . . There was no clue at all . . . I’m not sure if Ning Xueluo arranged it . . . It’s like the man didn’t even exist in the first place…”

After she was done, Ning Xi looked lost . She just stared at the man in front of her . “I’m finished . So, this is my past . You’re so good . Sometimes, I think . . . It’d be nice if you were a little more terrible…”

Lu Tingxiao frowned and looked at the girl in the eye . “Ning Xi, I’m telling you this . You think I’m good because you love me! My first and only time was with some other woman, and I even . . . had a child, a black spot that can never be removed…”

“Nonsense! Little Treasure isn’t a black spot!” Ning Xi’s sense of loss was gone, replaced with a serious expression .

Lu Tingxiao smiled . “That’s right, to me, everything that has happened to you isn’t as well . No matter what happened in your past, that’s all you, that’s what made the current you, the you that I love the most . ”