Pov Vira

Tonight, I will spend a hot night, I feel many feelings that whip so that the skin that sticks to my skin feels hot and burning, between hatred and hope, I serve you tonight

the smell of wine came to my nostrils, I could inhale the carbon dioxide that came out between his lips which continued to crush my lips mercilessly, hot, tight, and felt fierce.

I could tell that he had gotten a little drunk from the alcohol, or… he was carried away by deep feelings, the feelings between the two of us that were starting to go in a confusing direction.

I hate it, hate it so much, it feels tight and painful, imagining my mother's face, the woman in the photo, the woman holding her hand warmly… ah, bullshit, she says that she is very grateful to my mother but in reality, she is the one who destroyed my mother.

imagining the root of the problem between him and my mother, the root of the problem whose origin is unclear, must my mother end in death? Cruel, they are cruel people.

his palms burned the nape of my neck, making my blood boil to the top of my head, I hate it so much, I want to avenge all these feelings of disappointment and hurt, to whom, to you, and the people who destroyed my mother.

Mother? You hate your mother so much but my mother? she is not a woman who deserves all the pain you gave her.

No, I have to close my eyes, forget for a moment the disappointment and heartache there is, the death of a woman I've never seen what her face looks like. I can only imagine from the photos you saved.

why did you have to keep the photo of my mother, why did you have to find all these bad facts, why? How do I deal with you, after knowing everything?

"Mmmm..." a sigh escaped my lips, I can always thirst for his fierce kisses, I hate him, hate, I am disappointed in him, he is a villain, he is the son of a demonic woman.

no… his lips and tongue playing makes me unable to contain myself, I know I hate him so much but this kiss, this tight hug, all of this makes me unable to contain myself.

his warm breath against my skin, his palms that stroked my back and then fell on my waist, his fingers gripped a little so that I felt a little pain, but forget the pain like I forgot the disappointment in my chest at this time.

vino, how should I behave with you, I hate you so much, I will take revenge and make you hurt with your love for me, yes… I promised myself in my heart.

his palms descended inch by inch, then slid under my clothes, so that the heat burned more and more clearly against the skin of my stomach.

"Aaahh..." I couldn't help but moan faintly, his palms playing more daring, playing around in my clothes and then squeezing my two tense breasts, yes… I couldn't help myself like, I missed his caress.

His kiss was getting tighter and faster, he crushed my lips until I had difficulty breathing, I slightly pushed his broad chest hoping he would pause our kiss and let me replace a little oxygen availability in my lungs.

but when I pushed his chest he pulled me even more in his arms, our kiss broke for only a few seconds, he didn't let me idle for a second.

the game of his lips that finished my lips churned in my oral cavity, I felt my lips getting hotter and tired of receiving so many attacks from him but again, he was like a trance, he pulled my body, dropped me in his arms again so that our bodies collided, My breasts hurt a little because they were tense and had to hit his broad chest. he tugged at my clothes, and I wasn't wearing a bra, yes… I had planned to tease him, it was part of my plan.

he led the position to sit back on the sofa, he took off my clothes and I just resigned, I touched my dry and hot lips, it seemed a little chafed from the attack from his extraordinary lips.

I can see the look in those eyes, her half-opened eyes sparkle looking at my naked body, yes… my body may not be perfect like Sarah's.

Oh, Sarah! What were they talking about that so early in the morning he visited his ex-girlfriend. Irritating!

Oath! I swear to myself that I don't care, okay, I care a little because we are not divorced and I'm pregnant with the baby, he should have been extra attentive to me, he said that I was a very important woman and he loved very much. bullshit.

Ah, remembering that name is very annoying, I unconsciously put on an annoyed face making his forehead wrinkled.

"What is it?" He asked.

Ah, his voice sounds weird right now, what's wrong? Are you too impressed with my body or are you comparing me to that model? Ah! why can't I just leave Sarah's name in my head?

You, Sarah, the man, and your father. It seems completely unreasonable that all of this was a coincidence, was there a special scenario that you guys pulled me into this situation. No no, you guys are plotting something for me!

"What's with your face, honey?" Dear? I want to laugh but it's not right to laugh at a time like this, when he takes off his shirt, puts it on the back of the sofa, yeah… his chest muscles look tight, teasing me, he's handsome even though he underwent surgery on his genitals but I admit that he is a real man.

What's with my mind right now, fucked up! Chaotic! One minute there, then here! I can't think straight because of you guys.

"I've made you suffer, I've made you sad and disappointed, I've done unbelievably bad things to you* His voice trembled, he lowered his head in front of me.

Come on! We've undressed and you're melancholic, this isn't fun.

"I'm sorry..." she started crying? His shoulders seemed to be shaking so what should I do? I can't be easily melted and touched, they are criminals and I am a victim, don't let bad things happen to me, I don't want to end up like my mother.

Vira, stop rocking, focus on your plans and goals.

I tried to leave my tangled thoughts, I tried to focus on the face that was looking down in front of me right now.

I didn't answer him, he kept saying sorry and punishing himself, looking very sorry for what happened to my mother, but then again, I have to focus.

I can't open my mouth right now, I try to lift both hands, wrap them around his neck.

Seeing my arms perched on his skin, he lifted his head, staring at mine with his teary, whiny eyes!

I tried to be strong, not melted by the look in his eyes, he had also been a cruel man to me in the past. Now, let's start all the plans and finish well.

"Can you forgive me?" He asked with a hopeful face. I tried to tug at the corners of my lips, hoping he would understand the meaning of this painful smile.

Yes, he saw my lips smile but he didn't see my dark, wounded heart.

"I know all this is difficult and will hurt you, but I promise you that if I will solve this case, I will make a proper grave for Selena, she deserves it all."

my smile is getting wider in your eyes and my wounds are much wider than this smile, solve the case? Do you even know the mastermind behind this case? You're just pretending in front of me.

Decent place for Selena? What kind of gravy do you think the dead want? Palace? you are insulting me.

"I promise you, I will make you happy, I will always be with you, I love you very much, Vira, I beg you, give me one more chance..."

He pinched my chin, leading to his face, he smiled a little, he looked into my eyes with deep eyes.

I find out, where you keep your love, where you keep your feelings for me, behind those eyes, behind your sweet words.

Is this the way you cheat on Selena, do you say that you love her, is this a form of trap?

who are you, why are you so cruel, you have devised all these tactics and destroyed my mother, then you will target me.

I can't be careless, I won't end up like you mom, I promise you that I will get to a place they never imagined before.

Destruction, death, defeat, I will avenge all of them!

now, all I have to do is, subdue this man first.

His kiss wasn't enough, I climbed into his lap, unbuttoned his pants, unzipped, I squeezed his tensed gun.

I'll take you in my arms...