Xian's sleep broke when someone threw water over him. He immediately woke up and saw Mark. "Mark", mumbled Xian and got up from the mat of his room. Xian held his head due to the heavy drinks he took last night. Every night is the same for Xian, get drunk in the night and wake up late in the morning. He drinks to lessen his pain, to forget about Mishi but nothing such happens instead he gets more triggered in a drunken state.

"Till when will you be going to act like this?", asked angry Mark. Xian walked out of the room to the living room. "Isn't Mishi returned yet?", asked Xian and looked around.

"She isn't. She will never return back here. You threw her out that night so why are you regretting this now? You separated her siblings from her, What do you expect she will be thinking that time?", asked Mark, keeping his both hands on his waist.

"I know it's my fault. What should I do?", said Xian and looked at his hand which hasn't healed for a few weeks.

"Mom cries everyday thinking about you and Mishi and what are you doing here? Drinking and sleeping", said Mark angrily.

"Mom has thrown me out. What's the use now to cry for me?", said Xian and smiled.

"Mom did that in anger. You should've at least gone there. You're completely disappeared from the company. At least come there and take your position.....", said Mark.

"No, I won't come to the company. You can keep the company....just give me some money for the drinks", said Xian smiling and laid back his head on the couch. Mark's eyes filled with tears and he said, "Xian you built the company with so much hard work and now you're not even looking at the company. I won't give you a single penny for those drinks", snapped Mark at him.

"You can go now. My head is banging", said Xian and got up from the couch and walked towards the kitchen. He opened the fridge and took out a beer bottle. "You wanna drink?", asked Xian with a smile from Mark. "No you shouldn't. You've to head back to the meeting", said Xian and opened the bottle when Mark snatched the bottle from him.

"If you try drinking further I'm going to put some mind into you", said Mark angrily.

"Mark you nag too much. Let me live in peace", said Xian and took back the bottle. Mark grabbed Xian's t-shirt and then punched him hard. His lips got hurt and they started bleeding. Xian wiped off his lips and smiled seeing the blood. "You can go now....you've put enough mind in me", said Xian.

Mark couldn't believe Xian so he again punched him but Xian was smiling only. This time Xian fell on the floor. He kept on beating him till he got exhausted and laid beside him on the floor.

"Are you feeling good now after beating me?", asked Xian.

"I'm not feeling good by beating you. Don't you love yourself?", asked Mark.

"Haha....I don't deserve to be loved by myself", said Xian and tears started pouring from his eyes. "I'm missing her like crazy. I can't imagine my life without her. She knew that I got angry quickly but she chose to leave me behind. Why did she lie when she loved me? But then it's all my fault not believing her".

Mark's heart ached seeing his brother like this. He got up from the floor and looked at Xian. Xian hasn't cried for one whole year but today he was crying like a baby who needs pampering and love.

"I want to die too but then I think what if she comes back then she won't find me here... I drink everyday thinking I'll forget that day and when I'll wake up I'll see her beside me. But it never happens", said Xian and cried heavily. Mark made Xian sit and hugged him tightly. He patted at Xian's back and said with teary eyes, "this is the last day you are crying for her. Lan Zhan is trying his best to search her so have faith at least in your love for her. We all are with you....don't feel like this".

Xian grabbed Mark tightly and kept on crying till he lost consciousness. Mark gets shocked seeing this. He immediately called Lau Lan.

"His condition is the worst this time. If he is having suicidal thoughts then one of us must be with him all the time or we'll have to divert his mind from Mishi to the work. Look at his hands, as if he's hurting himself too much", said Lau Lan.

"I've a way....well did you meet Zhao? Ask him why did Mishi leave", said Mark looking at Lau.

"He doesn't live here. Lan Zhan went to his house but the landlord said he left the apartment 9 months ago", said Lau and looked at Xian. "Right now the problem isn't him. Let's focus on Xian only for the time being", said Lau.

"Hmm...."

"Chang has met with me. He said that he wants to meet Xian", said Lau.

"When? Why?", asked Mark.

"Yesterday. I don't know....", said Lau.

"I will bring him in the evening", said Mark and caressed Xian's head gently.

"What about Yin?", asked Lau.

"We rarely talk", said Mark.

"Why? You two were in love I guess", said Lau and sat on the bed beside Xian.

"Well after Mishi's disappearance she said that Xian needs her more. I mean you know that she used to love him so I think her feelings again came forward", said Mark.

"Mark I think Yin never gave up on him. You should put a thought to it. Why she returned back after 5 years as soon as she got to know that Xian is married. I mean she can return even before that but she didn't. Why after 5 years? That woman doesn't seem the way she portrays herself", said Lau.

Mark looked at him and asked, "What do you want to say?"

"You have gotten my point. Now find out why she suddenly appeared here, told that she loves you and then broke up with you in a week", said Lau.

"But she can't do anything harmful to us....we have been friends for a long time,'' said Mark.

"I wish the same Mark. But I'm a psychiatrist so I can know just by looking at people's eyes and their ways of talking about what they are. Friends also change with time, some friends... so try to find out about this", said Lau looking at Mark. Mark nodded and said, "I will look into that".

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"Woah the meals are looking delicious", said Qiang. Yuwan thanked Mishi and she smiled.

"Well Ms what should we call you? I mean we don't know your name", said Qiang.

"I'm Mishi Xin".

"Beautiful name. I'm Yuwan and this is my manager cum friend Qiang", said Yuwan with a smile.

"Let's eat then before it gets cold", said Yuwan.

Mishi smiled and they started eating. "Mishi you must have gotten mad after eating the food made by Yuwan", said Qiang.

"What do you mean? My cooking sucks Mishi?", asked Yuwan, looking at her.

She refused and smiled. "Mishi you can tell the truth. Yuwan sucks in cooking, that's why you decided to cook. Are you a chef?", asked Qiang while eating.

"I'm not a chef and his cooking doesn't suck. He said something to me which made me talk", said Mishi and looked at Yuwan. Qiang stopped eating so is Yuwan.

"Thank you for saving my life. It's like a second life to me. I want to be strong unlike my past. I can't tell you right now about those things....maybe with time. I'm extremely grateful for the kindness you showed to me", said Mishi with a smile.

"So you don't want to return? I mean your family must be waiting for you", said Yuwan.

Mishi thought about her siblings but then she refused and said, "I have no family".

Qiang looked at Yuwan.

"Oh...no worries Mishi. You can live here so you don't have to worry", said Yuwan.

"I'll shift from here once I'll find a job", said Mishi and smiled.

"It's fine you can stay here. We won't talk about this anymore", said Yuwan looking at her.

"But..."

"Mishi, he's saying right. Btw can you work in the office? I mean what are your qualifications", asked Qiang.

"Well I've done business administration. I didn't have any work experience though", said Mishi, keeping a smile on her lips.

"No issue you will work in our company", said Yuwan and started eating.

"What? Really?", asked Mishi.

"Hm", mumbled Yuwan while eating. "But you're a doctor I guess", said Mishi with confusion.

"He was a doctor, but his licence got suspended four years ago. Sorry he operated on you without any license but that time if he wouldn't have operated on you then you might have lost your life.....", said Qiang.

"But for me you're a doctor. You saved my life....", said Mishi and smiled. Yuwan smiled looking at her. They continued eating while talking with each other.