-Flashback End-

Was that the first time I became obsessed with immortality?... I don't think so.. it wasn't then... That was just the beginning of my fall into madness and the beginning of my story?... nah calling it a tragedy would fit better.

After all monsters aren't born they are made.... I used to think that I was cursed or something because of how bad my life was going. I really loved my father and my first family, I would give my life for them. I wouldn't care if the whole world was destroyed as long as they lived. THAT IS WHY I WON'T BETRAY THEIR MEMORY BY LOVING ANOTHER FAMILY IN A WORLD OF KILLERS, THAT IS LIKE SPITTING IN THEIR FACES AND THEIR MEMORY....

The people who would do that don't really love their real families, now do they.. they just want a perfect family in another world to feel better. A family is not about being perfect it's about being... just a normal arguing, making up, loving, supportive, shoulder to cry on, accepting family.

I remember sience that tragic day I didn't want to ever be unprepared or cought of guard about something. Even later in my life when my little brother was late to coming back from school I was thinking the worst when my mother was a little late from work because of trafic I was thinking of what might have happened to her and made 100 plans on how to react against a situation. I didn't like thinking of something bad happening to them it hurt just to think like that, but I also didn't want to be unprepared or cought of guard about something.

I also became really worried, controlling and protective of them.

I was noticing myself falling into madness but I hid it really well, we didn't really have the money for a therapist and we even had to sell our

old home and move away so mom could find a job... I..I...I really miss them... my family that was the only thing that mattered to me, they were my pillar from my corroding mental health.

But I don't have them now and they are safer in the other world and have a good life which will be be better after my death when they get the life insurance money...

But I guess this is a story for another time... the story of how a monster was made and... a story untill its death.... which is followed by a new life.

SO NOW IN THIS SECOND LIFE I WILL FOLLOW MY DREAM WITHOUT REST.

.....Yes I am truly self aware I am considered a psychopath by the normal person....

*SIGH*

Then I come back into reality Minato and Kushina were eating ramen now.

She looks towards me makes a small smile and says.

Kushina:" Hey Yami why are you making such a face come and eat some ramen it's really good the new miso ramen Teuichi makes is a heavenly food.... Plus Minato said he is paying."

Minato chokes and coughs while eating ramen when Kushina said that. She really got him wrapped around her finger.

I just smile towards her and say.

Me:" Well who am I to refuse my best friends request."

Kushina then immediately stutters a little and blushes and says.

Kushina:" R -R -Relly are we really friends."

'Of course we are not Kushina' - I thought.

But I just made a weird face and said to her.

Me:" Of course we are not just normal friends Kushina... me, you and Minato we are best friends right?."

She just shyly nods.

Then after some chit chat I learn from Kushina that Mito's granddaughter is coming to vizit her grave to pay respects and to get to know her successor, Kushina a little better.

Well by her granddaughter she probably means Tsunade, so she will be coming to visit huh. Well then I beter prepare for it.

- TIme Skip- (3 weeks later)

Well then it has been made public that one of the sanin is returning to konoha to protect it in this time of war while the Hokage is fighting the Raikage.

Well there are probably other reasons for her visit exept what the public knows, she is here to visit Mito's graveyard, and to help at the hospital probably... now that we aren't at war with suna anymore we need Tsunade to to help ninja especially jounin heal faster and more correctly so they can return to the battlefield faster and she might even to be able to heal some crippled ninja.

The end of the war with suna has freed 2 out of our most valuable ninja: Tsunade and Sakumo to help other borders.

Well anyways during this 3 weeks I also was productive I made more experiments on the Inuzuka clan eight special jounin this time and also my first test subject Akimaru they all became low level jounin they just need to get used to their bodies and chakra now.

But I also noticed a side effect because Akimaru needed more boosts to become a jounin from a chunin while the other test subjects were special jounin. I noticed some of his hair starting to gray after that I did no more 'treatments' on him I didn't want people to notice and I also did more 'treatments' on him than the others.

After all the 8th gate is no joke even when slightly punctured he probably has around 20 years left of lifespan lefy and he is only 19 right now.

Well anyways more importantly the Inuzuka now has 9 new jounin level ninja, even though right now they are low leveled untill they get a better handle on thair bodies.

Then they will become average jounin or some might even become high jounin level.

Right now I am in the front of the village gate waiting for Tsunade to show up, after all if I didn't welcome her it might seem suspicious.

Then after some time I notice a ninja land on a tree in front of me.... it is Tsunade Senju one of the Sanin she then looks at me. Then she.....