Those days are too hard, people always choose to forget the most painful process in time.

When he mentioned it in detail, my heart was aching, but I couldn't say a word.

Fu Shenyan's search seems to have no suspense. I don't have too many accidents.

No sleep.

That night.

September in the capital is not cold, but the cool wind at night is hard to fall asleep.

When he left, I sat in the living room all night. I was not qualified to judge Gu Han's right or wrong. Every step he took now was just to calm down his resentment.

He's right. He pulled me out of hell. Why don't I reach out to him when he's in hell?

I'm afraid I can't face Gu Han well in my life.

In this world, where there will be love and care out of thin air, it is nothing more than a reciprocal exchange of feelings. If you enjoy the love and doting for no reason and do not respond, then the inner uneasiness will follow you all your life.

When I was a child, I was thinking about astronomy and geography. I always use time and all things as an analogy. Now when I think about it carefully, I find out later. It turns out that all the things we need to understand in our life have been learned in the nine-year compulsory education.

When I studied physics in high school, there was a chapter about the law of conservation of power. Later, materialism in politics also talked about the conservation of all things.

This is from Gu Han mouth spit out, I Leng on the sofa, for a long time no way back.

"Shen Shu, you don't know how much I love you at the beginning and how much I hate you later."

I pursed my lips, that sorry, stuck in the heart, how can not say.

He looked at me, dark eyes were terrible, "do you know what it's like to suffer in the dark?"

He sneered, "I didn't want to hurt you, but Shen Shu, do you know how I survived those nights when my parents died one after another? When I dream back in the middle of the night, my mother always shouts coldness at me. My father says that he is lonely. In such a big house, I can't dream again when I wake up in the middle of the night. At that time, I always think that if you can stay with me as I treat you, maybe I won't be so painful, but every time I wake up in the middle of the night, the room is empty and I find nobody around me. "

I have no words to refute, lips, nothing to say.

He mocked himself and laughed sarcastically, "Shen Shu, you really have a good scar and forget the pain!"

He smile, can't see the mood, but faintly with anger, "you get better day by day, I thought Fu Shenyan hurt you so deeply, you won't have memory for him, I know you don't love me, but so what? For such a long time, love and joy, we can create step by step, but I didn't expect you to go with him in the end. "

I pulled back my hand and opened my mouth to say thank you. I thought it was too shallow, so I chose silence.

Siji has a nanny and Siji is responsible for taking care of the transfer. I don't have to worry about it.

For a short night, Fu Shenyan came at seven in the morning. I was still sitting on the sofa. A few hours later, my body was stiff and numb.