Only when he could not breathe did he stare at him. He seemed to enjoy my expression and let me go for a moment. "Are you going to let me live like this all my life?"

"Fu Shenyan, no way."

I frown, "Auntie?" The Shen family has a small population, and the only one who can talk about the four seasons is the nanny.

The child is simple, thought to think a way, "but the aunt said you don't want me, said I'm not your own, after I grow up, you will send me away."

I Leng Leng, not from the way, "Mom these days something, so can't pick you up, so let you live in the public house, how?"

After living in the Shen family for several days, Siji held me in her arms and looked up at me when she came back, saying, "Mom, do you want me to live in Waigong's house? Why do you want me to live in Waigong's house?"

We are human beings, not gods. We can't ignore all the gossip.

A few days down, the reporter squatted no one, it seems to give up, just after the limelight, I did not go out of the idea, but such a large group of people outside for a few days, said no influence is false.

If I can't study it carefully, otherwise my body and mind will not be able to continue to survive. I can't continue to go to Beijing University, so I can only stay in the villa to study.

Not surprisingly, I have been written as a slut in the media.

There are still reporters outside the yard, but not so many. About me and Fu Shenyan, as well as Gu Han, how much has been turned out.

Maybe I don't want to eat, so I vomit.

Stomach inexplicably some uncomfortable, endure for a long time, such as Fu Shenyan out of the door, I went to the bathroom, will eat in all vomit out.

It's very simple in the morning. Chen Yi brought porridge, which tastes very good. But after a few mouthfuls, I couldn't eat any more.

I smile, "obviously fat." Leaning in his arms, I felt more secure.

He reached out and pulled me close to his arms. His voice was low and introverted. "I've lost weight recently, so I have to eat more."

I shook my head. "Not hungry!"

The line of sight is focused, four eyes are opposite, the face of man handsome Lang took smile, "hungry?"

When Fu Shenyan opened his eyes, I didn't notice. I didn't come back until his deep and hoarse voice wanted to go.

But in my heart after all is not practical.

How to blink of an eye, seven years have passed. When you think about it, it seems that all the difficulties have been overcome bit by bit now. In the future, it will be a quiet time.

The man is sleeping deeply. I move my body, turn over and look at his eyebrows, and suddenly feel that time flies.

When I woke up the next day, Fu Shenyan, who had already left, was still lying beside me with his eyes closed.

……

Four years, I have cured all my sadness and memories, but only my physical defects, I have no way to cure.

Not for four years, for normal people may be suffering, but for me is really let go.

She nodded, "that is, the aunt who cooks for us every day. My grandfather is too busy. He has to work late every day, and my uncle is also very busy. He can only come back to tell me stories at night, so only my aunt accompanies me."

I pursed my lips and said no more. I held the four seasons in my arms and opened my mouth slightly. "Four seasons, my mother doesn't want you, and she won't want you. You are my mother's own. No matter who tells you these, don't pay attention to her, OK?"