I look up at him, a little confused, forget, the capital is already late autumn, the weather is gradually cold down.

Looking at him, I felt a little blocked. I took the initiative to hold my waist and bury my head in his arms. My voice was low, "Fu Shenyan, you can sit with me for a while."

When Fu Shenyan checked the safety, he came over and looked at me. He couldn't help saying, "why do four seasons come into the kitchen?"

I ran over and held Siji in my arms. Fu Shenyan went to turn off the gas in the kitchen.

Siji didn't respond to what happened, so about two seconds later, she burst out crying, scared.

The glass on the ground in the kitchen is broken. Siji is being pulled apart by Fu Shenyan, who came in from the front yard. His action is too fast, so he seems a little rude.

"Pa!" There was a noise from the villa. I was stunned and rushed in.

Think of here, bad mood came up.

Then I ran into the villa. I sat in the same place and looked at the snowball rolling in the grass. I felt a little more pain in my heart. If my child was alive and Muzi was alive, would we all sit together and chat and watch the children now.

The little guy seemed to be thinking of something. After a pause, she looked at me and said, "Mom, wait for me."

I smile, opening a way, "calculate is!"

She nodded and sighed, "Mom seems very tired recently. Is it because of the exam that she is very tired?"

I shook my head and held her. I felt a little relieved and said, "no, mom is just too tired."

Seeing me like this, she didn't rush to play with the dog. Instead, she got up and looked at me. Her little body leaned on me, soft and her head leaned on me and said, "Mom, are you sick?"

I looked at her, shaking my head, eyes a little tired, "you play with him, mom looks."

Seeing that I had been sitting for a long time, she looked back at me with her eyes slightly bright, "Mom, would you come and play with snowball?"

I look at the four seasons, in the heart can not say the taste, sitting beside her, watching her and the dog interaction.

In November, it's getting colder and colder in the capital. On the weekend evening, Cheng Junyu left after watching Siji. Siji teased his dog in the yard.

I was too afraid of the four seasons. At the beginning, I was silent and acquiesced to the arrival of Cheng Junyu. But many times, I took the four seasons to leave.

Cheng Junyu almost always comes to see the four seasons. Every time he sees the four seasons, he gets closer to them.

In time, we are hollowed out by the memory of courage, step by step on the road to death.

……

He seems to be able to understand my feelings, hold me in his arms, the floor of the tight, with my silence and quiet.

I have been raising her for four years. From the bottom of my heart, I naturally regard her as my own child. Her existence almost makes me forget how my child died. But after returning to the capital, almost all people are reminding me that the past of Fu Shenyan and I is very painful and hard to recall.

From Huai'an to Beijing, I thought everything would develop in a good direction, but I ignored Gu Han and Cheng Junyu.

I sighed and had a bad headache. "It's OK. Just sit with me for a while."

He was originally warm anger of the flame pressure down, gentle eyes fell on me, frown, "what's the matter?"

I shake my head, hold myself, coax her for a long time to coax good, see she didn't hurt, can't help but relax.

When she calmed down, I asked Siji, "what's the matter? Why come to the kitchen all of a sudden? "