Looking at her tears falling on the ground, I staggered my eyes, went to see her, and continued, "maybe it's wrong to decide to go to Jiangcheng at the beginning, I shouldn't go to Jiangcheng, so I won't meet Fu Shenyan, and I won't know Lu Xinran, so I won't meet you."

"Shen Shu..." She opened her mouth, her voice choked, and she held the cupboard and sobbed a little.

I lift eyes, see Fu Shenyan looking at me, a pair of black eyes low introverted, voice low way, "don't worry, here is not far from the hospital."

Looking at their anxious back, I subconsciously clenched my hands, a pair of big hands surrounded me.

Fu Qingyin follows him out.

Mo Zhicheng looked at me, and then he didn't think much. He picked up Lin Wan and went out of the villa.

Looking at Lin Wan, I was silent for a moment and said, "I'd better go to the hospital. If it's appendicitis, something may happen."

Mo Zhicheng frowned and his face was full of worry.

"No!" Lin Wan pressed and held him, and his voice was a little painful. "It will be OK in a moment. At night, we will cross the new year together."

Mo Zhicheng was worried. He looked at her and said, "let's go to the hospital first."

Lin Wan shook his head, waved his hand and said, "no, it's OK. It's just a stomachache. It'll be OK in a moment."

Fu Qingyin said coldly, "what's the matter? White face like this, sweating so much, go to the hospital to have a look

Ten minutes later, he came out with Lin Wan. Lin Wan's face was pale and his forehead was stained with sweat.

Mo Zhicheng didn't see Lin Wan. He stood aside. Although he was worried, he went into the living room to find Lin Wan.

I shook my head. My heart hurt so much that I didn't want to speak.

Seeing the tears in the corner of my eyes, his face sank, he pulled me in his arms and said in a low voice, "what happened?"

I shook my head, looked up at him and laughed. There was a splash in my eyes. What's the matter with the pain? If the child is gone, it can be born in the future, isn't it?

Seeing that my face was not good, Fu Shenyan came forward, pulled me, and said in a warm voice, "what's the matter? What's wrong? "

In the yard, Fu Shenyan and Mo Zhicheng, who had gone out for a stroll, came back.

People's life is too long, we go down our own road, pain when you add wounds, healing, it is a new start.

I turned around, out of the kitchen, my heart is still painful, but can bear.

At this point, she was silent, probably because her words were too heavy. Her face was pale, and she half squatted on the floor. Her tears hit the floor tiles. Her voice was very light, but it was very loud.

Looking at her, I smile, some pain, "you just said I hate you, but four years ago know all the things at that moment, I choose to leave all people, all the reason told me, I can't hate you, because you are my mother, and I have blood relatives."

"Knowing that you are my parents, I just feel that fate is ridiculous. I can't openly hate you, and I can't put my hatred to you in my heart. I don't even dare to hate you, because you are my biological parents, just like I love Fu Shenyan. Because of love, I can tolerate everything, but can I really tolerate it? I can't do it. "

I sighed, a faint smile, just looked at her indifferently, and continued, "as long as I don't meet you, my life may not be so hard. Falling in love with Fu Shenyan, I don't know whether it's right or wrong, because I love him, so everything that happened later, I hinted to myself, I love him, I can forgive everything."

I nodded, but I was always uneasy.

After all, I followed the past.