Her appearance at this time is too different from that when I first met her. Repeated treatment and chemotherapy have made this clever and sensible child become bony. All her small hands are bones, and there is no meat. When the child falls asleep, I look at her face with almost bones left, and feel a slight pain in my heart.

I sat next to the bed and wondered if I could ask Fu Shenyan to find a good doctor or hospital to treat the child. After repeated chemotherapy, the child's hair was gone.

As soon as I took out my mobile phone, I was ready to send a message to Fu Shenyan. The child woke up. When I saw him, he was probably just waking up. The child was stunned and looked at me and said, "aunt..."

She nodded, "well, I don't know the words. Grandma said that she can help you, but now you have to put it away and go home to read it, otherwise some bad people will stare at you."

I took the notebook, Leng for a while, nodded, "Mom's diary?"

"Good!" The little guy seemed to think of something. He took out a palm sized notebook from the back of the pillow and handed it to me. He said, "Auntie, this is what grandma asked me to give you. It's mom's diary. Grandma said you're a good person and asked me to say thank you."

I took her and nodded, "well, come on, Ran Ran. When you get well, my aunt will take you to eat, OK?"

As if there was hope, she nodded and said seriously, "I want to eat ice cream and cake. I haven't eaten it for a long time. Grandma said that I can't eat it until I get well!"

I took her and nodded with certainty, "really, what does Ranran want to do in the future? When you are well, my aunt will take you to finish it, OK

The little guy looked at me, eyes shining, "really?"

My heart seemed to be seized suddenly for a moment. It was so painful that I couldn't breathe. I held back my tears and shook my head with a smile. "No, Ran Ran will be fine. The doctor will help ran get well. When you get well, you can go to the zoo with your grandparents to see the small animals and the blue sky and white clouds outside."

After a while, Ran Ran suddenly said, "aunt, am I going to die?"

I'm not a person who can chat with children. I don't know what to say for a moment. I can only accompany her quietly.

She shakes her head. Maybe she just woke up. She is reluctant to speak. Her eyes are looking at the ceiling. It seems that she has repeated this action countless times.

I smile, holding her hand, the child's hand is too thin, can only touch the bone, I am a little distressed, "Ran Ran, hungry?"

She shook her head. "Auntie, I'm not thirsty!"

I said, "Ran Ran, would you like some water? I'll pour it for you

She shook her head, looked at me and said softly, "are Grandma and grandfather out?"

I nodded, looked at her and whispered, "did I wake you up?"

Said, the little guy also specially let me put the diary in the bag, I did according to her method, and she talked for a while, sun Xiaoxiao's parents came up.

After looking at me, he said, "thank you these days, Mrs. Fu."

I shook my head slightly and said, "no, you don't have to worry about Ran Ran's medical expenses. If there's no way for the hospital, I'll find a way."