But at this time, it's no use for me to be worried with Fu Shenyan directly. I tried to suppress my emotion. I looked at him and said, "yes, what happened today? Isn't Qiao Jinyan always taking care of Lu Xinran? Why does attitude suddenly change so much? What's the matter? "

He hugged me and said, "I'm probably worried. I'm glad I don't want to marry him. I have to pester him and rely on him all the time. In fact, men and women are always worried when they get to a certain age. Qiao's parents have been urging Jinyan to get married. After so many years, Jinyan is also worried. In his heart, he is a very traditional person, It's almost the same as the older generation's idea. I also think that no matter men or women are a little old, they should do what they should do! "

"He is not young, and he is not willing to marry him, so he is consumed, and he has been at a loss. He is also very worried. Moreover, I just told him that you are pregnant, which means that each of us has begun to stabilize and have to work hard for our small family."

Lu Xinran has no way to bring anything useful to Qiao Jinyan except his feeling of being worthless. The Qiao family can't accept it, and the ambitious Qiao Jinyan can't either. Lu Xinran is like a doll growing up with his children. Once the children grow up, no matter how good the doll is, it will be useless after all, and will be put into the warehouse.

I was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly understood that, yes, even though Qiao said how much he liked Lu Xinran, Lu Xinran couldn't enter Qiao's family at birth. What we can't deny must be the equal power in marriage.

Fu Shenyan was slightly silent for a while, suddenly looked at me seriously and said, "sometimes men's love and marriage can be separated."

Thinking of Qiao Jinyan, I can't help but say, "he will drive Lu Xinran away. Is he going to marry a famous lady in Beijing?"

Yes, it seems that everything is waiting, but apart from waiting, we can only wait.

"And want to be a good wife!" I leaned in his arms and said, "when Siji's illness is cured, when the baby is born, when everything is better."

He smiles, "huh? Just want to be a good mother? "

I smile and say, "I'm thinking, I must be a good mother in the future. I can't be as human and mischievous as before."

Seeing me staring at him, he raised his hand and touched his nose, "what are you doing looking at me like this?"

When I listened to him, I suddenly found that, unconsciously, Fu Shenyan seemed to be very different from before. In the past, he was ambitious and seemed to be a person who wanted to climb to the top. His ambition was like an ancient emperor who wanted to open up territory, but now it seems to be different. He fixed his heart and all the warmth in our small home.

I looked up at Fu Shenyan, didn't speak, just looked at him seriously.

He was looked at by me for a long time, uncomfortable, and said, "what's the matter?"

I pursed my lips and said seriously, "in your feelings for me, what kind of state is it?" I am a utilitarian, I never simply think that two people together, only rely on the so-called feelings, there must be other factors.