"If you don't want to meet in this situation, I can go back first." the voice was very light, but it could ensure that Gu Han could hear.

No one wants to be seen by his beloved and take care of his emotions. Everything should be done step by step.

Gu Han looked at me as if time and space had solidified. His eyes were motionless and lifeless. Only the irregular heartbeat beside him proved that he was still alive.

In the adult world, silence is a euphemistic refusal. Maybe Gu Han is not ready to see me.

He squeezed out a smile on his face and nodded slightly to make him feel at ease. I can understand his mood and won't complain.

As soon as I turned around, there was a sound behind me. I knew you would come and sit down. I knew you would come. Sit down. "

He took a deep breath, pressed down his loneliness and crying cavity, sorted out his facial expression, and then walked to the bed with a smile and sat down.

"How do you feel today? Is it better?" greetings are always vulgar, but they come naturally.

"Do you want to hear me say good or bad?" Gu Han said very hard, but he stubbornly maintained his self mocking expression. He didn't know who he was competing with.

Smiled, stretched out his hand to tuck in the horn for him, and said half jokingly, "at this time, you don't have to take care of my feelings. You are a patient. The patient is the biggest. You can say what you think in your heart."

Birth, old age, illness and death are like a farce. If you get hurt in a small way, you can teach and scold heartlessly and say a lot of words against your heart.

But when you really want to fight death, you always smile and tell everyone it doesn't matter. It will get better. It seems that you can deceive fate and change your life against the sky. However, it's just a trick to deceive yourself and others.

The more to the last minute, only self deception can survive.

"Not good." he said very loudly, probably exhausted all his strength, and then his voice gradually decreased, "I'm very uncomfortable, very painful, very unwilling."

Knowing that I was angry, I was still sad. I didn't dare to look into his eyes.

"What are you afraid of?" Gu Han gasped heavily. The warm breath came out and turned into a layer of fog on the respirator mask.

"Nothing." I shook my head and tried my best not to let my emotions show on my face, saying the same comforting words, "don't be afraid. I've found the world's top doctors, and they'll find a way. You're Gu Han. You escaped from death three times and twice, and it's not so easy to end."

Speaking of this, I paused, raised my head, gently clenched my fist and pushed Gu Han on his arm, "be strong like a man."

Gu Han slowly lowered his eyes and looked at the place I touched. The mood in his eyes still didn't change. He was silent for a while before slowly opening his mouth, "if you marry me, I'll insist. Otherwise, it doesn't matter to die now."

"Don't talk about children." sighed and apologized helplessly. "You saw it, didn't you? Fu Shenyan's wedding and Gu Han, I live a good and happy life now. You really shouldn't be persistent anymore. Let yourself go. What belongs to you has always been there, but you can't see it."

Gu Han's eyes were a little distracted, as if he was distracted, and as if he was listening carefully, people couldn't guess his mind.

"If you don't want to listen, I won't say it. I'll come to see you every day and take care of you myself. Everything will be better. Don't think too much..."

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