Michelle woke up with a clothes on, she looks at her surrounding and saw Jomel is sitting in front of her. She is very embarassed, she might be looking crazy last night but she knew what she is doing.

"Don't worry it's not your fault" Jomel said to her as an assurance that he didn't mind and its not a big deal for him.

She is innocent and jomel thinks that he is even at fault because she is being used as a bait or a kidnap for the succubus to capture him, Jomel notcied that the succubus is gone away now.

Michelle had bad childhood, and she knew that she won't have a child or carry one made her embarassing expression disappeared in an instant.

She had an infertility problem, and she thought that she shouldn't act like that because that guy in front of her is a tamer.

She think adoption is a great option, but it's not for her, at least not right now.

Her fiance and she broke up over our infertility issues, so she took a deep dive into depression and uncertainity.

She changed her life since then and while it's a good life with lots of traveling adventure and freedom, it totaly lacks the (not only financial) security she needed to raise a child.

It was still that, she wanted to have a child.

Also - and she is not proud of it but she can't change her feelings - it still hurts so bad.

She is very happy for those of my friends who have children but she can't be around their children much.

She didn't want to hold them or care for them or get attached.

It makes her remember very dark times where she is very close to ending it all.

She always wanted children and being infertile shattered her life to the core.

She still need therapie to get over the experience, and she always love to talk to other people who had similar experiences.

Just like madam zenobia, things may change and adoption could be on table again, but it's not for now.

She is very close to madam zenobia because she is also like her, and infertile woman.

"Let's go to your doctor, she must be crazy thinking where'd we go." Jomel interrupted her, but didn't even look at her expression, his face is straight.

She is not a virgin anymore, so jomel assumed that its okay, maybe he will just let her ask him any request she wanted as a payment and grant it on her.

He had no idea what to do to make it up to her, he also embarassed to the fact that they enjoyed their love making so much.

He tried looking at her one last time and then he saw her ex pression, something clicked on his mind, like 'this is familiar' he muttered.

In his past life, well he kinda had a crush on his classmate, she is a not so pretty girl but he had no idea why he had a crush on her, still he had a crush on her, but he didn't know how she felt about him.

His friends all said she liked him, but they didn't know her very well. She and Jomel talked more than he talk to any of his other so called aquaintances. He is always looking depressed about Huong so he cannot call and consider anyone a friend.

Apparently, she felt the same way about him, and wasn't sure how he felt about her.

He was kinda seeing one other girl and they were slightly hooking up, but she stood him up, and his girl classmates instead invited Jomel over to her house to get drunk with the clasmate he had a crush on.

So he showed up and both lf them became slowly are getting closer to each other.

Fast forward, he and the calssmate she had a cruah on is laying on her living room floor, close to each other, and at that time Jomel is thinking about finally kissing her, when her roomies came back home.

So for an hour they went back to being regular people.

Eventually, her roomies went to sleep, and his girl crush and jomel got close again. It was like a giant game of chicken, to see who would make the first move.

They ended up sitting next to each other on her couch and she mentioned how her chair is more comfortable. Jomel at that time asked something about if it could hold two people, to which she said, "yes, and we can prove it."

So both of them sat in there, and she has to sit on his lap, but they're there together, and it's late, and she says she's getting sleepy, so they kinda just cuddled in there.

Eventually, he and her crush both "booping" each others noses, and they are, nose to nose, and that time jomel decided to "f*ck it" and kiss her.

Bam!

She immediately takes to the idea and is making out with him with the force of months of repressed feelings for each other.

It was fantastic. After a while, she asks if he'd like to go up to her bedroom.

So they had gone upstairs, while they are making out and taking each others clothes off, and she asks if he want to have s*x.

He answered her that that he never had sex before (which surprised her, but she said he is was cute) and she says if he wanted want to, they can.

He was so surprised how being nervous would make it hard to, well, get hard.

They have tried it once and it didn't really take so they decided just to chill.

Then he got hard by just cuddling and toying around and they decided to try again.

Another problem arose: he couldn't finish.

So both of them decided to end it again and cuddle and whatnot. They have talked about going to sleep, but again she feels him getting it up and she says they should try again.

He managed to get her off, but he wasn't able to finish again, and then they finally decided to call it a night after that...

That time, the expression of the girl he had a crush on, is so down like she is sorry, that Jomel never had a time to ask her about it.

Maybe she is sorry that she is not a virgin anymore or something like that.

After that she just disappeared and decided fo drop out of school afterwards.