It's been a few days since Endl traveled to the city of Levent, and it's very quiet without him.

I have Lily to be with me but it's not the same without him. I always met him when I got home from school, but now I met just Deby at the inn when I arrive, and that's kind of sad.

"Are you going to eat now?" It was dinner time, so Deby came to offer me food since I was sitting at the table doing nothing.

I had come home from school and went upstairs to change my clothes. As I had nothing to do, I just got down and sat here waiting for the time to pass.

I have nothing to do for the capital I could do some shopping but now it's too late so this won't work.

'Well, the capital could have a good place to go out at night.' In fact, in this capital, there is only the city square to walk around but it is very dangerous at night, many people are robbed when they are in the square at night, so the square is very empty at night and almost no one walks there.

Since I had nothing to do, I think eating was a good idea.

"Yeah, I'll call Lily so we'll eat soon," I said to Deby and got up from the table.

"I'll get everything ready for you." Deby is always very kind and caring, I don't know why she does that, but after she saw me with Endl she started treating me a lot better.

I feel like she feels something for Endl, anyone who has contact with him, she treats super well and is very caring. But I don't want to think unnecessary things, it's impossible for Deby to feel anything for Endl because she's 5 years older, doesn't make sense.

Deby is currently 19, if she felt something for Endl, it would be weird.

Well, Endl has been staying here for over a year so it's a possibility, but I don't want to believe that. If I keep thinking about it, Endl will treat me like a jealous girl again.

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When I arrived in the room Lily was wearing a different outfit because she had just showered.

She always wears some pretty clothes and some wonderful dresses so I end up borrowing some dresses from her, I feel bad doing it but from Endl's eyes I know he likes to see me in Lily's clothes.

"It's dinner time." Lily, who was distracted until she was startled by my sudden appearance, she even gave a little jump.

"Alright, I'm already coming down." I left the room and let Lily change her clothes because watching someone change the clothes, even if it's a girl, is a little embarrassing, right?

I went downstairs and sat at the same table I was last time and waited for Lily to come down for dinner. After a while, she came down and sat with me and we started talking about some things.

Weren't really important things, they were just irrelevant subjects that we liked to talk about to pass the time.

"Here's your dinner." Deby, who was holding a tray, set the plates of food and glasses of drinks on the table. After that, she just bent a little and left.

To tell you the truth, when I look at her straight I realize she's very pretty, Endl would surely like a girl like that.

'No, you can't think these things.' I can't keep thinking about it, I'm gonna look like a paranoid girl, I need to stop this. If I keep this up, Endl breaks up with me, would he do that?

"It's all right?" Lily seems to have gotten a little worried because whenever I think about these things I end up making a scaring face, even I know that.

"No, that's fine yes, don't worry." I calmed Lily because I didn't want to worry her about anything.

After we finished eating we called Deby and she took the plates. We sat around talking about things.

We talked about Endl's arrival.

He left here four days ago, so tomorrow he should be back in the capital already, so he'll be here again in three days.

It will be a little hard to get through these days without him, but he's doing his job and I can't worry about him cheating on me or anything, because that would be so wrong. He is working and giving his all, so I can't have selfish thoughts.

I trust him a lot too, so I know he would do nothing to hurt me.