Chapter 475: Have You Found Xuanji?

Seemingly intimidated by his menacing words, Lin Xuanji immediately stopped resisting. It seemed to work well on her, he must have done it many times for her to be petrified at the mention of tying her up.

However, she still gathered up her courage, lifting her hand and wanting to give him a slap on the face.

Before she even managed to slap him, Lu Jinwen grasped her wrist and forced it above her head. He had pushed himself inside her, fulfilling his desires.

“Every slap you give me, we’ll have sex, if you dare to slap me again, we’re going to have sex once more.”

He let loose of her wrist, covering both of their bodies with the blanket and he started kissing her.

Lin Xuanji was pressed down by Lu Jinwen and Lin Xuanyin wasn’t able to see her face. But very quickly, she could hear Lin Xuanji crying.

Lin Xuanji was crying.

She had been sisters with Lin Xuanji for many years and understood her personality well. Lin Xuanji was idealistic and a hopeless romantic. She was innately ardent and seen as a happy-go-lucky person. Even when she went sky-gazing alone, she would always be mesmerized and indulged in happiness.

She had asked her before, “Xuanji, how do you stay so positive and happy every single day?”

Lin Xuanji had replied, ‘The day passes even if I’m happy or unhappy and so I’ve chosen to live every day positively!’

She hadn’t ever witnessed Xuanji crying before in her entire life, this was the first time.

And she was sobbing with so much despair.

She tried to choke her tears back, clenching her fists tight while sobbing helplessly. It was simply heartbreaking for anyone witnessing the event.

Lu Jinwen’s imposing figure stiffened, his gaze quickly riveted on Lin Xuanji. He held her exquisite face and questioned, his voice hesitant. “Baby, why are you crying?”

He called her “Baby” gently, enough to make one’s body liquefy.

Lin Xuanji pushed his hand away, she continued sobbing and didn’t bother with him.

“Why are you crying?” Lu Jinwen kissed away the tears on her face, “You’re so unhappy and reluctant about being my woman? Didn’t you have feelings for me before, weren’t you the one who said that you loved me and would spend the rest of your life with me?”

Lin Xuanji tried to push him away and she couldn’t stop crying. “It hurts… it really hurts… scram…”

Lu Jinwen was unmoved by her, he continued pressing himself against her.

Lin Xuanji could only burrow her face in the pillow, crying endlessly.

Hearing her ongoing sobbing, Lu Jinwen felt annoyed.

Moving to the bathroom, he took a cold shower.

After he was done showering, he put on a white shirt without buttoning it up and only had a pair of trunks.

Lin Xuanji was on the bed and he turned her body around, such that she was laying on his muscular chest.

Holding onto the back of her head, he forced her lips in front of his face. “Kiss me?”

Lin Xuanji was reluctant to do so.

“I was planning to let you off tonight but if you continue behaving like this, don’t blame me for anything that happens after this. I’ve had to hold in my desires long enough, if you don’t satisfy me tonight, I’ll make sure to hold a grudge!”

Lin Xuanji could only flutter her eyelashes while succumbing to his threats. She leaned forward and kissed him on the lips.

Lu Jinwen held her in his arms and he was appeased after being kissed by her. The corner of his lips curved up while he started coaxing her, “Baby, stop crying. Now tell me, is there anything you wish for now? I’ll be able to satisfy all your demands. Even if you’re going to ask for the stars in the skies now, I’ll try everything just to get it down for you.”

Lin Xuanji lay on his chest, her eyes all teary. She whimpered, “I want… your life, is that fine?”

Lu Jinwen’s Adam’s apple bobbed, he closed his eyes and held her hands, guiding it downwards. “That’s fine, I’ll be happy to die for a beautiful woman. Lin Xuanji, we will never have a happy ending. One of us will die.

“If the both of us end up living, you can only stay by my side and be my woman for the rest of our lives. Don’t ever try to flee, you’ll never be able to escape from me.”

…

Lin Xuanyin closed her eyes, relieving herself from that memory. She was covered in cold sweat.

Lu Jinwen treated her well, his presence was like a guardian angel. They were married for many years and he treated her in a respectable manner. She received many things from him, power as his wife, her status, even a child when she couldn’t conceive. However, the only thing he wasn’t willing to do was to get intimate with her.

He didn’t have any desires for her, behaving just like the perfect gentleman.

But he was just like a devil in Lin Xuanji’s presence. He forced himself on her, holding her captive. He did everything that the worst man would possibly do.

He didn’t hold himself back, showing his desires to her with no mercy. He appeared at Lin Xuanji’s place every night over the years, ignoring Lin Xuanji’s screams, calling him a scoundrel. He was on two spectrums, behaving like a gentleman in Lin Xuanyin’s presence and being a scoundrel towards Lin Xuanji. He vented all of his sexual desires on Lin Xuanji, since he was at his prime age, the age of being young and vigorous.

Whenever Lin Xuanji didn’t obey him, he would tie her up and had many different ways to make her succumb.

If she didn’t see it with her own eyes, she would have been fooled by his flawless public facade. When he let himself go, he wasn’t any different from other men. He was also vigorous and had great desires in bed.

After giving birth to Tang Mo’er, Lin Xuanji had fallen pregnant twice. She had suffered from one miscarriage and the other child…

Lu Jinwen only had one woman in his life and that was Lin Xuanji, even after sleeping with her countless of times, he hadn’t gotten sick of her. There were many eligible women available outside and yet he never left the sea-view room. Even when he had to leave for work, he would always make sure to come back to the sea-view room and spend the rest of his day with Lin Xuanji.

Lin Xuanyin has gone mad from jealousy. Everyone was envious of her, thinking that she had owned everything a woman would ever ask for in life and yet she wasn’t truly happy. She was envious of Lin Xuanji.

Was he incapacitated?

She didn’t know the answer.

He was the only one who knew the truth, other than Lin Xuanji.

After all these years, he hadn’t had another woman.

Why didn’t he look for other woman?

Was he really incapable?

Or was it for other reasons, was he not able to forget about Lin Xuanji?

…

Lu Jinwen walked out of the bathroom and they were both on the bed, occupying the far ends respectively. They didn’t have any physical contact.

Lin Xuanyin had congestive heart failure and the doctors had advised her to not lie on her side, she could only lay flat.

Her eyes were on the chandelier above her, she said, “Jinwen, my father gave me a phone call today. He mentioned that the Lin family’s businesses haven’t been doing well…”

“Noted, I’ll get Butler Ye to handle it tomorrow.”

The corner of Lin Xuanyin’s lips curved up, she smiled and replied, “Jinwen, thank you.”

Lu Jinwen planted a light kiss on her forehead before covering her blanket. “Xuanyin, you should rest earlier tonight.”

“Mm.” Lin Xuanyin obeyed and closed her eyes.

Lu Jinwen laid down too and closed his eyes, trying to get some rest.

“Jinwen,” Lin Xuanji suddenly spoke up, “Have you found Xuanji? The doctors told me that my condition will only get worse now that I’ve regained consciousness. I really need Xuanji’s heart.”

Lu Jinwen closed his eyes, his expression ice-cold. A few moments later, he replied, “If she’s still alive, she’ll be back in no time, since Mo’er is already back with the Lu family.”

Lin Xuanji loved her daughter very much. Huo Yanmei had swapped Tang Mo’er’s identity and now that Mo’er has returned to the Lu family, she would definitely be back for Mo’er if she was still alive.

As long as she returned, he would definitely force her to do a heart transplant.