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CHAPTER 145

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At once Jade wanted to close her legs but Xander was faster and he spread them apart even more, opening her up to his full view.

No longer was his gaze as lovely as they once were but now they were filled with his desire and lust. She watched him just stare at her, battling and contemplating about something in his mind but he never said anything.

And after what felt like ages, Xander finally pulled his eyes away from her snatch and looked at her. Their gaze melt and remained locked on the other.

His eyes seemed to darken by the second and right before her eyes, Jade watched him go down on her briefly with their eyes never leaving each other and watched as he stuck his tongue out and took a slow lick of her core.

"Aaahh…" Jade shuddered at the sensation that rippled through her but that did not stop the naughty Xander and he did it again, this time extending his lick upwards to her clit.

He watched as she bit down on lower lip, trying her best to control the moan that wanted to escape from those her sexy lips.

He did it again and she shook a bit this time. "Let it go, stop holding back. Moan out what you feel, love."

"Xanderrr… hmm aahh~"

Xander felt something inside of him let loose suddenly. He knew something was wrong. He was about to change. His entire being was craving her. Craving to do so much more to her than just leave her like this.

He also knew his skill would heighten if he let himself change into his natural form. He knew he would bring her so much pleasure and that was what he wanted more than anything but doing that…

Who knew what her reaction would be? With that fear seethed deep within him, Xander closed his eyes and willed for his transformation to go back,

It took a while and Jade thought that he was envisioning things with not knowing that he was battling with himself not to do what his whole being wanted.

And by the time he felt that he was back in control and his change had been locked deep within him. Xander opened his eyes once more and smiled at her.

"Come, love. Come let me draw a bath for you." The moment those words fell out of his mouth, Jade's expression turned sour.

She was not happy one bit about the news and wanted to continue but what could she do if he wasn't willing.

"Why?" Her eyes lowered. She could not look into those piercing innocent eyes of his anymore for the fear that he was going to say something that would end up hurting her.

"Quinn, I want it to be special," Xander half lied.

It wasn't a complete lie as he wanted to make her first time so romantic but the actual truth was that he was too scared of losing himself and actually changing in the process.

He was too carried away by what he felt for her that he knew there was tendencies where he would lose control and if that were to happen…

That could not even happen. There were just too many things at stake already.

'I wish I could tell you my biggest secret, my love but I fear that I would lose you as a result. I fear that all of this would end and I would not be able to stay with you as a husband, boyfriend or even friend and that to me… it is more important, Quinn.' Jade thought.

"But I do not care, Xander. I want to be with you. Whether it is in the garden, or forest or on the battlefield, or in a hotel or any bed, a part of me do not care. So long as who I am doing with is no other than you then I am perfectly fine."

"What of the part of you who is not fine with it?" Xander asked her, helping her to sit up and he too with her.

"Xander, this is me, my body."

'And mine as well."

"True but your baby wants you. Why do you hold back? I thought you would be thrilled."

"I am thrilled, Quinn. In fact to thrilled that I cannot believe it myself but I am taking this as my own first time and I want the best experience and memory. Trust me on this. Do you trust me?"

"You know very well I do trust you."

"Great. I trust you too. Come and take a cold bath. It would help you calm down and you would feel really sleepy."

'Tsk, if I didn't know best, I would have thought you were sending me away so you could be with your mistress."

'Tsk and since when did you start thinking pervertedly?

"Since you refused me." Jade winked at him.

"I found myself a naughty girlfriend, didn't eye."

Before she had the chance of countering what he said, Xander picked her up from the bed and carried her with him to the big bathroom that looked like the size of a big master's bedroom in the first place with a nice big bathtub at the middle.

Xander first of all settled her on the ground to stand on her feet before going to draw the bath. By the time all was set, Jade could not wait to anticipate to the fullest all that she would experience.

Xander finished his last touch and turned to look at her. He smiled briefly and asked for her to closer her eyes and she obeyed.

When he was sure she would not be peeking, Xander turned his head to look at the door and stretched his hand inside the tub. In a matter of seconds Xander began to see smoke, to represent the coldness from the water.

When he had enough smoke screen, he smiled to himself and turned his head to look at her.

"You can open them now."

Jade nodded her head to him before prying her eyes open.

"Oh my God! Haha hahaa… Xander! How did you… Oh Xan…"

She ran forward to hug him but she missed her step and fell face forward. Luckily for her, Xander was fast and he caught her with ease, just before she could make mark with the ground.

Unfortunately for them, since he wasn't prepared, well none of them were, Xander accidentally fell backwards and both of them entered the bathtub.

"Aaahhh!"

Splash!

"Oh my God!" Jade screamed, the water was a bit more freezing than she had anticipated it would be.

"Calm down, love."

Xander quickly enveloped her in a bear hug, hugging her protectively against the cold water till her body had grown accustomed to the temperature.

And when he felt her relax, he too, took a deep breath before releasing his grip on her body bit by bit.

"Are you okay?" Xander's subtle voice asked, sending chills down her body.

"Yes." Her voice came in a short and quiet voice.

"Still too cold?"

Jade did not respond instantly, rather she waited a while before she spoke. 'No."

"Is my love sure?"

"Easy for you to speak when you are fully clothed and I am the one left bare in the cold water," Jade complained.

"Hahha ahha…" His laughter, although annoying now that she was the one he was laughing at, nevertheless, she found it enchantingly beautiful and sweet. "I am sorry, I just wanted you to…"

"I am alright. No need to apologize. Hold me close, please."

"Anything for you." As he said that, he wrapped his arms around her letting them rest on her chest and allowed his hand to dance on her bare skin, sending warmth into her body secretly.

In no time, Jade began to feel a lot warm than when she first fell into the tub. She shifted, trying to get herself comfortable in the tub and accidentally rubbed her bum against his shaft.

"Umm…"

He hummed his lovely tune in her ears, sending shivers into her body and increased the movement of his fingers on her skin.

Jade had only found this hot and took the initiative to have a bathroom romance.

Quickly she turned around so that she was now facing him with Xander completely lying inside the tub. The look in her eyes told of all the wonders she wanted to happen between them and Xander found that dangerous as his dragon was already yielding to what she wanted.

"Love," Xander called out her name softly, hoping she would stop but she didn't. Instead Jade stared longer at his face while moving her lips sexily.

He sucked in a deep breath when her hand moved on his chest. He knew she was playing with fire that would only end up burning both of them.

"Quinn…" He did not get to finish his next words when she crashed her lips against his and he was ready to meet that kiss, giving back what she gave.