Uhhh. I feel so fuzzy. Am I still breathing?

… I think I’m breathing. Yeah, everything is still rushing in and out like always…

Why did I do something like that? No, I shouldn’t berate myself. It seemed like a good idea at the time. Or, more like, I just wanted to. I really, really wanted to…

So how is he doing right now? Oh, I wasn’t gone for as long as I thought. Seems like he’s finally putting up some decent barriers. Thank goodness. Now if he could just make those things the way he used to, I’ll feel much more at ease.

Wait, why are you doing that? You’ve made plenty of those; you don’t need anymore. Oh dear.

… I never expected he would be this bad. He remembered me, after all. He seemed like he remembered everything. How much does he really remember? This is so stressful to watch.

…

I can hear you. I swear I can. I know, I’m sorry. No, please don’t do that.

Ah, the rest of you, please just be quiet. Honestly, please.

… I’m still breathing. Of course. Of course I am. And I can hear all of you. Ah, that one is so kind. You haven’t noticed at all yet, have you? Honestly…

… Please mature quickly.

Please survive.

I don’t know what I would do if…

…

I’m still breathing.