Sorry for not writing for such a long period of time, I tried experimenting with this chapter few times, yet I didn't like the outcome so I rewrote it 4 times already...

... and I the meantime, another thing popped out- I lost my job.again. beacuse of Corona virus crisis. My ex-company clients stopped ordering (halted production) which forced my ex company to do the same. For few weeks/months. Many people were fired, me including.

The history is repeating for me, second job in which I worked for 6months from which I was kicked because of crisis.

My situation is really, really bad, and I am not sure when I ll write next chap.

I am sorry to say that, but even though I understand reasoning of that company, it still broke my heart to be just disposed like that.... again.

I might have some minor depresion and dont have strength to even leave the bed, even this message is written from phone.

I ll try to write smth once I would pick myself up. Have no idea when it would happen. I am just tired. 2x 6 months of efforts were all in vain. I am just so tired and fed up.

Ok, ranting over. Hope your career is going better than mine