Nothing to report about the Ent, which is unfortunate because that comprises almost all of my time recently.

I talked to Tiddol today, actually, I talk to Tiddol every day that she’s in my grove, it’s just not always something I would put here. Anyway, after talking for a bit we ended up on the subject of Thes. To quote ‘he is jealous and envious of you, but he admires you, likely for the same reason he envies you. Those aren’t emotions that are common for him, especially envy and jealousy’. The question is why? Tiddol didn’t know, and I don’t exactly feel comfortable about asking Thes about it, we don’t exactly speak a lot.

Actually other than Par’s tribe, note to self: that needs a better name, he’s the only one I don’t speak to on a regular basis. I guess he’s kind of intimidating, being twice my height and four times my width doesn’t make you very approachable. Plus he doesn’t speak much anyway, always introspective, it makes it difficult to join a conversation with him

Maybe I should start reaching out to him more? That will be difficult, unfortunately, he makes me nervous, and not in butterflies in my stomach type of nervous. I guess it would be better described as apprehension, Thes could easily crush me with his bear hands. But still, other than when he goes into a berserk mode that he can’t control, he’s actually a really nice guy. He’s brought me food on many occasions, well more like he brought everyone food that he hunted, but still. And someone who can make a rotisserie that great can’t be a bad person, right?

I want to get to know him, but he intimidates me. I’ll try to make a concerted effort to get to know him better starting tomorrow.

Anyway, Good Night DIary.