I had sex with Azrezel today.

We finished fixing up the undead and it started to evolve. In my excitement, I kissed him, and he kissed me back. One thing led to another and now here I am, hours later and we haven’t talked yet.

It was a sloppy, awkward thing. I didn’t really learn anything relevant from Talus. But I enjoyed myself, and I think he did too.

The problem is that I have no idea where this leaves us. I mean I like him well enough, and I wouldn't mind being with him, but I have no idea if he feels the same way.

This is nothing like what happened with Talus. She practically fell into my open arms and professed her love for me.

I have no idea what to do. I don't know how to interact with people like Azrezel in this context. With Talus it was easy, she was always the one pulling me along to do stuff together. But with Azrezel he could come to talk to me in ten minutes or ten days, and I have no idea which it is.

I like Azrezel and I want to keep doing stuff like this with him, and other stuff too, but I have no idea what to say, or how to say it, too get there. I'm worried that I'll mess everything up and he will hate me because I said the wrong thing.

I can't really make myself better at talking to people with my clothes, I mean I can but it doesn't have much of an effect, or at least not much of an effect that I can see. I could make myself prettier, but I think it's a little late for that.

I'm just going to do it, If I get rejected it is better to get it over with now.

Anyway, Good Night Diary.