《The Crux of Human Suffering》Chapter 14: True to Form and Self
Advertisement
“You'r an amazing man Klay. What you’ve done in the last year has revolutionized life in this village.” A random man with brown hair and green eyes who is working on some construction project says while Klay walks to a small general store to try and pick up some food.
An old woman with poor clothing and missing teeth walks to Klay and grabs his hand to kiss it.
“You know you saved my life only 7 days ago? You’re a miracle worker.” She says.
Klay awkwardly accepts their thanks before picking up his groceries and hurrying back to his home. He shadily shifts between alleyways and trees to go home without being seen. After he arrives at the 2 story building that is used as the courthouse, Klay finally sees his young child in the basement. He's working on a variety of projects at the same time.
In one of the corners of the room there are many different containers of glass that held specimens. Twenty different kinds of bread are all blue green with week to months old mold. There is a selection of earths and stones in various supplies and forms in the other corner, and a variety of wooden containers are filled with random materials. All of them are labeled “failures” over their original names. “Dynamite”, “gunpowder”, “steel”, “porcelain”, and “pariah garbage” are seen among the stack.
In the other side of the room is a large stack of crates each with a label telling what kind of seed is within them. Pieces of paper saying “bad”,”good”,”best”, and “WTF” are nailed to different crates, and each one of them is put in similar stacks.
“What do you have today?” Klay half asks, half dreads.
“Well dad, I am trying to make the equipment to try and...Create a stronger metal. If you take this iron.” Nox points towards a large block of iron, and then continues, “You can blast air through it as you superheat the metal, and it should be stronger. ” Nox says while half heartedly laughing.
“Why?”Klay asks half sarcastically.
“Well...Iron has a lot of weak stuff in it. Like rocks and random other elements. That’s why we have to melt iron ore to make iron. Imagine this as a next step. We are now blasting air through even hotter iron to get rid of the stuff that just melting it doesn’t get rid of. ”Nox says with raised eyebrows and slightly hunched shoulders.
“That...Actually makes sense. You’re getting better at it son! I couldn’t understand anything at first.”Klay responds slowly broadening grin.
“Yeah...It is hard to word things so everybody understands. I...guess you’re getting better at understanding it to. How goes the work on getting the school instituted?” Nox asks.
“They are struggling to find people to teach and especially to enroll. You are the only one who understands what you're doing right now son, so a lot of people can’t even approach your lesson plans. They are way too difficult. ” Klay responds.
“Like I said, it’s about the future. Children will be taught this whenever they are young, and after they get older I PROMISE they will be able to learn these kinds of things much better than older people. Here is an example; You have a child who has been throwing stones since he was young, and you have a child who was taught nothing. Who will learn how to throw a javelin faster?” Nox explains and then asks.
Advertisement
“I guess the child who threw rocks before.” Klay starts nodding halfway through.
“I think...If we teach children from a young age something new almost every week...Then they can learn something new every week, but if we teach them to learn something new every day, or every hour...You see where I’m going? It is essential, and I mean essential to our future.”Nox says while maintaining eye contact and leaning in closer and closer to Klay.
“Of course son...Why don’t you...You know...Start taking credit for your inventions?”Klay says .
“Think about it this way dad. If a 6 year old invented a kind of moldy bread that saves you from black magic, the people would take it as a joke, but if ‘The’ Klay Waulack shows it to them...They listen. Fall in line so to speak.” Nox says sarcastically while making his fingers dance around and then straighten out.
“Haha, well as funny as that is. I can’t...Explain half of this...Much less all of it.”Klay says.
“If...”Nox picked up a large trolley to carry the iron, “People listened to ‘reasons’ or ‘logic’ then I could have already created the perfect utopia of Tauss. But noooo. It matters way more about how the people feel about something, and you are very good at making them feel like the change is a good change. Plus you are the new mayor and all. Seems like a valuable type person would make these discoveries. Right?” Nox smiles with a sharp curve as he finishes.
“I...guess you’re right.” Klay says while he scratches his head dejectedly.
After a short pause they start to walk outside and Klay leads Nox to the newly made smithy near the middle of town. After they arrive inside with the trolley that is carrying the iron, Klay asks a question.
“Does your mother really need to be involved though? I mean women are supposed to stay in the house. It feels wrong to have them outside doing manual work, or inventing new contraptions.” Klay says while puffing out his chest slightly.
“Hahaha!”Nox keels over while laughing at the response, and Klay turns a bright red.
“Let’s say it this way dad. I have known women who would blow every single man on the planet out of the water when inventing. Do you know why they don’t? “
Klay promptly responds with a no. Nox diggs into the ignorance, “It’s elementary my dear Waulack. Women breed, and they are needed to keep the population high. If all but 1 man die, we are okay. If all but one women die...We will go extinct. If we lose half our women...Then the next generation will be around 60% as large while if half the men die a desperate little village can keep going easy.”
Nox points at himself and his dad, “We are disposable! We have no inherent value. That’s why we fight wars with men! Not women.”
At this point Klay opens his mouth and raises his finger, but lowers it slowly without saying a word. He rubs his eyes with one hand while saying, “Well...If that’s true then why-”
“Can you help me lift this into the furnace?” Nox interrupts his speech quickly and asks for help as they start lifting the large block of iron into a patch of bricks and other kinds of rocks.
Advertisement
“Why do they not have positions that are only safe then? Like being mayor is a safe job.” Klay throws the idea out expecting a rebuttal.
Nox starts to fan the furnace with a large fan as he says,“ Now imagine humanity wayyyyyy back. Which civilizations survived? The ones who kept their women at home and therefore safer, Or those that let them go out and help the others hunt and gather?”
Nox looks at him while raising his eyebrows and leaning in towards him.
“I guess...I would say the ones who kept them home...So you’re saying woman staying at home started way back when?” Klay says as though it is impossible, and very probable at the same time.
“Exactly. Now watch this.”Nox says while the iron starts to liquify.
The hot molten block of iron has a large metal top above the rocky layer it is kept in. Hot jets of fire pour out the top of the container as Nox blasts air through a pipe on the left side with yet another fan like device. The air passes through the molten iron, and then out the top hole creating the welding torch like flames.
“Wow! What are you doing?” Klay asks as he stares with large eyes and a slightly tilted neck.
“I am...Creating steel! At least I hope so...It should work in theory right?” Nox says while fanning harder and harder.
“Come here, and fan this. I need more coal.” Nox says while handing his father the large fan that needs to be repeatedly waved.
Nox goes to the back of the furnace where a large stack of black rocks are in a pile. He grabs a shovel and slowly starts to shovel tiny bits of coal into the lower part of the furnace. The flames creep hotter and hotter, and the top of the container roars.
After a while they stop and open a side latch at the bottom of the furnace that pours the molten metal into a large mold lined with Grey rock. The newly formed steel hisses as it cooled, and eventually becomes a very large panel of steel.
“This!” Nox taps the metal, “ Is steel. See how it is lighter colored? It is a lot lighter as well” Nox throws the plate of steel at Klay, but Klay jumps out the way to avoid the object.
Clank! The high pitched whistle of the steel clambering to the stone ground echoes through the room. Klay picks it up and says, “Wow! It is way lighter? How did it get so much lighter? ”
“Imagine it as using air to burn out all the bad stuff in iron, and then mixing the iron with air also makes it lighter. NOT because the air is lighter, but because of stuff in the air is strong when placed in iron.” Nox says while drawing shapes of weak and strong materials that air is taking as it goes through an imaginary block of iron in his other hand.
“Son...This is incredible! It’s way stronger. I could block a sword with half the thickness of iron now!” Klay says.
“Call it steel dad. It really is just iron though, but naming it something else will help people understand it better. How many people moved in today?” Nox questions as if expecting an answer.
“Only four! Sometimes it’s a slow day, but word has to keep spreading, right?”Klay questions.
“We need to start changing up how we govern the place. A council and a ‘cheif’ won’t last much longer. We need to start separating the town so we can have certain parts governed by the more educated and competent.” Nox says while drawing a circle and chopping it into pieces using his hands.
“...What? Haha. I swear you can lose me faster than fire in a rainstorm.” Klay responds while squinting his eyes and tilting his head.
Nox elaborates, “ Imagine if you taught someone to just govern. Then they would be way better at it than somebody who was taught a little bit of everything. We would use people like that to organize and run our town.”
“Nox...Where does all this come from? I mean I understand your smart, a genius even...but why do you care so much? You know you’re sacrificing your childhood…” Klay says while holding his hands up with a lackluster effect..
“Imagine...You felt like it was your fault that over 200 people died. I...”Nox slows his speech down dramatically.
Klay walks with heavy, stern steps and slaps Nox.
“Imagine, YOU saved over 200 people. Including your mother and father. IMAGINE you listened whenever me and your mother talked about this. IMAGINE how we feel seeing you cry, imagine how we feel seeing you work till your fingers bleed, your eyes are bloodshot, your fingernails fall off. IMAGINE...” Klay cools off slightly and stops shouting.
Nox is crying silently while he holds the bar of steel at his side. His long and greasy hair falls over his eyes, and his thicker than normal child arms are completely lax. Klay slowly grabbs the back of his head and holds him closer as they stand.
“You did nothing wrong. You can’t be expected to carry every burden the world has to offer. It's okay to be weak, it's not a sin to show your heart from time to time. Try letting someone help every now and again. Imagine if you trusted the people around you more...” Klay says.
Klay wraps his large arms around the adolescent's head. The adolescent's perfectly still figure slings the steel bar down and grabs the front of his shirt. He immediately starts to sob, and he weeps at top volume as he says, “I...I murdered them...I...I’m a failureee.”
“You're not a failure. You are NOT a failure.” Klay says while Nox’s legs slowly crumple. Klay holds him closer and closer as he goes down on his knees with the child. Nox cries louder and louder until his voice is completely horse. With tears staining his face, Klay says the same simple phrase over and over.
"You are not a failure."
*******
I made massive edits to this chapter, the tenses might still have errors. SO PLEASE comment if you see anything that is lacking.
Advertisement
- In Serial81 Chapters
Selena's Reign: The Golden Gryphon
AUC1049. The Emperor of Orbe is dead, and of the empire he founded within his lifetime, not a trace remains. Now his son, Zephyrin Aléri, is the political prisoner of his enemies. Will ‘The Golden Gryphon’ live to assume his rightful throne, carrying on his father’s glorious legacy, or is his name fated to vanish forever from history? A historically inspired reincarnation story with fantasy elements. Updates weekly on Saturdays. Please note that this is a first draft and chapters are posted as I write them. Schedule update: I was unable to write this week and so today's chapter will be delayed; expect one or two releases next week to compensate for this omission. Cover credit: courtesy Birmingham Museum of Art, 1919P134. (Samuel Prout, Interior Of A Cathedral)
8 123 - In Serial46 Chapters
High Crew
High Crew is a finished story, the sequel is in the works. You can follow my Instagram for progress updates and other exclusive content. Sea Betwixt is a world full of gruesome battles, plundering raids, political intrigue, struggle for success and recognition. Only blade and wit will allow one man to rise above others here. But make few steps away from civilization and you will face evil spirits, eldritch beings, enchanted places, monsters from beneath the sea and giants from the uncharted East. A young warrior named Ymdaton will cross this boundary between gritty warfare and mystical encounters many times, as he follows his lord on a quest for dominance. Follow him on a journey to the land of Drevlyani, a small stubborn nation struggling for survival in the unforgiving primeval forest. Will our hero claim his place in legends despite the terrible price it could cost him? Read High Crew and find out! Cover art by Alexandra Roslik.
8 357 - In Serial69 Chapters
Cursed Armor Reincarnation
Rune Samuv was a highschooler until the "incident" where he and his class, a total of twenty one people, were sent to another world to be the entertainment of the gods. Thus, Rune Samuv's new life became full of monsters, magic, and a lot of blood. Uses Dungeon and Dragon elements
8 196 - In Serial98 Chapters
Anarcho: A Cyberpunk Fantasy
Below you can find blurbs for each arc in Anaracho. Fracture Rating (Anarcho, #1) Theeeey’ve done it again! Max and Staxx have just hit the Tower Plaaaza just minutes ago, breaking CEO Tanaka Koji’s safe and baling with what’s estimated to be at least two point three biiiiillion in cash—not to mention the prrrriceless personal relics worth at least a second veritable fortune on the blaaack maarkeeet! Hooowwww do we know it was theeem? They left us clues! “Take it to the max” and “Staxx of cash” left behind, written atop a priceless Remvira painting in lipstiiiick from Koji’s bathroooom no doubt! “I don’t know…” Tanaka says as he scratches his head in evident disbelief while he nurses a broken lip. “One moment I was looking over the quarterly reports and then next thing I know I’m—I’m face down—eating tile and forced by two men at knife and gunpoint to open my safe!” It’s quiiiite a shocker for us over here, too! In case you don’t know, Tanaka Koji is the billionair heir and infamous playboy of the Tanaka Dynastyyy. They say his family’s worth at least four-hundred biiiillioooon and theyyy donnn’t skimp on SEEEECUUURITYYY! Soooo….. what does daad think about allll this? “I want them stopped!” Tanaka senior comments as he shakes a fist. “I am putting up a five-hundred million dollar reward for anyone who supplies information leading to the capture or death of those two thugs!” Weeell, there you have it, folks! Straight from the uuunicorn’s mouth! Again! that’s a whopping five-hundred million dollar reward for any tips that lead to the capture or death of those pesky thieves, Maaax and Staaaaxx! Any tips of information can be sent via public or in-home holo net devices by going to the page displayed—and don’t forget to— Staxx shut off the holo screen. “May called. She wants us to do another job. Tonight.” “You know we can’t. We got another one of our high and mighty overlords to visit at his luxury penthouse.” “That’s what I told her, too.” “Then stop yapping and let’s kick some ass!” “You know, Max, for such a small guy, you’re really intense. Don’t you wanna have some fun?” “Oh… we’re gonna have some fun, Staxx. We’re gonna have some fun...” * * * Hussy (Anarcho, #2) Max and Staxx board the ultrafine space cruiser Chylaxium in an effort to kidnap Kelly Hess, the daughter of the rich—but not a douche—Hess, who wants his daughter returned to him after she ran off with Laiwyn Scorr, a known smuggler and murderer whose evidently using her for her magical abilities to get to her father. Unfortunately it remains to be seen whether the little hussy will come easily. “Max, are you sure about this one?” “You know it’s a favor to May, after what she had to pull to get us outta that Yates thing.” “I know, but… just because you like her doesn’t mean we have to say ‘yes.’” “Come on, Staxx, it’ll be fun.” “Do we get to shoot stuff?” “Definitely!” “What happened to us robbing banks on the six o’clock news?” “Don’t worry—we’ll get to that after we do this thing real quick.” “All right, I’m down.” “Sweet.” * The Landfill Lich (Anarcho, #3) With independent, though highly discredited, news sources siting a dangerous creature killing people on the edges of Life City, Max and Staxx—in their boredom, decide to take up the investigation. They quickly discover that they may be in way over their heads, and that the source of this “terrible monster” or whatever, is in fact due to the carelessness of a mega corp—of course—and headed by—you guessed it—the mages. “Man, I’m so bored! Sure this thing’s even real?” “The bodies are real.” “If the overlords are responsible for whatever’s goin’ on, then somebody’s getting tossed out another window.” “That’s what you always say.” “’Cause it’s the truth, Staxx” “Well let’s check it out and see what we find.” “Takin’ guns.” “Hells yes, Max.” * Rescue Operation (Anarcho, #4) After taking out a Strogaus science mage and the monster he had created, Max and Staxx attempt to contact May—their ally and handler. But for the first time ever, a different person answers their call, indicating an irregularity that bodes ill for not only May, but for them all. “Damn! I wanted to meet May, but…” “Not like this?” “Do you think she’s still alive?” “One way to find out, Max.” “Listen, if this has something to do with Strogaus and that science mage we fed to his own monster, we’re puttin’ these guys in the ground, Staxx.” “Then let’s lock and load.” * Dreams of Forever (Anarcho #5) Max, Staxx and May—three Anarchos—set out to find Lexa a body so that she too can fully become part of the team. But what begins as an innocent shopping trip, soon turns into a storm of bullets after the team realizes what Invera-Tech is really up to. “No way can we let this stand, guys.” “Not like we can’t end the overlord’s dreams of forever with a few bullets.” “Then let’s drop some hot lead on these wannabe gods.” “Hells yes!” “But what about my body?” “Don’t you worry your pretty little head about that, Lexa.” “Oh—okay!” “Now let’s tear shit up!”
8 217 - In Serial62 Chapters
BODY&SHADOW
AN ILLUSTRATED NOVEL • UPDATES TUESDAY AND FRIDAY In a time before living memory, the King Dragon of the Void watched the world and realized there was a crack. He realized that humanity was destroying the rock upon which they lived; they leaked life’s code into the churning chaos. At first the change was imperceptible: nanites overtook microorganisms, bacteria, viruses, amoebas. Insects became increasingly inorganic; birds and lizards followed soon after. Even humans were infected by their own advances, cell by cell, till there was not a person left on earth who wasn’t at least part synthetic, the product of a prior generation’s carelessness. The world’s population was ravaged by mechanical viruses with no vaccines; they were mercilessly overtaken by bacteria that knew no death. Soon, most of the planet was empty and only a handful remained who remembered the hedonist realm they came from; only a few were left who remembered what the world looked like when their buildings touched the sky. The King Dragon of the Void watched the rock turn. He watched humans cower as the Old World fell down around them; watched their great monuments crumble into dusty ruins; watched their codes become precious, ancient gem memories forged under the crushing pressure of so many fallen stones. The world has spun many times around the sun since chaos swallowed man whole. It is a simpler time than the one that died out, but the people now are not immune to the folly of the people before. There is old code everywhere: in the water, in the air, in the trees. The heart of man has been replaced by power cores, many of which are hard-coded with preternatural abilities—when they die, an esoteric mountain sect collects their cores and stores them in their hollow mountain home to preserve the sanctity and dignity of human death. They’ve learned to harness artifacts of the old world, gemstones full of codes their nanite infused bodies can parse as spells imbuing their users with great power; they inlay them into their bodies, into their skins, connected to their cores by copper conduit and gold tracers; they dress themselves in tattoos to advertise their prowess; they battle for relics in arenas, fight for them in the open world wherever they are found. The King Dragon of the Void watches the rock turn and wonders: when will this hunger finally make the rock stop spinning? WELCOME TO FANXING CITY … Twenty-five years ago, Fanxing City and the surrounding lands were commanded by the mad King Zao Beiguan. For many years, the King hoarded wealth, artifacts, food; he demanded tribute from a people already taxed to the edges of their existence and expected they be happy with their circumstances. Noncompliance was often punished harshly, bodies displayed proudly on Fanxing’s streets as a warning, from the city gates to the Zao palace’s golden doors. The youths of several prominent clans came together to overthrow the tyrant and made names for themselves as legendary heroes across the land: Tian, Ren, Feng, Gui, Ma, and Zhenxi. Even wanderers from the Luanshi sect descended from Yunji mountain to aid the rebellion. When the dust settled after three years, Tian Yunyong ascended the throne of Fanxing and swore to honour his slain father’s memory, and has maintained Fanxing’s peace with generosity and mercy where fear and cruelty once reigned.
8 72 - In Serial11 Chapters
Tale of Ryan the Demonbane
There are great heroes sung only in tales such as First Hero Richard, Koel the Bright, Graham the Great and Little Leaf Barry. But this is the story of a certain boy aspiring to become a hero much like any other youth in the land of Vanaris. The land is under constant threat of monsters and demon lords of various power and caliber, apocalyptic events unfolding one after the other. It is only in this world of crisis, that the world would take desperate measures to establish academies designed to train the individuals that would face the endless trials the world tosses at the mortals. This is the story of Ryan Adams, one such individual who would one day save the world from the coming apocalypse. *** Author here. This is my first story, so be sure to comment the things I’m doing wrong and I’ll be sure to implement it into my writing. Word count: 1500-2500 Schedule: Static Changed the cover photo because it is more fitting.
8 140

