Oh my goodness! Why is she here?

I don’t know if I can change her fate or not. Her fate is fighting strongly against me.

-Caroline! Lets go!

Fortunately she didn’t see that woman.

I talked to her all the way to the secret door. She almost forgot that woman.

-it's time to go! But listen carefully before you go.

I told her how to use those spells.

-the black one is for Audra. she needs to drink it.

-but how?

-I don’t know. You should find a way.

-the red one is for Charles and there's also a spell for him. Read this when he's sleeping then touch his forehead.

-what does this do?

-Charles forgets everything about Audra.

-what about Audra?

-she forgets that you've ever existed.

-WHAT? But…

-that's the only way. sometimes it's better to let someone go.

I forgot something.

-oh and this one is for all the people in your palace. They will forget Audra too. Stand in front of your palace and read this.

-alright. Thanks.

-please put all your memories behind. It's the best choice right now! And forgive them.

-I'll do my best.

-promise that you will forgive them!

She hesitated but said:

-fine. I promise!

We hugged each other and said good bye.

-I wish you the best Caroline! Goodbye!

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Caroline:

I hate to say goodbye. It's the hardest word for me to say. There was a whole new world waiting for me on the other side of the door.

-I didn’t even see john. He will be upset to see that I've gone without a goodbye.

I turned back and said:

-say goodbye to john! Say that I'm very thankful!

She smiled and nodded. I stepped in and stood there for a moment. I couldn’t look back. I was scared of the real world.

-I will always remember this secret world.

I finally turned back. I saw the real world and my mouth fell open just like the first time.

-I've seen this but I'm still amazed.

Everything was just right like nothing has ever happened. I thought about all those weird things I saw before until I arrived.

-Caroline darling!

I knew who it was. Her voice is like lullaby for me.

-aunt flora!

-where were you? You don’t come to see me these days.

-I'm sorry. I was busy.

-are you alright? I can see the pain in your eyes.

I can't hide anything. She knows me too well.

-no I'm fine. I mean… I will be fine very soon.

-make sure to eat all your meals.

-yes sir!

She's always worried about me and my health. I guess she's the only person who cares about me.

I passed the kitchen and maids. The smell of the food made me stop for a second.

-I miss the old days. It's been a while since I enjoyed my food.

I walked quickly. I needed to hide the potions in my room.

-where should I put them?

I heard something and put them under the bed. Someone knocked.

-Caroline! May I come in?

I wanted to run and hug him but I couldn’t. it reminded me of when they were hugging each other.

-yes come in.

-how's your day? you don’t come to see me as much as before.

-that’s weird. Aunt flora just told me that.

He didn’t even look at me while he was talking.

-why don’t you look at me when you're talking with me?

-uh… I didn’t do that on purpose.

He seemed nervous and I liked it. I was angry again.

-what do you think of a dinner in garden?

He was surprised.

-sure why not!

-then I'll go to prepare things.

I went out and shut the door behind me. I told the maids that I want to eat my dinner in the garden. i asked one of the maids:

-where is Audra?

-I'm sorry but I don’t know.

-go find her and tell her to come back for dinner.

-yes princess.

I wore my best dress and went for a walk in garden.

-he should wait for me! not me! I'm so stupid.

Everyone was busy in the kitchen. I walked alone.

-no! I can't tolerate another romantic scene!

I heard Audra's voice.

-I bet Charles is there too.

I followed the whispers and saw them behind a wall. Charles was laughing so hard and Audra was trying to stay quiet. She said:

-don’t laugh too loud! They may hear us.

The regular anger grew in me. my heart was on fire. I wanted to go back but I saw that he kissed her.

- I shouldn’t have seen this.

I went back angrily and sat in the garden waiting for them to come.

-I'll make your life a nightmare!

I saw Charles coming near me.

Sarcasm was my only weapon I could use at that moment.

-how was it?

He looked confused. He said:

-what?

I smirked and said:

-oh nothing! Forget it.

Minutes passed by and maids came in garden.

-oh Audra! come sit here.

-thank you princess. I just stand here. It's a romantic dinner for our couple!

-it's like you two should sit here.

-sorry what did you say?

-nothing!

Ah I said it out loud again.

All the maids went in kitchen after dinner. It was just us. I sat next to Charles. I wanted him to suffer, so I did something.

-I love you.

I kissed him. He was reluctant but I didn’t pay attention to it. I could feel that Audra was dying because of jealousy. I didn’t want her to suffer but I had to do it.

-I love you too.

He finally said that. it was fun to see him like that.

-lets go in. it's getting dark

I wanted Audra to think we were going to continue the romantic moments. She was on fire.

-good night Audra! I'll see you tomorrow!

-good night princess!

I wanted to read that spell but I was still doubtful.

I sat on my bed. He was reading his usual books. I opened my mouth to say something but he interrupted me.

-um… I have something to do. I'll be back in a minute!

I knew what he was going to do so I didn’t ask anything.

-alright. I'll wait for you.

He left the room. I walked around his desk, afraid of the drawings on the desk.

-what if it's Audra again? ah I don’t want to see it.

But i picked up his notebook. All the pages were Audra's portrait. I sat on the floor staring at the pages.

-when this nightmare is going to end?

I was numb and without any feelings. my tears dropped on one of the pages.

-I can't force him to love me. well… he wont remember Audra but I will remember her forever…

I hid the potions and said:

-I'm not going to use them. I'll go back to the hidden world and ask for another solution!

-if I use the potions, their love will remain like a scar on my heart.

For a second I thought of forgiving them.

-lets just let them go…

No I can't.