I'm sorry. I know how absolutely stupid all of this has been. For the last two months I have repeatedly tried to end this, once by just dropping the story, another time by just stopping to update. In the end I continued, mostly because I felt obligated to do so, I felt like I had to do it for my patreons and you, my readers.

Today I got a review on this novel that really hit a nerve.

Just because it was really true. This novel has long since strayed from anything I ever wanted to write and I have been forcing myself to write more lewd and depraved content just to satisfy my readers. I'm not actually sure if you guys even enjoyed the stuff that I wrote this way and I don't want to know at this point.

Eitherway I have realized that I can't go on like this and that I don't want to go like this. "Owning a cute little pet" is now finished and even though it's a real mess and I don't like a good part of it, I am still proud to have finished it. But I will now distance myself from it and this very account.

I have already dropped my patreon account and notified all my patreons so they can delete their pledges. Honestly, it broke my heart and I cried like a small child to flush everything I have worked for for all this time down the toilet, but I'm still convinced that it's the right choice.

I will certainly continue to write and it will certainly continue to include some lewd content, but it will NEVER reach this state ever again where I have to force myself to write even more perverted things because of my own stupid delusions.

Maybe I will see you again on another account, maybe I won't. Eitherway I want to thank you for your support until know and say sorry for this emotional mess I have been in the last two months. I hope this stepp will help to get myself straightened out again and make me realize what I really want to do.

I will most likely stay to answer some comments for the mean time, but there will be no more chapters nor books on this account anymore.

Once again,

Thank you and Bye