xx48.11.20 / 02:24 / Sunday

It's the middle of the night. I'm wide awake, because I slept through Saturday. I mean that literally, I didn't wake up once during the whole day. I've been sleeping since around eight o'clock on Friday night. That CAN'T be normal, that HAS to be part of this. I'm going to get some food and take a shower, then I need to really think about this.

xx48.11.20 / 11:36 / Still Sunday

I fell asleep again. That's almost scary, I slept for ... I don't know, like thirty hours then for another eight? You know the really awful part? I'm still sleepy, I feel like I could just go back to bed and sleep until tomorrow. This has to be part of the control. How can I fight this? "Truth is a perfect defence." C2 doesn't get tired on the weekends like this. Would she know? I could call her now that I have her number, it's Sunday morning, that's an okay time to call someone, isn't it? Okay, I'm going to try.

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C2 didn't get abnormally tired yesterday. She slept normally. seh was worried about me, though, she's realy so sweet—no, don't get distracted, me! Focus! Although really it was pretty nice t ocall my friend up even if it was just to ask her a quesstion, i shoulkd call her again sometime jsut to chat, toherwiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

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xx48.11.21 / 04:21 / Monday

Okay. There is ABSOLUTELY NO WAY that sleeping for an ENTIRE WEEKEND is in ANY WAY normal. I just woke up half an hour ago feeling really, really weird. After a shower and some food I'm feeling a little better, but still strange. For my own sake as much as anything else, I need to find out what's going on here. I also have to start doing more than just locking my door, maybe some kind of bar over it ... shops would be open in the morning, right? Not this early, it's still dark outside, but there'd probably be time before school starts to go out and get some brackets and screws and things.

First, though, a run. I'm feeling all itchy and jumpy and I need to work some of that out. Also, you know something? It's fun to just run without any powers, you really feel everything you do. I mean, when I was training back home I didn't ALWAYS use my powers, but as soon as I started to get even a little tired I just fell back on them. Not being able to use them has given me a much greater appreciation of 'physicality'.

Okay, be back soon!