xx48.11.24 / 15:22 / Thursday

Yesterday was pretty boring, there wasn't even self-improvement, just normal classes. All the students seemed to be around, though, and the teachers all stayed for the whole length of the class, no self-study. I'd say the mood of the student body yesterday was 'lethargic', and it was the same today, too. Tired and worn out, which is kind of how I feel as well. I'm not sure if that's a coincidence or not, though.

I think I have to become more proactive about investigating this. I think this mind control or whatever is affecting my motivation, making me easily distracted, stopping me from focusing on what's important.

C2 was a little strange today. Stranger than usual, I mean, and in a different way. I kept feeling like she wanted to ask me something, except she never did. Even when I flat-out asked her, 'is there something the matter?' she just said 'no' and then went all quiet. Maybe it's her friends, I actually met them yesterday, Douglas and Trilli (I think it's a nickname but I didn't get the chance to ask). Douglas is very shy and blushed whenever I tried to talk to him, Trilli said it's because he's not used to talking to girls. Which is really weird, because his two best friends are girls. Trilli's kind of ... trying to find a nice way to put this ... 'spacey'? She zoned out a lot and when she said anything it usually came out of nowhere and didn't make much sense. C2 was kind of weird around them, too. I guess because she knows they're being affected by the mood alteration, it must be difficult to see your friends change like that. I mean, I don't think they were QUITE as bad as most of the other students, but still. We can't trust them, of course. To be honest I don't even trust myself. I'm relying on C2 to tell me if I start acting weird or say anything sinister, it's her job to make sure I don't get 'controlled'. I'm not worried about her at all. She's so stable, I feel like nothing could change the way she is.

Gotta go now, more tomorrow.