《Reborn to become the boss of the Strongest Mafia》Chapter 17: I Will Lose it all in order to get it all back!
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I have become a sad existence. If you want to know what i mean ill tell you. I don't feel anything anymore. I don't know when this started to happen but all i know now is that i don't feel anything. No emotions no sympathy no happiness no anger.
This feels horrible. I don't know what can describe this feeling. A feeling of emptiness. I mean even my father has feelings and i can understand it through logic but for some reason i can't understand it. I mean when he said i was the blame for the deaths i could understand the logic. I believe he was feeling that i was the blame as i was the one who caused the problem at night and i was the one who caused him to hit her but i can't understand the pain. I can understand that humans have always pushed the blame on others to avoid whatever they are feeling like guilt problems and other things but i don't feel it at all. No feelings of guilt for having killed there family no feeling of satisfactory only emptiness.
Master. (Ant)
Huh who are you? (Jason)
I am Ant master. (Ant)
Ant? (Jason)
Yes Ant. (Ant)
I see so you have evolved? (Jason)
Yes. (Ant)
Then lets think of a new name for you *smile* how about hmm... (Jason)
No need to act my master... (Ant)
Huh? (Jason)
I know you feel sad and lonely and ... empty right? (Ant)
HUH!!! (Jason)
My master you have changed and you have become sad. (Ant)
Ha so you found out. (Jason)
Yes my master. (Ant)
What should i do? Tell me? How can i solve this something i don't understand? Well? Please answer me. (Jason)
I am simply a adviser for you my king. I don't dare tell you what to do. As only you can tell yourself what to do. (Ant)
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Hmpf you have gotten smarter and more better at your words Ant. *Smile* (Jason)
Thank you for the praise my lord. (Ant)
Ant, I have decided. (Jason)
Yes my lord? (Ant)
I cannot go down like this as it will only lead to my destruction in the end. So i have decided i will live a normal life until the age of 16 and shall wipe my memory of everything to learn feelings. Will you help me? (Jason)
Your wish is my command. (Ant)
Thank you. (Jason)
...
Ant! (Jason)
Yes my lord. (Ant)
I grant you Ant the promotion to Duke I grant you Ant the power to command all pets in my time of leave. And i grant you Ant the name of my father JOHN for he wasn't fit to be my father you will be him in my time of absence.
Of course my master. Your wish is my command. (John)
Then it happened Ant changed morphed and became my father.
For this plan to work we must first dispose of that worthless father of mine. (Jason)
Of course my master. (John)
Thank you dad.(Jason)
Of course my son. (Dad)
That day the father was met with the army of ants.
That day i erased my memory with hypnosis and programmed it to come back if i am in despair or when i turn 16. Hypnosis works well for people that will let it work and it is just so easy to program as i know the 100 percent success way of hypnosis that was developed in the future.
That day I changed from Jason Zheng Genius, God and True boss of the Mafia Group Dragons Heaven and Hell to Jason Zheng average transfer student.
Authors Note:
Please comment and tell me if there is any mistakes or if there is anything you don't understand. Thank you~
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