I woke up with a painful headache, sat on my bed while remembering what has gone last night.

"Why are you so obsessed by idea of loving someone?" Asked him sitting under the willow tree that they had lots of bitter-sweet memories of. "Don't you think we should avoid these kind of questions if we want to rescue our endangered friendship?"

- I don't know, I just want to know what happened!

-Well I can't see what other point can life have, if you don't crave for love and don't try for it, or even sometimes don't gain it. What else you should do?

- I don't know gain power? Get stronger? Eat well? Or even the cliche of seeing the world sounds better to me..

-I..I think maybe you always got someone to care for you, so you nwver needed to think about it. But being loved come even before having food. And I just never.. that sounds a little..

- I just don't get it, sorry..

- That's ok let's just sing a song instead..

- You don't like to sing.

- Oh well I have all the right to, with this screechy voice of mine..

- I can't disagree with that..

- You're mean..

- I guess I am..

- Well if we can't sing let's head in I'm cold..

- I like the weather this way, let's stay for a little more.

- If you insist..

We were sitting on the bench and moon was high in the sky, he looked even more beautiful than usual that It seemed unreal. I reached my hand and touched his face. " I get why Anna is obsessed with you!" I said. " Now you're calling yourself by your name, you're too drunk" he laughed after saying it. "Let's go in and ask my maid to bring us something spicy" I said just to change the subject. " I guess that's a good idea but I know that you just wanted to make me go inside.."

- what if that I wanted to do that..

- Nothing just next time wear something less exposing..

I blushed cause I knew he meant my breast." Now you're being uncivil to the most important lady of this land" I said trying to laugh it off. " And my oldest friend" He said it with a tone somehow new and moving that I couldn't help look into his dark eyes and seeing something like compassion and a little pity. I didn't know what did he feel when Anna killed herself in the original story but I was sure he wasn't indifferent or relieved. He stole his gaze and stood up to help me walk to my palace.

We were sitting in my chamber waiting for the snacks, that I cut him looking at my breast. " What?! You've matured a lot recently!" He said in his drunken tone. " Not enough to tempt you, I guess." I said knowing it's not proper to talk further about it but still couldn't help wanting to somehow flirt with him. "Believe me, you can , but it's not what you want"

- Where does this certainty come from?

- My extensive knowledge about you!?

- What if I say you're wrong?

- There's no way!

I bent towards him and whispered in his ear " Do you want to touch them?" And then took his hand and placed it on my bosom. "I..I don't think.." he said not raising his hand from my chest. "It's alright.." and then started undoing my top, which took a while but still he didn't move his hand, rather started exploring more and more and in the end, he even helped me with the top. Now I was sitting on his lap and feeling him getting hard. Finally I succeed undoing my top, he didn't hesitate and started to lick my right nipple while one of his hand was playing with the other one, while his other hand was trying to somehow find his way between several layers of my skirt. Meanwhile I was moving myself against his_now_ hard rock penis and were pleased to hear his moaning. Now that he was succeed to touch my pleasure button I couldn't stop myself either. Our virgin bodies where moving with pleasure against each other. "I want to put it in" he said while heavily breathing. " Do it, oh please do.." I nearly screamed. Now he lifted me and put me on the bed to undone his pants " I reckon it's your first time my lady" he said. "Yes" I said. "I hope It doesn't hurt much" he said bottomless. "I hope t.." After seeing his enormous penis I knew that it was unlikely.

And that's how I managed to lose Anna's virginity in my first day as her.