"Arghhhhhhhhh! That little girl! That little bitch! That fucking ugly bitch! How dare her? How dare her mess with me! How dare her to make my plan fail! I will show her, no one can mess with me. I am the heroine. I will make her pay. I swear! She will pay! Arghhhhhhhhh!"

I threw the wine glass at the floor as I racked my brain to remember where did all start to go wrong.

I got Akai successfully like what it was in the game. Rhuifen route also stays the same as in the game except when she accused him of kissing her. Fucking nonsense. She just wants attention. She knew Rhuifen is in love with Kii in the game that's why she said that. She just wants to make Arzen pay more attention to her.

She is a reincarnated person like me, of course, she also knew what happened or what supposed to happen when the heroine and Arzen fell down in that cave. It must be her that made Aoi also fell with us. Even taking Rhuifen with her. That cunning fox woman!

She thinks she has won? I will show her the power of a heroine. The Villainess like her is destined to fall into ruin. There is no way she can win.

Just look at her and then look at me.

I have bigger breasts, sexier body and I'm more experience in bed. I knew more of what to do to please men than her. If only I able to sleep with Arzen just once, he will be in my hand. After that, He won't even think of her anymore.

Too bad Arzen has been in her influence for too long. She must have remembered her past life way longer than me or she must have reincarnated as a baby that's why she was able to get not only Aoi but also Arzen on her sides. That bitch!

There is no way she can get Arzen on her bed without the help of her dark magic. Her body just average. She is short and her breast is not that big either. Without dark magic, Arzen won't even look twice at her. I just need to use my purification magic on Arzen and her influence will be erased. Arzen will see that I am much more interesting than her after that. I'm sure of it. Unfortunately, she also realized that. That's why she takes Arzen away before I have the chance to purify him.

I've been careless. I thought I already got Noah, Akai, Rhuifen and Arren so I left them to focus on Arzen. Aoi is too close with her so I left him for the last. Arzen is already hard to get in the game and now with the help of her magic, it is even harder to get him. Why can't she just accept her fate and leave Arzen alone?

And now because of her, even the others start to leave me. I know it is because of her. She attacks me and steals the other guys when I was busy with Arzen. How the hell she can go behind my back?

Before I know it she got Midori to seduce Arren. Rhuifen has stopped sleeping with me and even rejected me when I offered to accompany him that time I went to his room and now even Akai has been acting cold towards me. How did she get to them without me noticing? I underestimate her. She is more cunning than I thought she was.

Luckily, my stupid fiance is still under my feet. He is useless when it comes to sex. Let's wait until we got married he said. What an old-fashioned guy! We already had sex before what's is the point to wait until we get married now?

It's lucky that I still have a dear big brother for that.

I have my needs too. It is not only men that have an urge. Women like us to are the same. Especially for someone like me who used at the idea of free sex. New York is a wild country after all and with my line of work, sex is just like a hobby for me.

When I need to get a bigger job to be more famous than I already was, it's my weapon. More money, more fame equal to more sex.

I'm generous. I even sometimes sleep with a fan if they're gorgeous enough. For some people, It's hard to stay famous but for me, it was an easy task. Besides I had a sexy body to support me, what else is more important?

I'm young and beautiful. Famous and sexy. I'm everyone heroine.

Yet, that bitch is able to get one step faster than me. Ever since I played this game in my previous lives, I've always imagined how it feels to sleep with them. What kind of face did they make when they're on top of me?

My favorite has always been Arzen. The gentleman who treasured the heroine. I want to have that. His attention, his love, his loyalty, and his way of treating the heroine. But that girl stole it from me. It's not over yet though, I will steal back what is rightfully mine and Arzen is mine. I am the heroine, not her. I get what I want. I always do.

Arzen always slipping on my grips. I thought it was fate that we meet at those beasts territory but once again she took him away when I was busy thinking to find a way to be alone with Arzen.

In the game, there were several special events after the story finished. One of them is called 'Love triumph even the beastmen'. At the end of this event, the heroine and Arzen are supposed to finally share their first kiss. Arzen is even shed tears when they kiss. It was a sweet moment that I've been looking forward to.

The event was ruined because of that girl. She must have taken Arzen there in hope to recreate the heroine event but she also failed. Serve her right! That's what happens when you force yourself to be the heroine that you aren't.

In the game, Arzen and the rest fought the beastmen after one of them humiliate the heroine by asking her to do stupid acts like silly dances, hunting animals and rolling in the mud.

It was romantic, they choose to protect the heroine even with the cost of the beastmen's wrath and the disapproving opinion of the neighboring kingdoms king.

Of course, their love won in the end. They leave the beast in triumph and choose not to interact with them. They're beast anyway so it does not matter if we have relationships with them or not. The Ethervizh's king also went back to his country with the promise to not be back again.

It was different this time. Too bad for her. She must be fuming at her own failure. Arzen is not willing to fight for her but getting along with the beastmen instead. Her dream of having a romantic event with Arzen must be also crushed. That's why she took him away again as she noticed that I found them.

She should know by now that fate is in my side. I'm the heroine after all. I will find them wherever they run too.

Arzen will need to go back here soon anyway. So, I let her slide this time because as soon as they're back I will take Arzen. If he is not willing to let me purify him I will just go behind his back. It is for his own good anyway. He will thanks me later.

That's for later. Now though let's find my stupid brother. I need him on my bed now.

"Noah-sama, you've been neglecting me don't you think?"

One day she told me that.

"I have something to do and father is asking me to help in his works, you know how Father is," I told her.

If she was my Angie, she will roll her eyes and tell me that Father has nii-sama and won't need my help with anything but she isn't so she just let it go with a dejected face.

"I understand. I do hope that we can spend a vacation together at least" she told me before she goes.

"Yeah, " I reply.

I don't plan to have anything to do with her anymore ever since I accept that she isn't my Angie anymore. It's thanks to her. The little princess that I secretly vow will protect in my heart.

We meet at the flower bed. I miss Angie so much that I start to plant forget-me-not flowers. Why forget-me-not? Because at that time I thought Angie is forgetting about me. I wish her not to forget me that's why I plant it. Yet she never even glance at it when she passed by.

The little Princess was the one that comes instead.

I'm glad that she did. I don't know when it starts but I begin to tell her stories about me and Angie and how she has changed. She listens to me carefully each time. She even respectfully tells me that if I think she isn't the same person anymore she might be not the same person.

"Do you believe in reincarnation?" She asked me one day.

"Reincarnation?" I said puzzled

"Uh-uh, maybe the one you know is already replaced by her," she told me sadly,

"Let's say it's true. Where do you think my Angie go?" I ask her.

"I'm sorry. I don't know but if I am allowed to guess. I think maybe she passed away." she said regretfully.

I don't dismiss the idea because I've heard the phrase of 'reincarnated' coming from Angie, no she is Angela, from her mouth several times when she wasn't aware that I was listening.

This little girl, I start to notice her more after Angela accidentally hit her in the mock exam. After that, it is because Angela seems to harass her. Then I start to think of her as a cute girl when she starts to talk and praise my flowerbed and visit it often.

She becomes precious after that time she waits for me in the flowerbed and thanks me for warning her that night at Prince Arzen party. We begin to talk and meet there often, sometimes I will see Prince Arzen at the distant looking at us. He never interferes but his gaze enough to make me understand that he told me that he is watching and I shouldn't dare to touch her.

He shouldn't worry. I fall in love with her in a different kind of love. She is like a candle that shines in my dark heart. When I was lost in the way of life she shows me a path. I want to protect her as her knight, not as her lover. I want to see her happy not with me but with Prince Arzen.

Their relationship is what I will never have anymore so I want to protect it. To protect them. I'm sure if Angie is here she would want me to do the same. She will love the Princess. They both might even become good friends.

I promise myself that I will find out what happened to Angie and how the impostor become her. Is Angie still inside there or it was just her body that left there. It going to take time and I'm not a patient person but for Angie, I will do anything. Even the impossible.

Angela which I dubbed the impostor in my heart has taken my love away. Has ruined my future with Angie. I will not forgive her. I will not let her ruin other people relationship either because I knew and experienced how hurts it is to lose your love. I don't want her to make anyone else experience it. Especially not the princess.

She is not a Princess but in my heart she is. And I am her self-proclaimed knight, I will protect her to the end. For Angie and for myself.