Usually, when females appeared in the world of the novel or game.

They will become a beautiful main character that loved by everyone.

Or they become enchanting demoness that fight against the self-absorbed hypocritical main character.

Or they charm the heart of all-powerful male lead and other side characters creating a harem army that can even beat a god.

My ass. Those kinds of things are didn't happen to me.

Waking up as the main female lead?

Fuck no! I was woken up as some cannon fodder that destined to die in the cruelest way. Well, she deserved it but that was before I was woken up as her.

Then dodge according to route? Well, fuck me cause that is literally best one out of three. Get die from poison and antidote overdose, ripped apart alive by alien species or thrown into prison, and get fucked to death!

Then, my social position.

Yaay! I am noble! Of course from the family that bullies and looks down the main heroine. Also, I will be appointed into a laboratory that performs a cruel human experiment.

Use modern knowledge?

The world I am in is a sci-fi game world that already developed faster than the speed of light travel technology.

It is just like trying to teach 1+1 to Einstein. For god sake, they already found and colonized planets. Right now they having a battle against the alien force.

Also, I have a Congenital insensitivity to pain with anhidrosis or hereditary sensory and autonomic neuropathy type IV in a more scientific term. Making me unable to feel pain and temperature. Despite reaching such an advanced state there still no cure for my illness.

This was one of this body's previous owner's goal. To create a cure for her body by experimenting on people.

What a nice gift.

I am already on a high way to my death.

If I go continue this path then all people in this lab will be exposed to people then be killed. Especially, as a head researcher, I will be killed by one of the main lead by forced to drink poison and create antidote if I didn't want to die till I die from an overdose.

If I enter a normal lab then the planet is overwhelmed by an alien force and I will be thrown off from escape ship and be ripped apart by an alien monster because the second male lead doesn't want someone from my family to survive.

At last, if I try to run then I will be expelled from family and sold off as a slave then used as a replacement toy by the third male lead until thrown into prison cause he found the main female lead.

All of those moments of her death were the satisfying cause of her rotten personality and sickening deeds so there was not a single drop of pity on her death.

But now all of those things happen to me and I don't want it. It is like playing a war video game. It is awesome in a video game but in reality, as if someone wants real war we all know how fucked up it is.

So I decided to die. A simple and efficient way to dodge all that incoming future bullshit.

They say you get something if you live long enough but in my case, the only thing I get is a ticket to play Russian roulette with Mr death himself. And my six-shooters are loaded fully.

But suicide leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I am don't believe in any kind of god but I don't want to throw into some kind of hell by some what if chance. So I need death with more meaning.

And I found it.

*Tap!*

"Wera, are you serious ?"

"Yes, father this is my decision."

Inside the large luxurious room, a tall mature woman dressed in a black short dress with a large white coat placed a pamphlet on the desk in front of a middle-aged man dressed in a black suit with a worried expression.

Yep, this woman is me, Wera Anderson. Third daughter and fifth child of the famous Anderson family.

"But, Wera my daughter this is no different than suicide!"

"Also chance to bring honor to our family. Father, you just drop your act it is not like you to worry about something you can replace."

Following my word, my father Nero Anderson's expression immediately changed into a casual one like switching tv channels. As expected corrupted noble who sees nothing but power.

"In only military section, we don't have much connection if you really can do it, no if just enter it then it will bring great benefit to us but for someone like you really willing to join in champaign ?"

The campaign he talking about is the third champaign against an invasion of Collectors. Collectors are unknown species made out of living metal that evolve by consuming bother organic and non-organic material that suddenly appeared from nowhere from the portal.

Every five or ten years, a sudden rift opens somewhere and from there countless Collectors will pour out moving between planets to planets consuming everything on their way unless they get destroyed. Every time rift opened every planet will combine their force devising large champaign to stop their invasion.

And this is a perfect place for me to die for a great purpose without having to worry about my afterlife cause I died fighting to protect humanity's future.

Heh all according to the plan I just thought up a few hours ago.