Guard Captain Lorene’s report.

Day 13 year 1130 since the crowing of the emperor.

The beast has come back for it victim. The church was assaulted last night and our ‘beloved’ bishop is dead as is the poor woman. They have been properly strip of their bloody meat this time. Took us a long time to confirm who the corpses belonged to but we got it by the mark of god. On another note we believe it to be the work of a creature after all because it was attacked by a paladin and fraught off in early morning.

It’s been described as a long haired creature with a small stature like that of a child’s and ragged clothes.

On another note the boss has allowed us to actually do something about this and the church was looted dry.

Nothing to report on the individual with too much curiosity.

Guard Captain Lorene’s report.

Day 14 year 1130 since the crowing of the emperor.

We found that creature in an abandoned building to the west. Although another attacked us just before sir paladin was about to succeed in the final blow. We found another corpse in the hole.

Fuck we were so careful even gassing the place first with help from the local alchemist. The trap was perfect.

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I am cold. But there is nothing I can do about it as it is my punishment.

What is the difference between a warrior and a master?

A warrior has five senses as he is simply a regular man with a blade and some training.

A master is someone who has taken the first step towards the world of the strong. They gained a new ‘sense’ the ability to detect energy’s. From mana to open flames it all is seen by them. And once they see this energy they can begin attempting to control what they see. And when they can they have become the ‘kings’ of the energy.

A warrior will forge themselves into a master at the peak of what is called human only to step into a new field called king. That is the only difference.

Meaning someone doesn’t need to be strong to become a king. They must only surpass a wall. Each person's walls are different and as for what a wall is?

It is the only evidence I had of God back then. It is a stopper put in place to prevent rebellion. But the one between king and master doesn’t matter. It’s like god final warning to those who wish to fight fate and become the king of themselves. That only pain lies before you and in all honesty they are not that wrong.

See Red was someone without these walls.

While mine were much more stronger than most.

Because I was a dragon and dragons are born with nine senses.

I was born with 15. Although I only have the 6 know as I am mainly human. But that is where the problem comes in. My soul is still experiencing everything with the nine that dragons have. And my mind is trying to work with 15 as it is used to.

This is a divide between the three. This means that although I am a king I am no master meaning one of the three with attempted to drag itself up to match another one. It just so happens that my body is that one that will destroy itself to be more like my soul. Honestly it means I feel cold right now.

But soon I will be consumed with pain. And will probably have difficulty amounting to much and will find some ditch to die in.

The solution Kung gave simply doesn’t work. As Kung is not powerful enough to withstand me so what options do I have?

I create a new body and take that. Possible

I became undead. Denied.

I go the other way where the decay in power means nothing because I am too strong. Possible.

Ok so the new body idear is one that I have come to after reading Sharsha’s research. I believe it is possible but testing will be required to do so and I think I might have said this before ages ago but blood magic is considered forbidden magic and if reviled will lead to problems. Or at least delays in Red’s return.

Red’s return is my main priority and take place over my current problem so if I were to do that I would need to do it in secretary meaning I require connections to the black market.

Well I have sent Ren so I guess this will be his test. I want an agent not an assassin. Although an assistant would be nice to but I think that is asking to much of the poor man. I also don’t like how he has been behaving recently but I cannot complain about outward loyalty and he also seems to hold no doubts about my strength.

So that leaves me in a tricky spot. Because the alternative. Pan get good isn’t that perfect. It also means I will most likely be weaker than the hero who will be boasted by god and let’s not forget that it doesn’t end with the HERO! Shit I completely forgot one of the hero’s party lives in the city I sent Adria to!

Oh well. You win some you lose some.

But still I wonder if what I am doing is the right way to go about things? Oh what am I doing right now well the decay of my body comes from an overactive mind in essence so I have dug a hole and buried myself under the snow.

And now I am cold. Actually I felt bad about cheating on Red again so I decided to hid myself from the world but I have decided to do that after Red returns.

Ahhh I really should have warned them about her. Oh well I will just trust in Adria. After all she is my beloved murder hobo cannibal. I bet she could murder hobo her way out of anything.

Also Ren is there and… Ren seems competitive so he might take on more than he can chew if he thinks this is a competition.