~Jenna~

I walked towards his bed and collapse on the ground next to it. Tears fall down my face, and it's getting really hard to breathe.

Thank god I locked the door close. I heard him walk up stairs but then sprint to the door when he heard my cries.

"Jenna open the door!" He said while banging on the door.

My throat burned. My tears sting my eyes. I gasp for air but then end up clawing at my throat because I can't breathe. He busted in and picks me up. I thrash around and claw at him but I end up seeing black because the lack of air. I feel us moving and I catch the glimpse of the walls going in fast motion. We make our way outside and I slowly start to go limp. He's breathe hard and sweat trails down his forehead.

I'm gasping for air but I can't seem to inhale it. My surroundings slowly turn black and everything comes as a blur.

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My body shoots up and I'm alarmed. A hand grasp my mine but I bring the other one from my side and slash who ever it was on their arm. Their hand tightens and I look up to them.

Bright hazel eyes bore into me intensely. I gulp and his jaw is shut tight.

"I will let this slide, but know there's always consequences to your actions." He said in a stern voice while gripping my hand hard enough to where it hurts. I bit my lip from growling at him.

"The doctor said you were having a panic attack from all the stress and not be able to breathe correctly." I looked away from his graze and see that I'm in the pack medical room. Other wolves are here getting healed up.

He squeezes my hand and I turn my head towards him. His eyes are soft and his face falls. He's looking at my neck then back at my eyes.

His mouth moves but no words fall out. I slowly move my hand away from his but he tightens it.

"Vivens said that your neck is taking long then expected to heal. He said your wolf is barely putting effort to help heal you. Why?"

I stare at him and I hear Audrey whimper in the back of my head. I continue to stare at him and he's waiting for an answer. I bring up my shoulders telling him 'I don't know'.

I pull my hand away where his lays limp in the bed. I look around and see some of the wolves looking at me but once they catch my gaze they turn away.

"Vivens said we can leave once you wake up. Do you want to leave." I look back at him and he's standing already stretching his arms. His arms are above his head and his shirt comes up showing his 'V' line.

I look at his eyes and bring both my hands up and I pretend to write on it. He brings his eyebrows together but then his eyes light up. He drops his hands and rushes around the room looking for paper and a pen.

One of the nurses gave him a paper on a clipboard with a black pen. He rushes back to me and places it on my legs. I grab it and start to write.

I would look up and see him starting at my hand writing. I brought the clipboard up so he won't see and he looks up to my eyes. I looked down and continue to write.

I drop the pen and tossed him the board. He catches it with ease and looks at me before he's starts to read. His eyebrows come together and his face turns red.

He brings the board down and he's breathing hard. His eyes flash to blue and his fangs have descended. He breaks the board in half and slams it on the ground.

"Leave." He says low but everyone rushes out even the wolves who are bleeding. The room is empty leaving me and him by our self.

He jaw clenched and opens. His fangs has cuts his lips but they slowly start to heal back together.

I watch and I hear my wolf whimper and yell for me to stand down. I push her out of my thoughts and sit up.

"You would NEVER LEAVE ME!" He roars. "YOU WOULD NEVER REJECT ME! YOU WONT LEAVE! I WAITED YEARS FOR MY MATE, AND INSTEAD I GET A BÎTCH FOR A MATE!"

I flinch at what he says but he laughs darkly.

"The truth hurts huh mate." He stalks forward and comes to my side. I scoot away but he grabs my legs and yanks me to the side. My legs hang off the side he's on and I'm laying side ways on the bed. He hovers over me and he starts to lean forward. His hands go to each side of my head.

His eyes are bright blue and I know his wolf has full control of his body than before when they were just plain blue.

"When this damn neck brace shit comes off, my mark would be on your neck. I would mark you in front of my pack. With force or not. You are not rejecting me. There is no way I would live without a mate. So you will have fun and games with this thing on, but the second it comes off that's when the ceremony starts and the marking happens." He says looking straight in my eyes. I flash him my fangs and my claws come out. I go for his neck but he pins my wrist next to my head as he straddles my waist.

I try to growl but it hurts.

"Maybe I should just chain you up again and just tell my pack I reject you and leave you to die in there." I stiff under him and he knows he's got me around his finger.

"Do you want to go back there?" I shook my head to the side while I felt the tears fall down the side of my face and his eyes soften but then turn back to stone.

"Then don't act bad and don't attack your alpha mate." He kisses my forehead longer than needed and I close my eyes tight. He climbs off and takes my hand leading me away.

My forehead stings from his lips and my eyes burn. I swallow down the cries and the pain and walk with my Alpha.

We walks down the halls of the pack house and everyone bows their head in respect towards their alpha but stare longer on me. He gives them a low growl and they tuck their tails between their legs and look away.

We walk out side and make our way towards his house. He leads me to the kitchen and reheats the soup and makes me sit on the stool. He starts to feed me but I don't open my mouth. He sighs and continues to try.

I look down and play with my hands. He gets up and leaves me alone.

Finally.

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