I wake up and I feel really sad and have no idea why. I then check the date and realise why, it's my mums anniversary. I go to the living room leaving Derek in bed. I'm on my own for an hour before Derek comes out holding his teddy.

"Daddy I woke up and you weren't in bed you scared me" he said but I haven't the energy to reply.

"Daddy" he says gently. I still don't reply. He immediately goes to big Derek.

"Stiles baby talk to me what's wrong" he said picking me up and putting me in his lap. I shook my head and got off of him. I grab my keys.

"I'm going out don't wait up" I say sadly. But before I can leave Scott and the rest of the pack are there including my dad and Melissa.

"Stiles" my dad said stopping me.

"Your pushing him away" Melissa said.

"Let me go, leave me alone" I say angrily.

Scott grabs me as I try to fight out of his hold until I eventually break down into sobs. The pack all sits on the sofa including my dad and Melissa.

"Hey it's ok I know it's tough but you need to let Derek in and not push him away, your hurting him" Scott said.

"D-Derek" I say my voice breaking as I reach out for him. He heads towards us and takes Scott's place.

"Hey it's alright" he says as I sob louder. He puts his head in my neck and licks the mating mark this time it brings me comfort. I hold onto him for dear life.

"It's Claudia's anniversary" my dad said sadly. Everyone immediately looks at me and my dad sadly.

"I miss her so much it hurts" I sob. Derek picks me up and sits me on his lap on the sofa.

"Stiles I'm sorry but I .." my dad starts.

"I know dad I'll be fine" I say and he nods and gives me one last smile before him and Melissa walk out. The pack immediately do a puppy pile around us. I smile at them and kiss Derek's neck. We all then fall asleep hugging and comforting each other. I wake up to a nightmare. I get out of the puppy pile and go to the kitchen. A few minutes late I hear someone else follow me.

"Hey baby"Derek said as he stood next to me. I couldn't help myself so I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. He then picked me up bridal style and brought me to our bed and we laid down and watched movies together.

"Thank you Derek and I'm sorry I was t ok this morning when you were a little" I say and snuggle into his chest. He kisses my cheek.

"It's fine Stiles I have to look after you as well I can't always be a little" he said and we continued to watch the movie. Later we ordered food for us and the pack and then we all fell asleep watching the Titanic.