The next day rolled around and i had to pick Amber up from the airport. Luckily i would say i am not scared of her seeing the hickey. It's starting to fade away, but still noticeable. I guess i'll just continually wear shirts.

We haven't really been having sex lately before she went to morocco. Like we used to do it every night whenever we had free time, but now, it's just whenever she wants. Which is rarely since she's always too tired from the gym. so wearing shirts won't be a problem.

It's around 10:30 at night and i'm heading downstairs to be on my way. I head over to the kitchen to grab a water. Just for my luck, I see johnson sitting on one of the barstools eating a tub of Cake batter ice cream while on his phone.

I'll admit, we've had this energy between us since the whole incident for the past two days. Me and him are much more touchy than expected. With amber coming back, I don't know if he'll want to continue it in secret.

I slowly walked up to him and put my hands on his waist. My hands slowly crept up his sweatshirt, my smile getting bigger and bigger.

"How have you been Johnson?" I ask speaking quietly.

A gulping noise came from him, and he sunk in my chest.

"G-Good sir thank you for asking. What about you, S-Sir?" he stutters looking up at me.

I chuckled and moved my lips closer to his neck.

"I dreamt of your lips last night, They looked good on my neck huh?" I whispered, lightly putting my lips against his pale neck.

JJ let out a small whimper and tilted his head. My legs turn into jelly when he does that.

My feelings for him are there, but not as much as i want them to be. I don't know what it fucking is. He treats everyone with respect, he helps his mom, he is an amazing kisser, and there is so much more. But something is missing.

"I-I would love for you to stay and continue, b-but amber is waiting for you." He whispered adjusting his head and standing up. I sighed and stood up as well from crouching down.

He put the ice cream in the freezer and grabbed a water to drink.

"I guess so. But trust me johnson I am going to figure this all out soon enough. Give it a good two months." I explained also getting a water.

It just sucks. If I wasn't famous, if i didn't have TMZ following my every move, I would have taken him out. I was thinking of taking him on a secret date thing to a deserted area, but like I said, fame takes its toll. Two months is so dreadful, but I want our feelings to both be there. I want us to have the mutual feeling towards each other.

"Well then sorry to say lover boy, I have a date on saturday." He fakely pouts, leaning against the doorframe of the kitchen entrance.

I am not gonna say i am mad about it, but something just boiled up. I know I know, I told him he can go on dates and have sex. But so soon after our incident three days ago? I shouldn't even be this mad, I saw it coming. Ain't no way he can not get pleasure for two months.

"Y-Yeah yeah that's totally fine." I said clearing my throat at the end. Taking a chug of the water, I grabbed my keys and walked out. But just as I was doing that, JJ slid his tiny leg against mine. I automatically stopped in my tracks and looked over at him. The lust in our eyes both obviously grew. He giggled to himself and pecked my cheek. This tease I swear.

"Go on, Sir. Get your girl."

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"Jackilindo oh how much I missed you!" Amber exclaimed, running over to me and dropping her gucci duffel bag. Her body tightly hugged mine and obviously I hugged back.

"I missed you baby." I smiled and pulled away. She looked up and gave me a passion filled kiss. I didn't want to make her any sort of suspicion, I aggressively kissed her back. She is one amazing kisser I will admit.

"Jesus I can tell." She smirked pulling away. I slightly cringed, but we don't need to mention the obvious right now.

"Tell me everything babe. I want to hear every detail. What i've seen on your snapchat its beautiful." I ask picking up her duffel bag. She grabs my hand and we walk out together, knowing the paparazzi is outside.

"Oh then the food! Words cannot describe how good it all was. Everything was so damn spicy so rest in peace my liver." Amber chuckled finding photos on her phone. I'll be honest I wasn't listening to her stories for the past fifteen minutes. That pale blonde boy was on my mind, I was remembering the night three days ago.

Oh his soft golden hair with my fingers intertwined, those ocean blue eyes shining from the moonlight gleaming through the car window, and god, his bulging-

"Hello! Mr. Gilinsky? You there?" Amber asked shaking my shoulder. I snapped out of my little world and looked over at her.

"I'm sorry babe I was focusing on the road, what were you asking?" I chuckle gripping her thigh. She scoffs and fixes her hair.

"What have you done? It must of been so boring without me." She smiles, somewhat jokingly.

It was one of the best weekends, but she doesn't need to know that right now. "I did miss you but I had fun. Johnson and I went to the club in Hollywood, the new one. He can really dance when he isn't being anti-social." I giggled remembering his adorable dance moves. I can see in the corner of my eye ambers facial expression. It's the bitchy one she makes when he finds something confusing or strange.

If she wasn't such a total bitch, trust me I would wifed her up by now. I can tell Johnson and Vanessa aren't very fond of her, I don't think I would be either. My whole family doesn't like her, my mom tries to which I appreciate.

"Aw Jack Johnson dancing. H-How, how do I say it," She pauses. "Cute."

What a bitch she can be at times.