The day Jack and I dreaded is finally here. The day were he would get no absolute privacy, and I would get annoyed to my core.

The entire paparazzi was crowded around his black jeep, since he was at his recording studio. The entire internet was now aware of the iconic Jack Gilinsky and Amber Scholl breaking up. And damn did it break the city.

All of their somewhat shipper posted pictures of them crying, sobbing as if their loved one just died. Everyone had something to say about it, even random people. Considering the hashtag '#/Jamberisdead ' was trending worldwide, everyone knew.

Well their entire breakup was broadcasted live, so all of their fans that watched didn't know if it was a joke or not, that's why people took a day to act on it. On jacks statement he posted, he said "Overall Amber was not feeling our relationship, you cannot force someone to love. Amber did cheat, which isn't right, but that's how life goes. I love you all for your amazing support, and may the rest of 2018 be a year of support and respect, x." My baby was being so heartfelt, it shows that he just wants this all to be over.

Amber just posted a selfie with her holding a box of a cartier bracelet Im assuming mark got her with the caption "thank u, next." she's lucky I am a guy because god if i wasn't, she would be bleeding on the ground.

He's texted me over 27 times, clearly showing he just wants to be with me. I mean I feel so insanely special, as if he wants to shower me in love that i don't deserve.

Mr. Gilinsky knows how to make me "excited" by sending a picture of himself, biting his lip and winking. Since he has to finish producing some new singers album, he had to go in today. I was at home, pacing around the living room, worried still for his safety. Paparazzi's can get violent over stupid shit like this, I want to be with him.

Around ten minutes later, he called me. Rushing to my phone charging in the kitchen, i picked up my phone. Admiring his contact photo being him in bed with a bare back, sleeping peacefully. Soon enough I answered the phone, needing to hear Gilinskys voice.

JJ: Baby are you okay? Are you almost out?

Gilinsky: My love, I hear the worry in your voice. Yes I am okay, I am actually on my way home, I was just calling to ask if you wanted anything to eat from some restaurant.

I sighed in relief, sinking down in the bar stool with happiness.

JJ: Okay G, I was about to throw hands at all those paparazzi's, i've read terrible things about them harming people. Anyways, not to gross you out, but I was thinking of making us dinner tonight. You know, just to have a date night in.

Gilinsky: Ah like our first legitimate date huh?

My eyes went wide, realizing we deadass never had an actual date. Yes we went out for lunch, but it wasn't so serious.

JJ: W-Well we dont have t-to haha it's whatever you want-

Gilinsky: No no baby boy I do want that, it sounds delightful. What do you think you are gonna make for us?

JJ: You'll see either way you are gonna love it I know it. Now focus on the road, I will speak to you once you get home. Bye bye.

Gilinsky: You make my heart melt Jack Johnson. Bye baby.

Hanging up the phone, I gave myself a sad smile. I don't know when I want to tell him that I love him, for all I know he isn't ready for it. His girlfriend of years just admitted to cheating on him, so I know as to why he wouldn't want to say it back. I'll wait however long for him.

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Walking into the house, the smell of steak and potatoes roam all over the home.

This man really does care about me huh? Taking my glasses off with a smile, I put them on my shirt and walk inside the kitchen to surprise my hard working baby.

V is with some new guy she's seeing so me and my love can hang out.

Walking through the doors I see him with his sleeves rolled up and cutting carrots, his back turned to me.

Man I wouldn't mind if I just started fucking him right here on this barstool, but he's making dinner of course, maybe tonight.

I walked up behind him and slowly still admired his basic but mouth watering outfit. My butterfly hoodie, ripped den jeans, and of course his black vans. "My baby being a very hardworking piece of sunshine." I whispered in his ears, resting my hands on his hips. He flinched a bit, his glasses moving more down his nose.

I giggled to myself and turned him around to face him, of course after he set the knife down.

JJ curled his lips together, biting them at the end as he looked up at me. "All for you baby, you are gonna adore all this amazing food I made for you." He said hugging me tightly. My heart melts every time i hold him in my arms, it's the only position as to where we aren't moaning, just pure comfortable silence.

"i already do love it, the fact that you even had the patience to cook this says so much about how much you care about me." I mumble against his head as i kiss it. His beach blonde hair is absolutely to die for, like long spirts of grass but so satisfying.

"Anything for you love, how about while the bread finishes roasting we freshen up and some what dress up? I worked hard and you look rather sexy." He smiled tip toeing his fingers up my chest.

"Of course JJ, i gotta pay you back some way for making me all of this. My heart seriously is so happy." I giggled.

"Great. It'll take me around 10 minutes but you always take a lightyear to get ready so i'll give you the maximum of 20 minutes please." He faintly laughed pulling away and rolling down his sleeves. the sweatshirt had some stains on it now from the food process but I could care less, this boy was mine.

Shit.

Was he really?

I've never brought up the question like "Would you be my boyfriend", then again it's been three days since i broke up with Amber. Maybe i'll pop the question tonight, or just bring it up. He knows i care about him so dearly, there really ain't no point.

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I arrived down the stairs to be greeting by it now being pitch black outside. Daylight saving never fails to amaze me considering it's only six thirty.

since the large dining table is connected with the living room, I instantly see the plates with our food set up along with fresh roses from i don't know where. My baby boy spoils me too much.

I see him walk out and god it's like heaven on earth. He's wearing a black sweater with cuffed black jeans and some formal ass shoes that I convinced him to buy. I continue to look him up and down because he's just so attractive, the sad part is that he doesn't realize it. His body is so mesmerizing, no wonder every guy he meets basically falls head over heels for him.

"Stop it Gilinsky you are making me blush like a red tomato." He playfully pouts trying to hide his face behind the wine bottle he is holding.

"Baby please. You and I both know you are absolutely beautiful with or without blushing haha." I laugh opening up his chair for him to sit at.

He sets the wine bottle and glasses on the marble table and kisses my cheek before sitting down. As we both scoot into the table, everything smells and looks so fucking good.

I knew he could cook but damn this is an absolute masterpiece.

"Johnson I don't even know where to start this is art. And you made my steak just how I love it." I smile widely like a child.

"Let's just say I know what my boyfriend likes." He winks but then automatically turns red, covering his mouth. My eyes grew wide, it's like he could read my mind. whew just marry me already.

"And that brightens up my day that my adorable boyfriend knows. Johnson you are my world, i know i just broke up with amber three while days ago i realize it's a bit too soon but come on, we both saw it coming. I'm proud to call you my boyfriend, my lover. Overall, i'm just proud to call you mine." I beamed grabbing a hold of his hand.

He slowly took his hand off and giggled, rubbing his thumb over my hand.

"We are something strange, but I'm into it Jack Gilinsky." He laughed.

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