Johnson and I sat at the formal dining table, waiting for hopefully our new home cleaner to arrive for the interview. J was a bit nervous as his knee jumped up and down, as I was kind of excited just to finally have someone clean the home.

He was just nervous that this cleaner would change the way we already live, but like I said I would never. He's my baby and wouldn't trade him for a car.

"Johnson please don't be worried, everything is going to go smoothly. He's rated a top housekeeper from each review, plus he was recommended to me by my boss, so he's bound to be great." I reassured him, squeezing his knee and leaving a small kiss on his neck.

"I guess so, it's just my anxiety babe so don't worry about it. I'm excited to meet him I really am." He smiled, looking into my eyes with security.

A knock at the door was heard, Johnson instantly bolting up with anxiety.

I looked over at him and held his hand. "It's going to go absolutely great." I whispered, cupping his cheeks. He nodded his head gulped, sitting back down with a tad bit reassurance.

I make my way to the door, making sure to check myself in the mirror.

Unlocking it, I am greeted by a causally dressed maybe 23 year old male. He had a skinny frame, glasses, and brown curly hair that was gelled. His brown eyes squinted as he stuck his hand out to shake.

"Mr. Gilinsky!! hello sir I am Josh Waters and here for the interview." He cheerfully smiled. Right off the bat he is full of joy and great manners. I was sort of taken you could say from his excitement, but i shook his hand.

"Yes yes of course," I smile back letting him in the house during the handshake. Shutting the door behind me I continue to speak. "I've heard great things about you. So many great amazing reviews, especially from Mr.Bartoni my boss." I speak as I walk over to J at the dining table.

"Ah yes, Steven was a pleasure. But either way I am happy to be here and get to know you two." Josh smiled sitting in front of us. JJ and I were facing him, having all the documents and his resume out to review.

"And this is my Boyfriend, Jack Johnson. But because of the names he goes by Johnson." I go to introduce JJ. To my humble surprise JJ looks up with a smile and he takes out his hand to shake Josh's. They shared their hellos how are yous and Vanessa brought out water for each of us.

"So what do you want to know about me? I'm here to answer." He smiled crossing his legs. Johnson went under the table to hold my hand, still don't exactly know if he is for or against him.

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An hour went by, and here we were, Johnson laughing hysterically and Josh was giggling. Me? If just loving that this is actually going through.

Josh is such an amazing person. All good reviews, strengths and weaknesses were great, and all the questions we asked were great. We announced he was hired because we liked him so much. He's starting next tuesday.

"Before I head out is there anything else I gotta know?" He asked calming down from laughing.

Johnson soon calmed down and we looked at each other. We had to let him know that we need to continue to be a secret, it's not that i don't want it to be out, but it's just not a good time. I know when i'll announce it, just not right now.

"Please make sure to not mention any of this. Us dating. We still haven't announced it to the media but please do us a favor and keep it a secret." I explained, holding JJs hand and holding it up.

"Awe yes of course. I myself am straight but don't worry i'm not some pig, i won't be bringing girls over every night." He remarked, getting up from the dining chair.

We said our thank yous as we both walked him to the front door.

"I'll be over by 2:30 next tuesday. Happy holidays to you both!" he smiled opening the door.

"Perfect. Happy holidays to you too Josh!" I cheesed as we waved when we walked out.

The front door closing, I turn around to J who was jumping like a child on christmas.

"Gilinsky he's absolutely perfect oh my god! God you are so amazing." He beamed wrapping his arms around me and swaying up around. He was too excited.

"Babe I told you! Nothing to stress when it comes to me." I smirked kissing his pink, plump lips.

Everything was falling in place.

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Johnson just got out of the bath tub, he's gotten into more causal clothing because we were about to head out to grab some groceries like milk and bread, you know adult things.

Him getting dressed in the bathroom, I was on his computer, trying to organize all his documents for jobs in the future which he asked me to do.

As I was minding my own business, he received a text message. And since it was a Mac book it also popped up on his laptop.

I mean it was right there how could I not read it? I clicked on the icon and ambers name immediately popped up. to my confusion i've just decided to read it.

My heart dropped. As if someone slapped me.

JJ knew this whole time? When i was on ambers tail dating her HE knew? and never told me? He didn't save me from being humiliated on live broadcasting? Didn't save me from wasting my time?

J having his phone with him in the bathroom with him also read the message. I heard a mini gasp and he quickly ran out of the bathroom.

His bright blue eyes were filled with worry and regret as they instantly connected with mine. He dropped his phone from the shock.

"G-Gilinsky I can explain-" He started shakily but i stood up from our bed and interrupted him.

Dryly laughing, I scoff, "You just went along making out with me, cuddling me, telling me romantic shit but never had the moment to tell me i was wasting my time, my money, my fucking effort into her? Really Jack?" I fumed throwing my hands in the air.

"You don't understand G I did it for a reason." J started, but I just couldn't hold in the anger.

"You didn't even have to audacity to tell me a THE DAY of the lie detector! You won't understand how getting humiliated on live broadcasting feels like. Was I just some buddy to satisfy your cravings?" I barked in madness. I was pissed and it angered me how he just stood their playing with his shirt.

"If you could just let me speak i would say something." He mumbled, continuing to look down.

"Listen to me! damn! You fucked up accept it! Did you ever think of telling me? Huh? even while we are dating right now, spending every minute glued to each other, basically sucking each other's dicks but you still never told me?" I rush over to JJ and shoving him to make him look up at me. He was now a foot away from me, but I did all the talking.

"Jack Finnegan just listen to me!" He finally screamed.

"Are you gonna hide more shit from me? How about try to harm my career even more!" I roared with anger.

"Fine you wanna know why? You really want to fucking know why I kept it from you for so long?!" He roared throwing his hands up.

"Yeah do it! Don't lie to me while you're at it-" For the first time, He interrupted and stomped his foot down.

"BECAUSE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU JACK!" He yelled, his voice cracking at the end. I was kinda thrown back so I stepped back.

"Yes I love you so much deep down with every bone in my body! Everyday it's the only thing I think about!" He screamed.

I felt like i was frozen. He loves me? He's been loving me and hasn't told me. "Y-You what?" I mumble looking up.

"You heard what I said. All i think about is our future together! You make me feel a type of way i can't ever explain. I've been in love with you since that one special night where I told you everything and anything. I didn't want to tell you she was cheating because I knew you would get hurt. I saw how heartbroken you were when she cheated, I couldn't bare to see you like that because I told you." He explained as he started to pace around the room.

I stood their in shock for a solid two minutes. He loves me. My Baby loves me. I don't care about anything else. He just loves me.

"You know what?!" I say in a higher voice, getting a hold of him. He looks up at me in fear, but then quickly bites back.

"What Jack?! are you mad at me for keeping it a secret too?! You gonna fucking leave me now?!" He yells trying to leave my shoulder grip.

"No because guess what? I love you more! You are my favorite human in the entire world and I can't imagine life without you! I love you!" I confess. I really did love him, i would just think we are going a bit too fast but I'm glad he's on the same page.

An instant smile creeps up on his face as he wraps his arms around my neck. He was also a bit taken back but now he's relaxed. Honestly fuck what we were arguing about. We just our first i love yous.

He hugs me tightly and gives himself a sigh of relief. I hug him back, burying my head in his soft blonde hair.

"Baby i'm so sorry for lashing out on you, this was such a stupid ass argument." I apologize pulling back to admire to admire JJ.

His eyes widened and he quickly shook his head. "Babe no I was the one who fucked up. You have every reason to be upset." He weakly smiled rubbing my arm.

I cant but feel like an ass. He didn't deserve the yelling, if all he was trying to do was protect me. I shook my head and while him being in my arms, i walked over to the bed.

"Johnson, I lashed out on you for no reason. You were looking out for me which just makes me love you even more. I'm so, so sorry." I whispered the ending. Feeling the goosebumps start to form on him, I start getting turned on.

He stood on his tippy toes and leaned into my ear, at this point i started biting my lip, getting "excited."

"Gilinsky, I wouldn't mind you showing me how sorry you are." He whispered in my ear, silently moaning at the end.

I gave him a smirk and threw his body onto the bed.

Groceries can always wait.

He giggled and propped himself on his elbows to watch me. As he did just that he looked at me as I removed my shirt in a sexy manner.

"Baby you are just so beautiful. And i'm so deeply sorry for yelling at you." I pouted removing my gucci belt. I know i know, odd flex.

He started to untie his joggers, but i quickly slapped his hands away. Johnson whimpered and fell back onto the bed.

"Well love I apologize for yelling as well, I had no reason to when you were expressed how you felt." He explained running his hand down his neck, this boy is trying to make me release already if you know what i mean.

Climbing on-top of his fresh, skinny but beautiful body, i got face to face with him. Those beautiful eyes, the tanks of ocean. They eyes that made me fall in forever love.

"Don't apologize JJ, you'll be happily yelling my name tonight for a great reason." I smirked, crashing my lips onto his. He soaked in all the flavor automatically, wrapping his arms around my neck. I slowly crept in my tongue into his gentle mouth.

It being my first time, I wanted to explore every corner. He's just too perfect to not treat like a forbidden cave.

His tongue didn't even bother to fight back. He was loving the moment.

I heard a slight moan as he ran his leg down mine. I can feel my pants tighten, with every moan.

I exited his mouth and he popped his pink, plumped up lips. Smiling like a child, I crept down to his neck to leave love bites. His skin tasting like pure sugar, It's like with each hickey I wanted more and couldn't get enough.

"Ooohh Jack daddy just strip me naked already." He squealed from love bite excitement, his small hands running through my hair. I was slightly taken back from such blunt needs. I looked up at him, his eyes full of excitement and lust.

JJ gave me a wink, surprisingly squeezing my ass. I jolted up and sat on my knees. I got a hold of his pale orange long sleeve and made him sit up with me.

"You ready baby?" I whispered panting, caressing his face.

He nodded with a the same look in his eyes. "As ready as i'll ever be for you my lover." He replied.

From my burst of excitement and amount of being horny, I know shocker I admit it, I ripped off him shirt. Johnson gasped from my strength and need for me to be in him.

Throwing the shirt back, the real art was now in everyone's view. His flat, toned chest, revealing every ab and perfect peck. What's not to love about him?

I laid us back down, going low to his chest. I instantly in less than a second, I laid my throbbing lips on his nipple. Swirling my tongue around it, gasps were heard. In less than a minute, his nipples were hard.

His hands intertwined in my hair, as I moved onto the next one. My warm skin enlightened his cold skin, making him wrap his legs around my torso. He started to pull on my hair, wanting me to continue to lick and slobber all i've over him.

I went more and more down his chest, leaving hickeys scattered everywhere. Sure he looked like a total whore, but who's gonna see? Yes only me.

Arriving to now the waistband of his camo joggers, I spread his legs out, just a tiny bit. I ran my finger down from the top of his abs, down them and his happy trail, getting his bulging, awaiting package.

"Awe J you are hard for me. God I can feel it." I smirk, giving his genitals a squeeze. He flinched with excitement, loving every moment. "Take my joggers off please baby." He groaned biting his finger. Nodding to his command, in a whiplash i pulled down his joggers and boxers. Up sprang the beautiful pale penis.

I've seen it many times but it never fails to amaze me. Jack Johnson, having a bigger dick than me. He fucks me once in a while so lemme say it's a real big pleasure.

"Still shocked by it gilinsky? After seeing it basically everyday?" He chuckled, slightly tugging at my at my hair.

"Well god forbid I don't enjoy my boyfriends cock." I joked fully removing his boxers and joggers.

Now there is my favorite view ever. My favorite boy sprawled out on my bed, waiting for me. He is just perfect. Every detail, every freckle, every crevasse of him is more beautiful than modern art.

before getting up to remove my pants, I spat on his cock. We don't use lube, it just don't work as well as spit in a way, plus he gets used to it faster. Instantly, he knows to jack himself off just to spread it more easily.

He makes the most hottest faces while jerking off, so this just makes me burst with love.

Sliding off my boxers, I kick them aside and JJ open his eyes. His mouth had a bit of a gasp, still in shocker that I've gotten so muscular and toned.

"Y-You are just breathtaking. How did I get so lucky to end up with the god himself?" He moaned. I crawled on top of the boy, positioning myself at his entrance. "That's all you JJ. You are such a model." I chuckle, grabbing my dick to place inside of him.

Finally placing my cock inside, his legs spread a bit more as small groans were heard by him. We were inches apart from each others faces, I bit my lip as he made his pleasurable sounds.

"G-Gilinsky please thrust." He moaned, placing his hands on my back. I nodded and went faster.

After about two minutes of getting fully adjusted, we were at it like animals. I was going at speed, his legs wrapped around my torso as I slammed continuously into him.

"Fuck fuck fuck p-please don't ever stop!" Johnson moaned, digging his fingernails into my back.

Just the sounds of my skin slapping against his and his moans made my day. What beautiful music.

This boy just loved to get fucked, he always enjoyed more than anything.

My hands were on either side of him as I still towered over him.

I put it all in at once, his body bolted up as if he got shocked by lighting.

"Jackkk, ah uhhh," He moaned, digging his nails into my skin even more, dragging his fingers.

"I'm, oh fuck, about to release baby. Inside or mouth, chest or abdomen-" He put a finger on my mouth. "Lemme eat it all up, ." He soon went back to his fucking faces.

This is the life I want to live with the man that i love the most. And nothing will be able to change this.

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