Today, our new home cleaner Josh was moving in. To say the least I was pretty excited just to have me and gilinskys life now settled, nothing to worry about but our relationship, and of course figuring when to go out to the public with it.

2019 was slowly approaching us, hell its in two days, but this new year is gonna be full of positivity and love i can already feel it.

Gilinsky went over to his house to pick him up and all his things, they just now arrived in the neighborhood. Vanessa and I were in the kitchen with the dogs, just finishing up drinking some smoothie.

"So are you genuinely excited for the new guy to move in?" She asked me taking another sip of her smoothie. I gave her the "really?" look.

"Of course I am! He's really a sweet person so kind and seems professional." I replied with a giggle.

"He'd do nothing wrong i know, besides all he's doing is living with us and cleaning. Maybe he'll become a best friend like you." I winked nudging her. She had a slight blush on her face and smiled. I wondered as to why she asked again, same wording as yesterday.

"I just don't want to get replaced that's all. I'm always gonna be you're closer pal. I know we've only recently gotten this close but you do mean a lot to me Johnson." She explained rambling. Damn she could really read my mind.

But i totally understand where she's coming from, but she could never be replaced. I hope Josh and I become friends or something, but nothing can come between me and V.

"You angel! i'd never. You are my main. I'll be with you till the end." I hug her tightly as she tightly wraps her arms around me quick.

Minutes later I received a text from G saying they were both outside. My heart was genuinely excited. Me and Vanessa got up from the stools and agreed to go help out the guys.

Josh said he wouldn't move much in but clothes and laptop and small room items like a lamp and two plants.

Reaching for the front door, Jack opened it, making straight eye contact with me. His chocolate brown eyes still looking more glamorous than ever. His conversation with Josh came to a stop as he admired my face.

It's like everyday we act as if we've never seen each other and it's love at first sight.

"Hello my love." he smiled, pecking my lips. My knees felt like jello, i'm so in love.

"H-Hi Jack." I blushed, on the verge of drooling.

"Damn okay you lovebirds we get you love each other so much." Vanessa groaned jokingly. I rolled my eyes and kissed Gilinskys cheek, walking past him to help Josh out with some boxes.

He's getting the grip of two boxes just when he sees me, putting them down. "Mr. Johnson! what's up! i'm so glad to be moving in you have no idea sir." He exclaimed giving me a bro hug.

He was wearing black joggers along with a travis scott hoodie. For a straight male living in Los angeles, I ask why he is still single. He's a good looking man, just i enjoy my gilinsky.

"That brings joy to my heart, I know you are going to do an amazing job here everyday, plus i hope to also become your friend." I explained picking up a box filled with shoes.

"Of course Sir, especially you and mr. gilinsky are such positivity filled people let alone a couple. It's gonna be a great ride." Josh beamed getting a hold of the two boxes he had prior to me coming.

We continued our mini conversation as we walked to the house.

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It was now around five thirty in the evening, Josh was putting everything in his closet while Gilinsky and I were in the pool. The great thing with winter in southern california, it stays the perfect weather, and it gets darker quicker.

We were sharing a joint, just admiring the lights of LA. that's the great thing with his pool, you can just be sitting chilling in it like us and you can see the perfect view. Plus all the pretty color changing pool lights were amazing. I know yeah ew marijuana, but it's completely better than juuling or smoking a cigarette. Besides we have a higher tolerance to it, so we don't get high from the first joint. Gratefully now it's the third or second and a half of a joint.

"Can you believe it Jack, 2019 is so close, and we are actually going in it together." I smile now turning my back to the view. He's been just holding my waist looking at the view as well. But now it was just us facing each other. Plus the sun was now finishing setting, so the red orange haze was magnificent.

"I know J it's practically insane. I started the year off in such a toxic place relationship and mental health wise and now i'm ending it living my best life. With the man i love, out of the closet, and away from that bullshit called amber." He sighed in relief. I took another hit and blew it right in his face, causing him to laugh a bit and take the joint out of my hand.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and would run my fingers through his hair.

"I've been wanting to ask you hun, before we started going out and hooked up that night, like when you and amber were still considered Cosmos hottest couple, did you find me attractive? Did you ever feel that pinch of electricity when i would just dust your window ceils?" I asked, admiring him smoke.

He knitted his eyebrows together and inhaled, closing his eyes to soak in the flavor of weed.

Breathing it all out, which might i add makes me want to do things to his body, he answers the question.

"You see since the moment i interviewed you, you were an attractive person who I wouldn't mind doing small things here and there with. but I would never think we would actually become a thing. It was about three days before we went to the club where i told myself i had a slight crush on you." He confessed rubbing my arm. The Jack Gilinsky had a crush on me, how sweet and adorable.

I laughed and cupped his face. Angel is all i could say.

" You had a crush on me? Little ugly duckling me? Damn okay." I smiled.

Jack shook his head. "Jack Johnson, you are so beautiful and intelligent, i'm surprised i didn't realize sooner." I shook my head giggling but he continued going.

"I'm surprised i didn't get myself to touch your body sooner, i didn't get to touch these abs or thighs, your face or ass." He smirked running hand up my leg, causing me to squirm.

"Oh baby please, i was the one who fantasized you doing things to me, yet you were dreaming about going to tokyo for touring." I laughed, but you can tell he was becoming, horny.

"Funny how we live that reality right now. I'm yours honey." He whispered in my ear, as he backed away he took a hit from the joint.

I licked my lips and could feel his "friend" rising through the swim trunks.

Exhaling the smoke right in my face, he ended with a smirk at the end. Setting the joint on the concrete outside of the pool, he said these exact words to me.

"Say Mr. Johnson, has one of those things ever been," he paused, now his full body pressed against mine.

"Having sex with me in this pool?" He whispered.

I instantly grabbed him and smashed my lips on his, the marijuana flavor traveling back and forth.

While in that process i brought down his trunks and when he handed them to me so i threw them across the pool.

He gasped a bit but i instantly winked and continued the making out session.

"I didn't think you were this, wild." He mumbled through the kissing and slowly down my Jaw and neck.

As he left hickeys, minutes later he pulled down my trunks and through them on the concrete.

"I guess now you could say we're skinny dipping Gilinsky." I giggled and hugged at his hair.

"Its what you wanted you whore. My whore." He growled against my chest, lifting my legs perfectly so his cock could aline perfectly with my entrance in the water.

I can cross pool sex off the list.

It was now 8:36 PM and Jack and I were getting ready to head out to a club. With my boyfriend being famous, we could basically get into any club in LA.

We looked pretty semi formal but since our plan was to get drunk tonight, we know we couldn't go in full tux outfit. I was wearing a primary color button up and black jeans with dress shoes, and G was wearing a Gucci coat with a plain white shirt and brown cuffed jeans,

along with Vans.

Josh has also finally fully moved in, started cleaning yesterday. So far he's amazing, doesn't forget any spots, and finishes everything he had to do that day.

He always has such a positive mindset and is always humble, which is truly needed.

I was finishing up my hair and Gilinsky walked in the room from going downstairs to get a white shirt, so he walked in shirtless.

"Awe look at my beautiful piece of art. God you are so beautiful." He playfully groaned wrapping his arms around my waist.

I blushed at his statement as he kissed my shoulder.

"J-Jack sweetie I just finished getting ready and you need to finish." I quietly giggled, yet bit my lip.

"Oh come on, we have 4 hours till 2019. 10 minutes of sex won't kill us." He winks, looking at me in the mirror.

"Both of us know '10 minutes' can lead to us in a moaning mess for 3 hours. Let's go have fun tonight, as we deserve." I softly smile turning to face him.

He pouts and sighs, but I kiss the tip of his nose. "This year was a shit hole, let's go kick 2019s ass." I whispered.

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It was a minute before countdown. We were at 1Oak in hollywood, Gilinsky and Joshs favorite bar. It was pretty crowded and so far we've seen Bella hadid, Post Malone, and Jon, Bobby, Sam, and us were all hanging out in a group tonight. But me and G were in the bathroom together. And no we didn't fuck.

Jack thought since we can't kiss outside in the public not even around his friends, we would go in the bathroom two minutes before countdown and have our 10 second kiss, discuss what we wanted to accomplish in 2019, and how the year went by too fast.

We just finished our kiss and our heads were butted together.

"Ready to go out?" I smile, happy with the lip action.

Gilinsky laughed and pulled away. "Let's go get this shit!" He was a bit buzzed from the alcohol, so he was pretty hyper, but lucky not drunk. Yet.

We walk out pretending to just laugh and have a conversation while everyone was already at 27 seconds. Everyone was yelling the number, phones were out, and the TVs were set to the ball dropping in new york.

"Aye my boys come on quickly! Bobby's filming it!" Sam greeted us to go to the middle of the dance floor were the rest of the guys were.

Girls noticed G and tried putting their asses on his dick, it always happens at clubs when we go together but Gilinsky trying to pretend flirt is so hilarious, they end up getting creeped out and leave. In this case he just told her to hop off and leave. Luckily she did.

"13! 12! 11!"

We all put our arms around each other like a bunch of drunk uncles, all of us holding up red solo cups, then again it was only beer and not tequilas.

Bobby turned it to selfie mode on his phone as we all yelled out the final digits.

"3,2,1!"

And there we go.

Into 2019.

"HAPPY NEW YEARS!" Everyone in the bar yelled. Confetti canons also shot out confetti. and the disco ball came out. So much excitement in that specific room. All the guys including me hugged each other and bobby captured all of our excitement.

Me and gilinsky waited to hug last. I sunk into his protective bear hug. Tears of Joy spilled out of my eyes, I really made it through a hard ass year, i didn't think i'd even make it and here I am.

"Happy new years Jack Johnson. I love you." G whispered in my ear.

"I love you too Finnegan. To 2019 as a couple." I respond slowing pulling away from his arms, already missing them.

Jon brought us all Jello shots to celebrate, we each took one and cheers it.

"To 2019 bitches!" We yelled.

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