It's a tuesday night and as it has been for a while now, i'm sitting on the couch with this time, sushi for dinner. It's later into the day around 9 pm so I'm watching the breakfast club and in my favorite pear of grey joggers and a blue adidas hoodie. It's strange to figure that if I don't get my shit together and get a job soon, this is what my life will be. Eat safeway sushi at 9 pm.

That night i met Jonah was great, I ended up at his apartment at like 7 in the morning, and I met his fiancé amy. We all went out for breakfast and traded numbers. He was so easy and laid back to talk to, im glad to call him a friend.

He taught me a lot about myself, and my life. I still need to sort out my life choices, but he made sure I remember that everything happens for a reason.

As i press play from the movie being on pause, I snuggle more into my blanket and just start inhaling the surprisingly great sushi.

Not even 15 minutes later, I hear my absolute favorite song that I would blast in G's car, I.F.L.Y by bazzi. Someone driving or in the parking lot was blasting it, even I could hear it being on the 3rd floor. It was an outside complex so I was in front of the parking lot, either way it was loud. It made me feel so in the moment with Jack and i miss it. How I would hold his hand and sing the lyrics directly to him. How he would chuckle and blush right as I would kiss his hand and tell him I fucking love him.

Moments like these make me wish I had him back. He was my everything.

You would think the person would leave or turn off his car by now, but the song continued going. It was on its second play, restarting the melody. I get it's a great song but more than once at a time? White people man.

Soon enough time passed and it was on its third play. Oh god why three times? I just want to watch my movie in peace and enjoy what I have left of my sushi.

"Can't even chill around here god damn it." I mumble and get up. I pause the screen, adjust my glasses, and put on my slides to go complain or at least ask nicely to turn it down. Some people gotta get up early and work tomorrow you know.

The person does not have to know I'm not apart of that some people.

I yell to my mom i'll be back in a minute and open the front door.

closing the door behind me, I instantly step on rose petals.

I scrunch my face in confusion and follow them down the stairs.

"What the fuck who-" I was about to ask, but then as I look from the stairs to the parking area, I'm met with a face I've missed for such a while now.

Flawless jack gilinsky, smiling like a child and holding a basket. My heart does that, thing that we all know and have felt. Where you see that cute guy you like or you guys exchange a "hey" as you walk in the halls. It's like the fourth of july in your stomach.

I smile to myself and he instantly chuckles, waiting for me to come down. I run down the remaining stairs and the rose petals rise due to my speeding down the concrete stairs.

"My baby." He chuckles, setting the stuff down on top of his car and pausing the song. He runs to me as well and we meet at the end of the staircase. I just stare. Stare at the beautiful man i've been craving and missing like absolute crazy. The moon shines on his face as he just watches my eyes glisten from the stars.

It's silence for a while until I decide to speak.

"S-So what made you come? It's been a couple weeks now so like what made you come to your senses-" He interrupts me midway.

"I know you didn't post the photo, and even if you did, which you didn't, it was so stupid of me to lash out, I jumped to conclusions way too fucking quickly and that just isn't okay. It was that son of a bitch Josh who did and the next time I see him I swear to god I'm gonna beat him." He spoke quickly.

He grabbed a hold of my hand and analyzed it, rubbing his fingers all over it. "I've missed you like crazy you have no idea. I couldn't sleep I could barely eat, it was so painful trying to live without you. I'm so, madly in love with you JJ. You have been through so much and I'm so so sorry." He explained, still looking down at my hand.

I warmly smile and sigh. "I've missed you so much more angel. And I'm glad you learned what you said and did was wrong. Plus that bitch Josh is going to get a good kick in the ass from karma one day." I laugh. He looks up at me and we stare at each other for a split second before I go in and kiss his soft lips. Oh my god I missed him so much I could melt.

His hands hold my face as mine are placed on his waist. The taste of mint lingers now in both of our mouths as he slips his tongue gently into my mouth, my body slightly reacting in a surprised motion.

We disconnect and place our foreheads together. Our breath panting as we just stand there, the sound of crickets filling in the silence. "I could never stop loving you Jack Gilinsky. Thank you for everything, absolutely everything and more you have taught me and given me." I whisper.

He grins and kisses the tip of my nose, interlocking our hands sweetly.

"I also got you cute fun gifts bunny." He says leading me to the gift basket by the hand. It has my favorite wine, roses, candy, stuffed animals, and something for a laughing matter.

I instantly break out in laughter, pulling out the box of trojan condoms and lube from the basket.

"You know me so damn well you pervert." I raise my eyebrow while laughing.

His cheeks turn a cherry red, partly probably from my cuteness and embarrassment.

"Either way I love you so much hun, seriously thank you." I calm down a bit and go in to hug him. He holds me so tightly and isn't afraid to let me go.

I soak in his sent for a while, when all the sudden I hear tiny sobs from him.

"Gilinsky what's wrong? I promise I forgive you and I love you." I say, slowly pulling away, but still we are in each other's arms.

"I cant imagine losing you again baby. Okay? I almost lost you this once it just can't happen again. I need you, I want you." He quietly says. I wipe his tears with the sleeve of my sweatshirt and wrap my arms around his neck.

"Finnegan i'm not going anywhere. You aren't ever going to lose me. I think you're stuck with me for a while love." I chuckle.

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"G-Gilinsky oh my god deeper baby deeper." Johnson moans as he lays his head back.

I'm currently fucking him on one of my kitchen stools, we came back to our home and after speaking and a cup of wine each, we couldn't wait to go upstairs and mate.

I spread his legs wider apart and hold his hips to make sure he doesn't fall. But frankly this view is just what I love for. He has hickeys scattered down his thighs and chest, sweat dripping down his forehead. One of his hands is holding up a leg, and the other is being rubbed all over my body.

"JJ your tight little hole is so perfect god I can do this forever." I groan biting my lip.

We continue for about another 7 minutes this beautiful, non explainable art called sex.

After a while, e grabs my cock out of his hole and starts to jerk me off, me being shocked but easily turned on.

"You... now." JJ pants from no breath.

I nod and let go of his hips and change this up. He pushes me against the cabinet and goes on knees.

I instantly wink at him, knowing i'm about to be treating like a king.

Giving my penis a kitten lick, I grab ahold of his hair and slightly pull.

So clearly as we can sense, my gift basket was a winner.

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