Are you better off than you were a year ago?

I would always ask myself that on my birthday, march 24th. My life has always been in a shamble, never fully knowing what i'll be doing a year. Especially in my early 20s, life was all of over the place. I had depression and anxiety from when I was a teenager, feeling to unloved and like a freak for my sexuality. For the person I was. I was so fucked up and thought there was no purpose. Until I met Jack.

He was the closure, the extra puzzle piece to my life. Even before we started dating, he let me into his home, to live and work for him. Words cannot describe how thankful i am for him, he is my everything, forever and always.

Right now we are in Aruba, celebrating my birthday of course. I'm in my 30s, I needed to go big. We are sitting on a balcony over looking the view and everything beautiful of the water.

Jack and I got married 2 years ago, crazy to mention! He proposed to me The spot, by the hollywood sign over looking all of LA. Our wedding was in Omaha, where he grew up so all his family could go. It was the best day of my life, but there is more to say than my amazing wedding day haha. Might I add we took our honeymoon to Athens Greece, everything was so lovely. Plus we got to cross off another strange place to have sex, we did it in a supply closet of their version of a Urban outfitters, pretty wild.

Overall my life has been better than I could ever imagine. He's blessed me so much love and affection, help for my career and my overall morals. I now work for Universal studios, I help design movie and TV show sets which is absolutely astonishing.

"You okay JJ? you've been staring at the water for a while now." Gilinsky chuckled, setting his sangria down. I came out of my daydream and admired his face, so perfect.

"Oh yeah I'm all okay, I just can't believe this is my life. I get to spend it with you." I blushed, reaching out to hold his hand. He smiled softly and connected out hands together.

"Not only with me now. I guess you can say." He smiles.

My eyes widened, my cheeks became even more red.

"J-Jack, what?"

"Leanna, our surrogate, is finally pregnant. The embryos stuck on this time JJ." He smiled, pulling out his phone and showing me the texts.

"Jack Gilinsky oh my god, oh my god, oh my god." I chuckled, tears forming in my eyes.

We have been trying to find a good surrogate for months now, since we finally decided to start a family. Unfortunately my sperm had issues habitating to her uterus, so we decided to use Gilinskys, and boy did we get lucky. Third times the charm!

I've always wanted to be a father, I love children and definitely want some of my own. We have spoken about it since we got married and now everything is in place.

"We are going to be dads! We are going to have a motherfucking family! Jack oh my god!" I got up from my chair and we hugged.

"I knew you would love this birthday gift." He chuckled.

I cried too many tears, just soaking in this moment.

"I love you Jack Finnegan Gilinsky. Thank you for everything." I quietly said in his shoulder.

"This is the start of something new and i'm so happy to be on this journey with you baby. Buckle up." Gilinsky whispered kissing my head.

Now if you excuse me, I have a life to go enjoy to the fullest.

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