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Tired.

I am tired today.

Laila kept me up all night wanting to be near me and I was scared I would roll on her in my sleep.

So cute.

Laila and I are going to get in the water when we get there so I'm dressing accordingly.

Her outfit:

(Choose as you wish! P.S. don't compare yourself to this your perfect. If this triggers anyone let me know i will take it down!

Laila outfit:

(Choose as you wish

Laila's swimsuit doubles as a onesie so it's perfect.

My swimsuit is the pink top with matching pink bottoms and my shorts on top.

I'm a little apprehensive about wearing it.

I did have a baby and I don't think I look good but it's okay Laila can block my stomach.

I change into my swimsuit and shorts before going to get Laila.

"Mama," she squeals and reaches for me.

I pick her up and get her changed too.

I put her on my hip and grab my phone and charger and get both bags as I hear the horn telling me they're here.

I struggle to get everything out.

Kai gets out of the car and helps me get everything.

I smile and thank him.

The car is three rows.

Row one is Elias driving with Delilah in the passenger.

Row two is Kai, Laila and me.

Row three is Lorenzo, Greyson, and Oliver.

Amelia and Nalani decide to go in a different car because they need to stop and buy new swimsuits.

I get into the car and get Laila's car seat strapped you the middle.

I sit in the right and Kai sits on the left of Laila.

The car ride is about two hours long so it should be a while.

I feel someone poke the back of my head and I turn and see Lorenzo.

"Help," he mouth and I stare at him confused.

He nods his head towards Oliver sitting in the middle right next to him.

Oliver looks at me and I smile at him.

Greyson is typing on his phone the whole time.

Oliver turns his head and whispers something into Lorenzo's ear that has his face turning red.

Oliver kisses Lorenzo's cheek before looking back out the front window.

Lorenzo sits there wide eyed.

I grab my phone from my pocket and text Lorenzo.

Enzo

Me:

What did he say to you?

Enzo He told me that he wanted me to fuck him right here.

Me:

Oh uhm. Okay well. TMI! but I asked...

Has he figured out his stuff with greyson?

Enzo Mhm, he was only with Olive because he likes someone else but wants to keep it quiet and needed help.

Me:

So why did he go to Oliver and why did they make it seem like they liked eachother?

Enzo Because people will get mad if they know who he likes so he needed a cover.

He thinks of Oliver like a brother.

Me:

Oh.

Enzo Trust me I didn't believe him at first until Greyson showed me some texts between him and the person.

Me:

I want to know who it is.

Enzo Another form of proof was the handjob Olive gave me to prove to me.

Me:

Your done. I don't need to know these things Enzo.

Enzo Don't act like you wouldn't do that to Kai.

Me:

Shut up.

I put my phone away and turn around again.

"Oliver," I say and I get his attention.

"Did you apologize to Enzo. I hate violence but if you didn't I will personally punch you," I say to him and his eyes widen.

"Mhm, I did please don't hit me," he says and I nod my head as I narrow my eyes at him.

He still looks scared. As he should be.

Enzo places his hand on his thigh to calm him.

Cute.

I turn back around in my seat happy with the answer.

I haven't fed Laila today and I've been up 2 hours so anytime she's gonna start crying.

It's currently 8am and we have to hours to drive.

"Mr. Brooks can you unbuckle Laila and hand her to me?," I ask Kai and he nods before unbuckling Laila.

If I did it I would have leaking through my swimsuit from the movement.

He hands me Laila and I lay her sideways on my lap.

She's currently asleep so I tap her lips a few times to wake her up.

I blow on her face.

Love teasing her.

She wakes up and looks at me and then she turns her head to the side and starts rubbing her face back and fourth on me.

She is hungry.

She starts to whine as she gets impatient.

I don't have a cover and this swimsuit will make it so everyone can see everything.

I look around a few times and I don't find anything.

Laila counties to whine as I get frustrated.

"What's wrong?," Kai asks me and I look up at him.

"I don't have a cover to feed her," I say to him and he grabs his hoodie before handing it to me.

I put it on and it has a lot of space so Laila can fit under.

I push her under it and pull down my swimsuit top.

Laila roots around for my nipple and I help her latch on as she sucks quickly.

I sigh in relief from the reduced pressure.

"Are you alright?," he asks me.

"Yes I was full," I say to him and he nods.

"You could be. All you have to do is ask," he says with a smirk and I flush red.

"I meant with milk brooks," I say to him and he rolls his eyes.

"I know. What is with you calling me by my last name?," he asks me.

"I needed a nickname for you and it sounds hot," I say to him and he stares at me.

"If you think I'm hot just say that. No need to beat around the bush," he says.

"I'm gonna beat you if you don't stop," I say to him.

"And I would let you. Hell, I would probably enjoy it," he says and I blush again.

I'm interrupted from my thoughts as I hear Laila choking under my jacket.

My heart drops.

I unlatch her and pull her out before sitting her up and patting her back.

Some milk dribbles out of her mouth.

"Is she okay?," Elias asks from the drivers seat.

"Yeah, my milk was coming out to fast so she started choking on it," I say a little nervously as I put her back.

I put her back under Kai's hoodie and let her latch on again.

She sucks slower and doesn't choke this time.

She continues to eat until she dries the left side out.

Clearly she wants more as starts to cry and kick her legs.

I flip her over and let her latch onto my right side.

Every gulp she takes she grunts.

This girl.

Not long after she finishes and I burp her on my lap.

After a while I have kai strap her back into the car seat as she lays there.

Kai makes faces at her and she starts laughing at him.

He grabs her pacifier and gives it to her but when she tries to use it he pulls it away.

She reaches her arm up and grabs onto his hair before yanking it.

"Bad baby," Kai says and her eyes start to water.

"I'm just kidding, here baby sunshine," he says and puts the pacifier in her mouth.

"Wow she wanted to tussle," I say to him and he rolls his eyes.

"She also wanted to play victim when she pulled my hair," he says and I laugh.

I turn around behind me and see greyson asleep against the window to his left.

Oliver's legs are thrown over Enzo's lap as he lays his head on his chest.

Enzo's arms are wrapped around his back and his legs holding him in place as his head is rested against his head.

So cute.

Elias and Delilah are holding hands as Elias drives and Delilah is asleep with her head against the window.

Kai is sitting there talking to Laila as I stare out the window.

"If your tired you can take a nap I'll sit with Laila," Kai says and I turn to him before nodding.

I pull his hoodie tighter against me and lay my head on the window.

Not long after I fall asleep.

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When I wake up the car just gets parked.

Laila is asleep and I have a blanket on my now.

Kai is awake still and everyone but Elias is asleep.

"Is this the beach house?," I ask staring at the big house.

"Yes it is," Elias whispers from the front seat.

"I'm gonna carry her inside can y'all wake everyone else up," Elias says as he points to Delilah.

"Sure," I say as I stretch and turn around.

Oliver is now straddling Lorenzo's lap as his head is on his shoulder and he hugs him.

Lorenzo is asleep holding him around his waist and laying his head back against the seat.

Greyson is asleep on his side towards the window.

I pick up my blanket and throw it at greysons face.

He wakes up abruptly and looks at me.

"What the fuck Aulora," he says and I just laugh at him.

"Lorenzo, Oliver ran away," I say and his eyes snap open.

He looks at Oliver laying on him and he tightens his grip on him.

"Lair," he says as he glares at me.

"Wake Oliver up we're here," I say to him and he nods.

He moves his hands up his back and grabs into his hair.

He yanks it back and Oliver wakes up.

"Why did you do that?," he asks Lorenzo in a calm tone.

"Wake up," he says.

"You couldn't have done it when I was awake you know I'm a whore for hair grabbing," he says and rolls his eyes dramatically.

"Don't w-worry there i-Is more w-where that c-came from," Lorenzo says and Oliver smiles.

TMI.

I turn back around and unbuckle Laila I pick her up and rest her head on my shoulder.

Kai grabs my bags and walks with me up to the house.

He sets the bags in the empty room with the bassinet in it.

"Thank you," I say to him and he nods his head before walking out.

When I am sad I don't tell anyone.

I don't talk to anyone.

I read a book and it makes me feel better so today I'm gonna read a book.

Not because I'm sad but because I want to.

Books are the greatest comfort to me.

I grab a book and Laila and grab her sunglasses.

We both put on sunscreen and walk to the beach.

I put the blanket down and put Laila on her stomach and I sit down.

I grab my book and turn to my page which happens to be a smut chapter.

I start to read it and this one is really kinky.

I feel someone come and sit down next to me and turn to see Kai reading over my shoulder.

"How much of this did you read?," I ask him and he smiles.

"The whole thing," he says and I flush red again.

"Very nice. So since you read this does that mean you enjoy being tied up and spanked and also choked," he asks me and I turn my head away.

"I don't know I never tried it," I whisper.

"Hmm that could change," he says as he grabs a piece of hair and twirls it on his finger.

He turns and whisper in my ear.

"You want to be edged until you can't take it anymore?," he asks me.

I move my legs closer together because of the heat that's pooled in between them.

"I don't know," I say to him and he nods his head still whispering in my ear.

"Do you think you would like it?," he asks me and I try to keep my calm.

"Yes," I say breathlessly.

"Good to know," he says and he gets up and walks inside the house.

What was that?

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Here's chapter 14!

I'm like 70% sure I'm shadowbanned on tik tok from like spammers.

I'm gonna edit this as you read it so bear with me.

So update on my phone beads they broke my phone case and now I need to change the case.

So the thing that I mentioned in the last authors note. The thing that I did was play you all.

GREYSON NEVER LIKED OLIVER.

But he does like someone and that will be revealed soon and it will cause issues.

Anyways I hope you enjoyed the chapter! See you next time I love you!! -addyson <33