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Nervous.

According to Aulora this clenching feeling in my heart is me being nervous.

I don't know feelings so I'll take her word for it.

"You'll be okay Enzo, I'm sure he loves you and wouldn't say no to you," she says to me as she puts her hand on my shoulder.

No.

"If I-I die tell m-m-my mama I l-love her," I say as my hands start to shake.

"You'll be okay. You won't die I promise," she says to me and I try to relax.

We're in the cafeteria today because I'm surprising someone.

Apparently according to Pinterest picture quotes I'm in love with Oliver.

I don't know what love is but they describe it so I used that to help me.

I have severe anxiety along with a speech delay which is my stutter.

I hate it.

It makes me feel stupid.

I don't know how anyone can want to talk to me when I can't form a sentence without struggling.

I don't even want to talk half of the time because it pisses me of when I stutter.

I don't know where I got it from but I'm stuck with it.

I'm interrupted from my thoughts as I remember why I am here today and what I need to do.

"Okay I'm-i'm r-ready," I say to Aulora and she smiles at me.

She's very pretty and nice to me but I don't think of her in a romantic way.

Gross.

Her and Kai are married in my head.

I need to be the best man at her wedding because I'm their bestfriends and they love me so much.

And also I'm in love with Oliver not Aulora.

According to Pinterest.

I walk out of the cafeteria and over to the English class which is his last class of the day.

I stand by the door as all the kids walk out and I wait til the last people walk out which is Kai and Oliver.

When I see him my breath gets caught in my throat and my hands shake again.

He looks around and when he sees me his face breaks into a smile as mine does too.

"Hi baby," he says as he walks up to me.

"H-Hi," I say shakily and he grabs my hand.

"What's wrong, why are you shaking?," he asks me and I gulp.

"N-no reason. I h-have some w-where to t-t-take us," I say nervously and he nods his head.

"I'm worried about you are you sure your okay?" He asks me and I nod my head slowly.

I'm scared.

I'm taking him to the Science lab in our highschool where we first met.

Years ago.

I keep a firm grip on his hand as we make it to the cars and I open the door for him.

He gets in and then I get into the car.

"Can I play some music?," he asks me with the biggest smile.

So cute.

"S-sure, baby," I say to him and he laughs before kissing my cheek and starting to play music.

He plays a lot of SZA.

Not that I'm complaining...

Currently broken clocks by SZA is playing.

It's such a good song that we both starting to sing it along with eachother.

I stop singing as the closer we get the more nervous is get.

My hand that is holding the steering wheel his on the center console.

It starts to shake repeatedly and Oliver see that.

He laces our fingers together and I turn to look at him and he gives me a closed lip smile.

Soon after we pull up to the parking lot and I put the car in park.

I open my door and get out before walking to his side and opening his door.

He thanks me before getting out and I smile lightly.

I grab his hand for comfort before we walk inside.

The school is empty.

"Why are we here?," he asks me confused.

"Y-you'll s-see," I say to him and he shakes his head.

I continue walking us inside and into the school.

We walk all the to the science lab and the door is closed.

I open the door and the whole thing is filled with African Violets.

His fave flower and his fave color.

There is one table with gifts on them for him.

There is chocolate, a basket of his fave snacks, books he's been wanting and a few of my hoodies that have my cologne on them because he loves it.

The lights are on but there very dimmed.

I turn and look at his face and see his mouth open in shock and tears forming in his eyes.

I keep a hold of his hand and take him to the table and pull out the chair and sit him down.

Deep breaths.

"I-I don't w-want to m-m-mess this u-up with my s-s-stutter," I mumble as I sit down.

"Your not going to," he says to me as he grabs both my hands in his.

"Okay, I b-brought you h-h-here to t-talk to you, you about s-s-something. E-ever since I-I-I first s-saw you in h-highschool y-years a-ago I t-thought you w-w-were the m-most handsome man I h-have e-ever s-seen," I say trying not to stutter to much.

"I w-wanted to g-g-get to know you a-and p-p-possibly be f-friend. Y-years went on a-a-and I g-got to k-know y-you. The r-real y-y-you. You were s-so h-humble and c-confident and a-a-affable. Y-you we're so u-u-unapologetically y-you and I a-admired t-that," I continue and his eyes well up with tears again.

Why is he sad?

"Y-you n-never made me f-f-feel less t-than f-for my s-stutter. Y-you g-gave me u-u-undivided a-attention and it m-made m-me get t-t-these f-feelings in m-m-my belly. B-butterflies is w-what it w-w-was," I say and he smiles as a year rolls down his face.

"Y-you m-m-made me f-feel so l-l-loved and I g-got hooked on y-y-you. L-like a d-d-drug. W-when I f-first s-seen you I s-s-swear it w-was love at f-first s-s-sight. T-the love g-g-grew more when I g-got to k-k-know you," I say.

"N-now I'm just I-I-infatuated with y-you. I-I'm u-u-utterly obsessed w-with y-y-you and I d-don't w-want it t-to stop. I-im a e-e-enigma. I-I can't e-e-even u-understand myself, yet y-you work s-so hard t-t-to understand m-me. And y-you d-do," I say as tears brimmed my eyes.

"I h-had to u-u-use Pinterest t-to a-ask what t-this strong f-f-feeling for you w-was. It is l-love. I-I am w-w-without a d-doubt I-in love w-with you. I-if I ever l-l-lost y-you I think I w-would d-die. I-I can't u-understand my f-f-feeling most of t-the time but I-I-I know t-this," I say and take a breath.

"I k-know I a-am strongly I-in l-love with you,"

Uttering those words was scary for me. I don't do feelings like this.

I don't understand my feelings most days.

"I b-brought you h-h-here to a-ask you s-s-something. So, O-Oliver, the l-l-love of m-my life, t-the o-one person w-w-who understands m-me. W-will you b-be my b-b-boyfriend? P-please?," I ask him nervously as I look at him.

He has tears flowing down his face with as he stares at me with a mix of happiness and confusion.

I think?

"Yes, of course. I love you so much," he says as he hugs me.

I melt into his embrace and wrap my arms around his waist as his goes around me neck.

He leans back and attaches his lips to mine.

Our lips move in perfect sync as we hold eachother as close as we can.

Our lips move in sync as my tongue prods his lips for entrance.

He opens his mouth as my tongue moves into his mouth.

Our tongues swirl around eachother as we breath in eachothers comfort.

Oliver moans into the kiss and I unattach my lips from his.

"Let's continue this at your place and I'll get someone to get all my new stuff from this room," he says and I nod my head.

As he walks away I smack his ass and he jumps.

"Don't be dirty until we get home," he says with a smirk and I laugh.

We walk out of the school and into the car.

I keep my hand on his thigh the whole way home as I wait in anticipation for some sort of relief as my dick strains against my pants.

His leg bounces in anticipation.

I drive quickly to my apartment wanting to touch him so badly.

Not long after we make it into the house and I open my door and get out and he gets out quickly too.

When the door opens I close it and lock it before pinning him against the wall.

I instantly attach my lips to his and kiss him feverishly.

His wrists are pinned above his head as I slot my leg between his.

He starts to whimper into the kiss and I pull back.

"I need more," he says as his hips buck in the air.

I drop one of his wrists from my hand and move my hand down.

I push my chest against his and attach our lips again before rubbing my hands against his clothed bulge.

He starts to buck his hips against my hand.

I move my hand to his jeans before unbuttoning them and putting my hand straight into the waistband of his underwear.

I grab onto his length before I start to stroke him in his boxers.

"Enzo," he moans out breathlessly as he unattached his lips from mine.

I move my other hand away from his wrist and into his hair and pulling it.

"Mmm please," he says as I continue to stroke him slowly.

He moves his hands to my pants and unbuttons my pants.

He moves his hands to my underwear and slides his hand inside my underwear.

He grabs onto my engorged length and starts to stroke my slowly.

I roll my head back feeling a little bit of relief.

We continue to stroke eachother as I pull on his hair.

"Oh god, Enzo," he moans out and i whimper when he speeds up his movements.

I start to buck my hips into his hand needing more.

I stroke him faster wanting him to find his release.

I move my hand from his hair to his throat as I stroke him impossibly faster.

His eyes roll to the back of his head as he moans incoherent words.

"Enzo, please, I'm close," he says as his head rolls back and fourth against the wall.

He moves his hand faster as I feel my release coming as my legs start to shake.

"Ahhh," he moans out as he he comes. His body slumps a little as he wraps his free arm around my shoulder to keep himself up.

He continues to squeeze and stroke my length as he moves his thumb to brush over my tip.

It takes a few more strokes before I tip over the edge.

The euphoric feeling washes over me as I finish all inside my pants and on his hands.

I still as I ride out my high before moving my hands to the back of his thighs and lift him up.

Wrapping his arms and legs around me I carry him upstairs to my room.

When we get in I throw him onto the bed as he stares at me with lust evident in his eyes.

"No playing around," I say to him and he lets out a shaky breath.

I don't stutter when I'm aroused...

I crawl on the bed and undress him quickly.

Pulling his pants and shirt off I quickly flip him into his hands and knees.

I undress myself before going to the nightstand and grabbing what I need.

I'm painfully hard again.

I crawl onto the bed behind and grab onto my dick before rolling on the condom and adding some lube to it and to him.

I grab onto his hips and align myself before harshly thrusting into him without warning.

"Oh god," he whimpers as his head drops down.

I continue to roughly hold his hips as i ram into him harshly as our hips hit into one another.

I groan out feeling him tightly wrapped around me.

"Faster, please," he says and I laugh lowly.

I start to thrust into him faster hitting him harder in a faster pace.

I move my hand up his back before grabbing his hair and pulling his head back roughly.

He moans loudly from the pain and pleasure.

I keep hitting him harder and deeper each time before I hit his prostate.

"Oh my god right there," he moans out as I keep one hand on his hip and one on his hair.

I groan out as I massage his prostate and hit him deeper each time as he squeezes me harder.

He's suffocating me and I can't help but moaning.

I move my other hand to his dick and start pumping his length along with me thrusting into him ferociously.

"Enzo, it's to much," he says as he looks back at me with tears rolling down his face.

"You can and you will take it like a good boy," I say to him with a groan as I feel the knot in my belly start to form.

I start moving harder and slower making meaningful thrusts as I chase my orgasm.

I pull his hair impossibly harder and stroke him faster as I feel him panting.

The knot grows tighter as I feel myself almost tipping over the edge.

"Are you close baby?," I ask him and he nods his head hazily.

My slow and deliberate thrust have my slowly massaging his prostate as I stroke him fast causing him to tip over the edge and come all over my hand.

I thrust into him a few more times before the knot comes undone and release into the condom.

I hunch over onto him before pulling out and discarding of the condom.

I lay on my back and pull him into my chest as his breath slowly evens out as the tears roll down his face still.

I wrap my arms tightly around him and hold him close as he hugs my chest.

"You o-okay, b-baby?," I ask him and he laughs.

"Besides the fact that I can't walk or sit down for a week I'm perfectly okay," he says to me and I smile.

"Why w-we're y-y-you crying?," I ask him and he shakes his head.

"No I wasn't sad. When the pleasure gets to intense tears start to come down my face but it's not sad," he says and i nod my head and kiss his temple.

"Since I'm your boyfriend now can I ask you a favor?," he asks me and I nod my head.

"Can you try to talk to Greyson. He doesn't like me he liked Nalani. I can be with you right now and you can text him. I don't want him I want you, I love you so you have no need to be mad at him," he says and I roll my eyes.

"O-okay hand m-m-me my p-phone," I say and he does.

I unlock my phone and go to messages.

Greyson 🙄:

Me:

Hi. Can we talk?

Greyson 🙄:

Of course. What's up man?

Me:

I'm sorry for being mean to you. Ik you don't want Oliver I just didn't like you being close to him so I reacted horribly and I apologize.

Greyson 🙄:

It's all good, I understand.

Do you think we could maybe be friends?

If you want if not I understand.

I'm sorry again.

Me:

Yeah, sure.

It's okay don't worry about it.

We're good.

I shut off my phone and look back to Oliver.

"H-here. R-read t-t-this," I tell him and hand him my phone.

He reads it and nods.

"It's perfect baby. Thank you for doing that, I didn't want anymore drama," he says and I nod my head.

"T-tare a n-nap. I k-know I wore y-y-you out," I say to him and he laughs.

"Don't give yourself all the credit I was active today so I tired myself out. But I will take a nap right now your very comfy and I'm tired," he says to me and I laugh lightly as he cuddled closer to me.

After a while he slowly starts to fall asleep as I hold him close relishing in his warmth.

I hug him close and kiss his head a few times.

He's everything I've ever wanted and I can't believe that he is mine.

After a while I lay there with him I slowly start to fall asleep holding my boy in my arms.

I'm so grateful for him.

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Here is chapter 20! This was the surprise.

I'm not good at smut like this but I tried my best.

I finished 'archers voice' and I wanted to cry a little bit.

For those who get confused Aulora and Kai aren't together their relationship its mostly lust and they are now realizing their feelings soon!

Hope you enjoyed the chapter, thank you for all the support. I love you, see you next time -addyson <333