Kissing him again after months of missing him felt like the most amazing feeling in the world, and she was so overcome with emotion she was crying as she attacked his mouth and he attacked hers. Her heart leaped and her insides fluttered from feeling his lips on hers again. That was the feeling she had been missing so bad. That adrenaline rush that felt like fireworks going off and like your heart could explode and your entire body could just float right off the ground. That's how being kissed was supposed to make you feel.

Her hands rubbed across his firm chest and down his biceps as her heart pounded. He stood up from his kneeling position on the floor in front of her and grasped his hands around her stomach, lifting her up into his arms.

She wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck as their tongues collided against each other, making her entire body ignite as he deepened the kiss while holding her. She hadn't even realized how desperately she had missed him until she was here, being held in his arms and pressed against his strong body as she looked into his dark blue eyes, hearing his smooth deep voice, smelling his cologne and feeling his touch on her skin. All of that longing she felt for him over those three months had built up to such a level that being here with him and knowing that he was in love with her too was so overwhelming, like every Christmas morning lumped into one moment.

He sat down on the edge of the bed with her straddling his lap and she closed her eyes and melted into his kiss, running a hand through his hair as he held her body close, gripping onto her hips. As they kissed she felt his hardness growing against her and she pressed herself forward, grinding against it. He groaned with desire, tightening the grip on her waist as he pressed his hardness firmly against her crotch, kissing her desperately. He pulled back from their kiss panting and studied her face.

He looked into her eyes and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Her heart was pounding with adrenaline as she looked into his unbelievably gorgeous face, and she felt a stronger yearning than she had ever felt. She got a mischievous smile on her face before saying, "I would REALLY love to fuck my boyfriend right now."

A smile crept over his face and he laughed. "You have no idea how relieved I am to hear you say that."

"Who said I was talking about you?" she teased, raising an eyebrow with a smirk.

He laughed to himself as he leaned in close to her lips and whispered, "Always the smart ass Berk. Just like me. That's why I love you."

Hearing him say that gave her butterflies in her stomach and put a smile on her face and she said, "I love you too. Let's never fight like that again. That was the most miserable three months of my entire life."

"Mine too," he whispered, before covering her lips with his.

He stood up off the bed slowly, holding onto her waist and standing her up in front of him. He reached down and peeled off her shirt, looking down at her large breasts with hungry eyes. As he unclasped the back of her bra and slid the straps down her arms she could tell by how wide his pupils were, how much he had missed seeing them.

She grabbed at the bottom of his shirt and pulled it off over his head, taking in the view of his six pack and then looking back up into his eyes that were gazing down into hers, making her heart swell. She loved him so much. She knew there could never be another man that she would love as much as him as long as she lived. She stepped forward, wrapping her arms around his neck, pulling him down into a kiss and feeling his bare chest pressing against her breasts sent a shiver across her skin.

As he kissed her he pulled in at the arch of her back bringing her body against his and she could feel his hardness pressing into her. She reached down and rubbed her hand on it and she felt it twitch as he groaned into her mouth, making her want him even more because she could feel how much he wanted her too.

"Damn, I want you so bad," she panted, only separating from his mouth long enough to speak those words as she desperately grabbed at the button and zipper of his pants and dropped them down before pulling down his boxer briefs, freeing his long, hard erection.

He kicked his pants off his feet and then walked her backwards, laying her down onto the bed where he pulled her jeans off and threw them before sliding down her underwear and tossing them within a second.

"We'll get to that, but I need to warm you up first," he said with a flirty smile.

She clasped her knees together tight, blocking his access.

He gave her a little sexy smirk as he took her knees in his hands and said, "Relax and trust me." The same thing he said to her the first time they had sex.

That made her smile as she relaxed her knees and let them fall open, looking into his midnight blue eyes. His gaze left hers and looked down, taking in the view in front of him with a look in his eyes, like a carnivore looking at a steak. It made the spot between her legs tingle and he looked back up into her eyes and kept them locked on as he bent down very slowly and got closer to that spot. The anticipation was torturous.

He ran his tongue along her slit from bottom to top and then massaged it against her clit and it was so overwhelming, she closed her eyes and clasped her hand over her mouth to stifle the moan she needed to let out. She didn't want the entire house full of people to know what was going on in here. Seeing her struggle so much made a smirk appear on his face and he looked up into her eyes as he flicked his tongue against her clit before closing his lips around it and sucking.

She closed her eyes and sucked in air, squeezing a handful of his hair, overwhelmed by how good he felt. Then he hummed softly, making his tongue start vibrating against her and she groaned quietly. She knew he was enjoying how tortured she was, holding in the scream that was begging to be let out. He slid his hands under her butt cheeks and tightened the grip on them as his mouth covered the spot between her legs completely and he shook his head back and forth against it.

She slammed her eyes shut, squeezing his hair in her grip again, feeling her stomach muscles tensing up. She felt a pressure building up inside, threatening to send her spiraling into ecstasy as her heart raced and she panted.

"Are you gonna get off for me baby," he whispered against her before sliding two fingers inside and pumping them in and out while his tongue took long strokes up and down across her clit. She gasped and squeezed his hair tighter as the build up of pleasure inside reached a climax and she couldn't take anymore.

She squeezed her eyes shut tight as she felt her stomach muscles clench up and then her entire body trembled as an explosion surged inside, sending a tidal wave of electricity and heat over her. Her skin tingled and her heart raced as she laid there panting.

She whispered, 'Dean!" feeling a shiver across her skin as her center pulsed and throbbed. "Dean I want you inside me now," she begged.

He climbed on top of her and latched onto her mouth and she closed her eyes, reaching down and taking his length in her hands and guiding it to her entrance. She was desperate for him. She lifted her hips off the bed taking him in, and she gripped onto his butt cheeks pulling him towards her, feeling her insides stretching to accommodate his size again. He slowly went in deeper and he closed his eyes and exhaled.

"Man you're so fucking tight again. It feels like you haven't been with a man in a long time," he said breathlessly. "I thought you and Zander were sleeping together."

"We were. He's ummm. Not near as blessed as you are in the size department," she said, feeling her face flush. "Or any other department for that matter."

He smiled, looking down and studying her face for a second before whispering, "Now I see why you missed me so much."

"There are 10,000 reasons why I missed you. That's just one of the many," she said, looking up into his eyes.

"I missed you too. More than you'll ever know. No other woman could ever compare to how good it feels being with you," he whispered against her lips before covering her mouth with his as he started moving in and out.

She whispered back, "We have to be really quiet because I don't want my family to hear. So don't go too crazy."

"I can be quiet," he laughed. "But can you be?"

"I don't know. I'll try but with you it's gonna be really hard," she said, blushing, with a shy smile..

"I guess I'll just have to be gentle this time but trust me, I'm making up for that next time," he said, making her insides explode and her heart beat faster.

He covered her mouth with his and started moving in and out slowly, gently and then he raised his head and looked down into her eyes, studying her face as he moved back and forth. It gave her butterflies in her stomach to look into his eyes and his face like this while he was inside her. It was so much more intimate and personal.

He looked down at her face for a minute before holding still and saying, "So now that we're actually together you can stop picturing I'm someone else when we do this."

She laughed. "I have never pictured I was with someone else when I was with you Dean."

She laughed awkwardly and bit her bottom lip before saying, "You know, you asked me one time what I thought about when I masturbate. I didn't want to tell you the truth because the answer was you," she smiled shyly, looking down before raising her eyes slowly and looking into his. "You're the one I've always wanted but I just didn't think I had a chance to get."

He searched her eyes, laying there inside her and said, "Well you were wrong. You got me. I'm all yours."

Hearing that made her heart leap and her eyes water.

"Deep down I think I've always known you were the one I was meant to end up with but I was too scared to admit it to myself for years. I tried to deny and ignore how I was feeling."

"Why?" she asked.

"Because I thought there was no way you felt the same way and I didn't want to mess up our friendship and freak you out and lose you if I said something."

"Really?" she asked with watery eyes. She couldn't believe that all these years he had liked her too.

"Yeah," he whispered. "But I'm done ignoring and denying how I feel about you. These three months without you made me realize that there's no way I could ever live without you. You're the one I want to spend my life with."

Hearing that made her eyes water even more, and she blinked her tears away as she looked up into his gorgeous dark blue eyes, feeling her heart melt. She loved this man so much it hurt. He brushed a hair off of her face and looked down into her eyes.

"I love you so much Berkley," he said softly.

Her heart skipped a beat and she sniffled and said, "I love you too Dean."

She had always dreamed of hearing him say 'I love you' in a non-friend, romantic love kind of way but she never thought it would happen. Her bottom lip started to tremble as a tear rolled down her cheek. She felt so emotional it was overwhelming. She just wrapped her arms around his neck and covered his mouth with hers and kissed him like she had never kissed him before.

She clung to his shoulders as they kissed like she was afraid if she let go she would wake up and realize this had all been a dream and he still wasn't speaking to her. That she would wake up and still be with Zander and be miserable. But she didn't wake up and this was no dream.