DIEGO'S POV.

I let out a sigh, wanting to take a nap, a very long nap. I have not slept in the past two days, and I feel exhausted.

Both my legal and illegal businesses are doing good. And I have been correcting the few errors that Hunter did, but I will not tell him about it.

He did his best to help and I know telling him that he did something wrong will hurt him. I do not need him to feel broken, mentally broken.

A knock comes from the door, making me pause with my work. I shout a come in, putting the pen on the table.

Surprise filling my body when I see Siara. I have not seen Siara in three days, and I know that she was ignoring me.

She has been giving me the cold shoulder, and it all started when we came back from the basement.

A small part of me tells me that I have blown my chances with her. It hurts me to admit that she might be scared of me. But I do not regret showing her the other side of me.

Siara seeing my flaws now is better then her seeing my flaws later on in life. If she still wants me in her life, I will be happy.

I already know that I want to spend eternity with her.

A man does not need to take years to decide if he loves someone, and he does not need to spend years deciding that he wants to spend his life with someone.

I know that my feelings for Siara are strong, and I doubt if anything can make them disappear.

I watch as she closes the door, walking towards me with a small smile on her face.

I can not help but admire how beautiful she is; her beauty adds on with every passing day.

Siara stands with a cookie jar in her hands. She walks closer to me, standing in front of me as she stretches her hands forward.

I confusingly look at her, not knowing what to do. I am no fan of sweets, and everyone in the house knows that. Nevertheless, I find myself slowly stretching my hands in her direction.

Siara's smile gets bigger as she hands me the cookies. I can see the excitement in her eyes, making her face glow.

My heart swells with happiness as I watch her smile. But her smile does not reduce my confusion, I still do not know what I am suppose to do with the cookies.

"What are these for?" I find myself asking, looking at her with furrowed eyebrows.

It is rare for me to show my emotions, but Siara and Hunter just make me feel emotions, which I can not hide.

Hunter usually makes me feel annoyed, and sometimes happy. He is my brother, and I believe people that have siblings relate to me.

Siara makes me happy, confused, and Happy. Her presence makes me feel giddly. Her smile is contagious. The way her eyes sparkle when she smiles makes me fall in love.

I want to worship her body when she does her little dances. Everything about her is perfect in my eyes. I just know that she is the one for me.

"I made them for you.... I made them because I wanted to apologize," She says, her smile still present.

But I can see the sadness that is hidden behind the smile, which makes me feel curious.

"Why are you apologizing??" I ask. I can see her chewing on the inside of her cheek, one of her many habits when she is nervous.

"Because I ghosted you," She says as she looks at the floor. "I needed space to think, and I ended up ignoring you in the process.... and that was so wrong," She continues, glancing at me. "I do know about violence, and I am familiar with it..... But the violence I saw in the basement is different from what I am used to. And the worst part is that I saw you being violent, which is rare.... I got to see a different side of you, and I have to admit, that I got a bit scared."

I sigh out loud, leaning more into the chair, pulling her on my laps in the process.

I can tell that she is shocked by the way she freezes, her big beautiful doll eyes going wide, as her lips part.

She straddles my laps, her hands landing on my shoulders and my hands settling on her waist. I can feel myself having a boner, but I choose to ignore it as I stare into her eyes.

"I know that you aren't used to that side of me, and I don't know if I want you to be used," I find myself saying as she looks at me confusingly.

"What do you mean by that?" She asks with confusion in her voice. I want to sugarcoat the situation, but I find myself telling her what I really feel.

"I don't want you to be part of such a dangerous life, and a small part of me knows that you might leave. I do not want to put you in such a situation, knowing that I might not always protect you, I will try my very best, and I know I can die saving your life. But I can never force you into this crazy lifestyle. I do not regret showing you that part of my life, because that is a part of me..... You might choose to leave me, and I know that I would cheer for you. Your decision is up to you, and like I said.... I will wait for you for as long as you want me to. I want to have you, but only when you are willing to accept everything about me, and I promise to accept everything about you as well: flaws and all." I ramble, looking at her in the eyes.

The room is in silence, and I can tell that she is deep in thought. I do not say anything, because I know she needs to think about what I have said. I will not take my words back because I know I meant them.

My eyes widen as Siara's lips unexpectedly land on mine, her eyes shut. It takes a moment, but I close my eyes as well, my lips molding perfectly with Siara's.

Siara's hand lands on the back of my head, which makes me pull her closer. Our lips move so perfectly together. I want to stay like this forever.

But my wishes do not always come true, and this time it is because of one thing: which is my bulge, which is directly lined up with Siara's lady part.

Siara pulls away from me, her eyes wide. I can see the shock on her face, and the way she wiggles around does not help.

My eyes close as I hold her waist tightly. Siara continues wiggling around, and I end up releasing a moan, which is like encouragement to her. She continues wiggles around, till we are interrupted.

"Diego!" I hear a shout which makes me snap my eyes open, groaning in frustration.

Siara quickly leaves my lap, standing a distance away. I want to pull her back to me, but she quickly shakes her head.

"I have to go now," She says as Hunter enters the room. I sigh knowing that she will give me the cold shoulder again.

But I am left surprised when she walks back to me, pecking my cheek. I lift my hand wanting to pull her back to me, but she manages to escape.

I watch as she runs away, her figure disappearing, like she was never here.

Not so innocent thoughts start forming in my head as I remember what happened moments ago. I want to do so many things to her. I want to have her in my arms, I want to hear her moan my name.

I snap back to reality when I hear a throat clearing. I look to the side, my eyes landing on Hunter, who has a big smile on her face.

"Did you have fun?" He asks, wiggling his eyebrows at me. He moves to grab a cookie from the jar, bitting from it.

I get the pen I had in my hands a while back, throwing it at him as a response.

He manages to dodge it, laughing as he throws himself on the sofa, the cookie still in his hand.

Idiot.