This morning I did his tie as usual and he went to work after taking his breakfast.

I tied my hair in a loose ponytail, a smile of satisfaction formed on my lips. I decided to go out today.

It's been days since I stepped out of the house, it's boring to stay here all day. I have my complete day planned.

First I'll go to a book store and get some novels, then visit a bakery which is close by and it's so good. After that I'll go to any nearby study cafe or library, and after that a dinner date with myself and then back home.

Going out to eat alone is something that I've loved for a long time, it's how I give myself treat. It's quiet good, visiting places my yourself, dinner dates with yourself.

Living alone is a part of growing up.

I grabbed my purse and bag and walked down. I decided not to take the car because the places I'm going to visit are at walking distance.

.......

I stabbed the keys in, twisted, the door opened and I went inside closing it behind my back.

Just as I was removing my shoes I heard footsteps descending down the stairs.

"Pihu" I looked up and saw Samir standing on the last stair, his hands in his pockets.

"Are you that stupid? You went out without informing me, do you even know how worried I was for you? We don't even have each other's contact what if something had happened to you? And look at the time where the hell were you for so long?" He was trying not to raise his voice but I knew he was really mad and frustrated.

I kept my phone and handbag on couch and replied. "I was just at the library, stop worrying about me I can take care of myself, I've been doing it from years"

I don't know why but I felt like not arguing with him, I just wanted to sleep right now.

"I didn't know where you were or with whom you were, how can I not worry?" His voice could be heard all around the house, I looked at him with sharp eyes and replied.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not used of it, I never had someone to wait for me at home or to look after me" I kept my voice low and walked upstairs taking my phone with me. I heard him call my name twice but I didn't reply.

I locked the door and went in to the bathroom, there was no need to welcome me with all this. I was feeling so happy to have such a good time after a long time but he just had to ruin it like this.

A deep breathe escaped my mouth and I turned on the shower letting the cold water fall on my skin.

I did it again didn't I? I acted like a grump for no reason, he was just worried about me and I... Ugh.

Stupid Pihu

What if he starts hating me now?

What is he stops talking to me?

I couldn't help but cry, turning off the shower I dried my body. I need to get a good sleep right now. I lied down on bed with my eyes feeling heavy. Why did I do that again?

I wiped my wet eyes and closed them trying not to cry. Keyword 'trying', tears rolled down my cheeks and I couldn't help but sob.

I heard the a knock on the door, I quickly wiped my eyes and went to open the door.

"Pihu" I did not look at him, I was sure my eyes were swollen, it happens every time I cry. I hummed in response "Are you okay?" Stop being so sweet to me, even after I shouted at him for no reason he's the one approaching me first.

I nodded, he held my chin and made me look at him. I could see the sadness in his eyes when he saw my face.

"have you been crying" I did not say anything just looked away "why?" He hugged me tight and I inhaled his scent which surprisingly made me feel calm.

What is he doing to me?

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