He picked me up in his arms which made me too stunned to react. He sat on the bed with me on his lap.

Stop it please.

"Look at me" I did and his eyes softened as soon as they met mine. "how long have you been crying for? Your eyes look swollen" I felt his hand on my cheek and stroked it with his thumb.

A light sigh left my lips, his hands cupped my face and he pecked my forehead. "stop crying love"

This is the first time he used this word for me and the way it slipped from his lips was just so tempting. It made me feel butterflies.

"whatever have happened with you is in the past don't let it affect your present, and now you have me, I am there to look after you and I promise to be with you forever, everyday I drive back home I keep thinking about you, I always have the keys with me but still I wait for you to open the door and greet me with your sweet voice which is enough to release all the tension from my body" I was staring at him with wide eyes, he pecked my cheek and pulled me closer our forehead almost touching "I know it's been only 4 or 5 days but you have a huge effect on me, every little moment of yours makes me feel things, your voice, your scent, your face, every part of you. You have so much control over me that it makes me scared to even think about it." I looked down and he took a deep breathe. "I hope it won't make you uncomfortable around me"

He hugged me and I willingly wrapped my arms around him, tightly.

"I'm sorry" I muttered as he tried to let go off the hug but I didn't leave him, I can't say it while looking at him. "I've never been loved by anyone, my own parents never wanted me. My mom hated me and she never talked to me like a mother, she made me feel useless all the time. She sent me to boarding school when I was 8 and rarely visited me, she called once a month and asked 'grades, fees, upcoming expenditure'. I remember I locked myself in the bathroom and cried when I saw my roommates facetime their mothers every day and tell them everything in detail" A sad chuckle left my mouth as I continued "I just had a few friends whom I lost when I shifted school. I am not used of being around sweet people and all this is so new to me, you make me feel a certain type of way and it scares me, I'm afraid of letting my guards down, I have never trusted anyone in my life, I've never loved anyone, I've never felt these things that I feel with you. It's all so new and it scares me. I know I feel things for you but I'm afraid to accept it, I'm sorry for being such a disappointment"

I sobbed and hugged him tighter "Don't hate me for being this way, I promise I'll change" I felt his hand stroking my hairs.

"I can never bring myself to hate you, don't even think that I'll stop loving you" He pulled away and looked at me with so much adoration in his eyes that I wanted to kiss the hell out of him.

What did I just say?

He tilted his head to one side and looked at me with some confusion on his face. "What are you thinking about? I can see you blushing"

I cleared my throat and looked away. "nothing"

He chuckled "you should sleep now, and don't stress yourself by overthinking" My hands were still around his neck and his rested on my waist, it was now that I actually paid attention to the position we were in and again a blush crept up my cheeks.

I was sitting on his lap all this time.

"Pihu, what are you even thinking? Stop blushing"

"I.. just" I got up from his lap and stood in front of him "we should sleep" He lied down on the bed, I stood there looking at him like a fool.

Stupid he wants to sleep with you!

I lied down on my back staring at the ceiling. He moved closer wrapping his hand around my waist and bringing me closer to him.

"Dad organized a party on Saturday so you'll have to go for shopping tomorrow with mom, sleep tight" He was so close to me that his lips touched my ears as he spoke. I felt a shiver run down my spine. I could feel his breathe near my ear and it freed all the animals inside my stomach.

"will you be there too?" I was so weak by his effect right now, my voice was so low.

"do you want me to go with you?" He asked looking at me, I turned my head to look at him and replied.

"Yes, but it's okay if you have work"

"I'll take off for you" He kissed my temple and I smiled. "Good night"

"Good night" I closed my eyes and felt his lips on my forehead.

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I AM IN LOVE WITH SAMIR!!! HOW CAN A PERSON BE SO SWEET??