Josie P.O.V

I had just graduated college with a bachelors degree in accounting 2 years back. When I got my college degree,I thought I would finally have a chance to build my life again,I would get a job, buy a house and car and maybe adopt a little girl because after Maxwell broke me,I wasn't ready to let the walls I had built around myself as regard romance crash down.

I was determined to live my whole life without a man in it. I would die a virgin. That's what i would say to myself every morning in the mirror.

But luck wasn't on my side. I had made applications to almost all companies in my town but received no feedback.

"Why is this happening to me?" I asked myself. "I have all the qualifications its takes to work in any of the big business companies but why is there no one getting back to me. ?" I cried.

I graduated college with a first class honors,merits and with many certificates of excellence. All these were my hope of acquiring my dream job. But it seems life had other plans for me.

Thinking of this made my emotions get out of place. I wished my dad was still alive to help me out. I wished I had a friend to talk to. I wished my mum and siblings were not locked up in their own worlds. All these broke me.I ended up thinking of something i thought i would never wish for or made myself believe i would never wish for..........

I wish i had a man to make me feel special and loved.

I cried myself to sleep that night.