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"I want you!" I said to her as I pushed her against the wall of my bedroom with a thud. Her tiny fingers were already finding their way into the rim of my pants, slightly caressing my V. I pushed my groin onto her lower body, letting her feel exactly how much she had turned me on with her dirty words. Fuck that shit always drives me insane.

A gasped escaped from her beautiful mouth as I pushed myself into her even further. "Fuck me." She whispered in my ear, sending uncontrollable shivers down my spine and when her tongue slid down my neck, leaving a wet trail behind it I almost exploded then and there.

"How do you want me to fuck you? I need to hear you say it." I gasped at the thought of getting to a high inside of here before I had started.

"In the shower. I want you to have me in the shower Lukas." And that's all I needed to hear as I gently pulled her T-shirt over her head, her eyes looking at me filled with lust when I threw it on the floor next to us. She stood in front of me, her chest bare and the skin on her cheeks looking incredibly blushed. My hand latched onto her rosy cheeks pulling her completely against me, and I had her where I wanted her to be. Pinned against the wall and her breast pressed against my chest.

"I want to kiss your lips." I whispered. They were parted, and they just looked so inviting, so full and it made me wonder about all the things I want those lips to do to me.

"You don't have to ask." And at the moment she finished her sentence I moved in closer until my soft lips touched hers and it felt like I was never going to recover from that feeling. Her mouth was already parted which made it easy to glide my tongue in, caressing hers while her hands where unbuttoning my jeans. When her fingers made contact with my hardness over my boxers I whimpered at her touch, which felt like I had been waiting for it for too long. Fuck.

"How does that feel?" She whispered against my lips while her hand was cupping my excitement down below. I pull her bottom lip between my teeth which is making her cup it harder, her tiny hands barely fitting over all of it. It's getting way to hot in here. I pulled my T-shirt over my head and threw it onto the floor. The way she's looking at me, want glazed over her eyes I can't resist it anymore. I need her. I unzip her skirt and let it fall down at her feet as she kicks off her shoes, leaving her only in black lacy underwear which in my mind isn't going to stay on very long.

"Don't make me wait any longer, I want to make you scream my name." Without hesitation she pushes my jeans down and I quickly step out of them before grabbing her thighs, lifting her up as I carry her to the bathroom. Both of us get rid of our underwear as we step in the shower, the water already hot.

I slide her long hair to the side before placing kisses on her collarbone which caused her to let her head fall back with pleasure. I was trying to grasp the fact that things escalated so quickly but this girl was definitely something else.

Her hands pushed against my wet chest, water streaming down on the both of us. With one finger against my body she pushed me back until my back hit the cold tiles of my shower. She's taking control, that's unusual. I kind of like it, it feels good to be wanted. Her lips smashed onto mine and soon her tongue was claiming all of me, kissing me vigorously. Her hands were sliding down to the part of me that was wanting her the most at this moment, hard as a rock and ready to do whatever it was made for.

As one of her hands wrapped around me, I hissed with pleasure. "Fuck, that feels..." I couldn't even find the words to finish my sentence as it was nothing I had ever felt. She's so freaking good at this. As her hand was sliding over me repeatedly, I buried my hands in her long-wet hair pulling her face towards me to burry myself in the curve of her neck, kissing her sensitive skin softly but eagerly.

"Luke, make love to me." She whispered and I lose my cool at her saying my name. I turned us around so now she was pinned against the wall as water streamed over her breasts. One of her hands guided me to her pleasure spot and I let my fingers discover every inch of it, sliding them into her wetness.

"You're so ready for me." I whispered as she gasped when one of my fingers slid deeper into her. I can't do this any longer, if I don't have her now, I will explode into a thousand pieces. I let my fingers pleasure her a bit longer before I slightly lift her up to align our bodies. Her hands grip onto my back pulling me closer to her as her lips kiss the skin under my ear.

I pin her firmly against the wall to make it easier for me to hold onto her wet skin. My lips gently touched hers while sliding my tip into her soft folds, the feeling taking me out of my daze. Fucking hell, I can't do this! I want this to be real.

***

I could have gone home with that girl Jess from class, but instead I decided to let my mind wander of and fantasize about the one girl that left me hanging after my sexting plan backfired. I didn't want to jeopardize my chances at seeing how things could work out for Bella and I. We're not together, or at least we haven't called it anything yet, neither of us, which had me thinking if she wanted it to be more than what it was, whatever it was, I didn't really have a name for it, all I know is that's is something special, at least to me.

After a long day of classes, daydreaming of Bells during lunchbreak and trying to shake that girl Jess off I was exhausted and disappointed when I saw Bella still hadn't answered my text and I didn't know what to make of it.

I flopped down on the couch, letting my body fall into the softness of too many pillows. I don't think I have ever wanted someone so badly and it was killing me slowly. If I don't have her, I don't think I can ever feel the same for someone else... What if she's it, you know the one I could grow old with, making me happy until I die, and she doesn't want me? What do I do then? I'm screwed, I'm so fucking screwed!! Maybe I'm going too fast for her to keep up?

I keep staring at my phone, debating whether or not I should text her again... She's driving me insane. I knew the moment I saw her walk into that party with my sister that's there was something special about her. I felt it, the tingles in my stomach, and I was so afraid of admitting it that all I did was be an asshole to her because that's what I knew best. I'm an idiot!

The sound of the door opening pulled me out of my stream of thoughts and self-pity. I turned around to see my sister with two pizza boxes in her hands walking over to the couch.

"What's up Brother?" She said way too happy for my current mood while handing me one of the boxes and flopping next to me on the couch. Pizza! Fuck yes, exactly what I needed to drown my sadness. I know I know, I'm being dramatic, but it runs in the family.

"Nothing..." I scoffed while grabbing a slice of pizza before taking a big bite from it.

"Sexually frustrated?" Mia chuckled before eating her pizza like a pig. The girl really can't eat properly.

"What the fuck Mia. That's none of your business..." I hissed looking at her like I was sending her six feet under.

"It is when you're sexting MY BEST friend." She said dramatically, her mouth still full of pizza. What the... how does she know? "I caught her earlier at the diner blushing at her phone. I just connected the dots and they all ended up with YOU!" She gasped at the end, pointing her finger at me like I committed a crime.

"You saw her at the diner? What did she say?" I asked trying to avoid the awkwardness of confessing the sexting thing to my sister... To anyone but not to her.

"Not going to tell you..." She giggled hiding behind the lid of her pizza box.

"Why not?! What did she tell you?" I needed to know if she told anything specific like why she wasn't answering my text. Another slice of pizza couldn't give me the comfort I was looking for.

"What is it to you?" She said with an evil grin on her face and I knew exactly what she wanted me to say.

"I'll pay for the pizza if you tell me." I sighed, rolling my eyes at her.

'Say no more Lukas, say no more." She giggled, continuing to eat like a starved animal. "She didn't say much about you... she's just afraid to get hurt..." She finally confessed and her words fed the sadness I was feeling deep down in my stomach. She's afraid to get hurt... Maybe that's why she's not replying, maybe I'm going too fast...

"What do I do Mia? I don't want to hurt her, trust me! She's not replying my texts and I don't know what to do..." I was surprised at my confession, but I hoped she could give me some good advice.

"Bella isn't the kind of girl that rushes into things... trust me... Give her time and space brother. Let her come to you and stop with the sexting, she's not one of your casual hookups for god's sake. She's the kind of girl you bring home to mom and dad...threat her like it." She said giving me sisterly advice.

"I know she is, but I have never had I girl like that, you know the one that's worth bringing home..." I exhale deeply, truly confused on what to do next.

"Relax and eat your pizza Lukas and by the way you're coming to Jason's get together tomorrow night. Bella is coming too..." Good to mention it because I wouldn't come near that prick if she wasn't going to be there.

Later that night I almost fell asleep on the couch, but my buzzing phone almost made me fall on the floor and my heart dropped to my feet when I saw who messaged me.

Sorry I was caught up at work... I took that shower though, felt nice but would have been nicer if you were in it with me...

Holy shit! My heart started pounding hard when I read her message. Would have been nicer if you were in it with me... Fuck... I was Snowflake in my fucking dreams. I adjusted myself on the couch, sitting upright. What do I do? "Stop with the sexting" I heard Mia saying repeatedly in my head. "Let her come to you" but she is coming to me... I gave myself some time to do the right thing but by that time she texted again.

Well, if you won't have me in the shower how about a couch, watching Netflix?

Fuck, I'd do anything for that. Fuck, fuck, fuck... Why did Mia have to say to stop the sexting... I can't reply without suggesting sex now... She's too deep into the subject to reply her a random text. It's killing me not to answer but I think it's better not do anything at this point. I tried to keep my mind of Bella by watching some television and it was working until my phone buzzed again.

Snowflake ❄️: I guess I'll have to help myself if you're not answering.

I'm screwed!! And fucking hard just by thinking about it. Why are you torturing me baby?

Why? "She's not one of your casual hookups for god's sake."... "Stop with the sexting."... FUUUUCK.

Fine go ahead and ignore me...

Nhoo Bellaaa, I'm not ignoring you... I'm giving you space... I don't want to mess this up. I'm doing it for us, I want to fucking bring you home to my parents one day.