When I woke up my mind was still as blown as before I closed my eyes. Bells truly amazed me and the way she was my little spoon in the morning was the best way to start the day. As the sun peeked through the curtains and the golden shine made her blonde locks sparkle, I breathed slowly thinking about how things have turned out between us.

Her words from yesterday were still on my mind, when she said she never hated me, while at the time I really thought she did. All the mean words I said to her, the way I acted, she must really love me if she's able to forget about that. Even though I knew from the beginning I was as good as a goner for her, I was too proud to admit it, but now I can't imagine it being any other way. My body showed exactly what I was thinking as I found myself tightening my arms around her.

"Lukas you're squeezing me." Her faint voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

"I can't help it. You're so adorable. You stink but you're adorable." I joked, pulling her on top of me, trying to contain myself when her naked skin melted perfectly with mine, wanting to start the day as yesterday's finished.

She rolled her sleepy eyes at me, her makeup slightly smudged under her eyes, but I thought she was beautiful either way. "Well than that makes both of us then, only you're not adorable, you just stink." She said, her eyes glistening with mischief. Little devil.

I pulled my arms around her and rolled us closer to the edge of the bed, struggling to grab her without hurting my ribs but it was worth holding back every groan. My feet hit the ground and with her in my arms, her legs around my waste, I pulled us of the bed.

"Lukas!" She squealed at the speed of my actions. "What are you doing?" Her voice echoed through the room and if anything, my ears wanted to hear that voice every morning for the rest of my life.

I walked both of us to my bathroom, putting her down at the edge of the sink, wide enough to lay her down if I wanted to. "Taking you in the shower." I whispered, my hands pushing her hair out of her face before unexpectedly and wildly attacking her lips, my goal to surprise her attained. Her legs wrapped around me pulling me closer, my hardness already throbbing against her panties. Fuck she can really make me want her any time of the day.

Her hands reached for my jaw as mine wrapped around her waist, pulling her against me but she pushed me back. "Taking me in the shower?" She said against my lips before pulling my bottom lip between her teeth. I love it when she does that.

I pulled myself to freedom before grazing my tongue over her lips, my hips meeting hers and putting pressure on her spot. "Mmh uh yes. Take. You. In. The. Shower." I whisper in her ear before taking her earlobe between my teeth, letting in slowly slide between them, begging her for an answer.

She chuckled, her laugh echoing through the bathroom which sparked a sense of happiness in me. "Lukas, I think mother nature still has another opinion on that activity." She said, kissing my cheek before looking at me with playful eyes. Fuck! I want her so much; she just looks to damn sexy not to.

I pull back, looking her straight in the eye with a growing smirk on my lips. "Babe, you have a dirty mind. I mean just showering." I playfully roll my eyes trying to wave it off with humor. Fuck me. I stepped out between her legs, my eyes lingering on her.

"And you're the world's biggest liar." She scrunched her nose and it was so cute it only made me want her more.

"Well, what do you want me to say? I fucking want you so badly my dick is screaming right now?" The look on her face was priceless, as she jumped of the sink, an unexpected smile on her lips. "Are you coming or not?" I asked her, eyeing her up, enjoying how exposed yet relaxed she was, she's my girl alright, I'm allowed to do that.

"What do you think? Someone needs to rub that smell off you." She laughed and this was by far one of my favorite moments, just because of how effortless it all felt, like we were perfectly in sync, using each other's humor and speaking each other's language.

Showering with her was harder on my body than I thought it would be, wanting her hands around me like the night before as she soaped me. It was something about mornings that made me extra longing for her because she looked so sexy, like the morning glow accentuated every one of her prefect imperfections, her blonde hair almost golden and a hot mess. Also, the fact, she couldn't stop putting her lips against my skin and caressing my lips with her tongue, didn't make things easier. That's why after she left, I turned the faucet to cold and let the cold water turn down my burning desire a notch or else I wouldn't make it to brunch without convincing mother nature. That bitch.

I walked into my bedroom, my hair still dripping droplets on my shoulders. Bells had already some clothes on and her hair was almost dry and when she turned around my jaw hit the floor. She was wearing the most stunning emerald green dress, modest but still sexy and most of all, very her. I walked over to her, only a towel around my waist. "So, I spent all my time taking an ice-cold shower and then you look like this when I'm done. What a waste of time..." I smiled at her before quickly pecking her cheek.

She bit her lip only making herself more irresistible and by the look on her face she knew it. Her confidence is so freaking sexy! "Keep it in your pants Lukas, we have a brunch to attend." She said, the grin on her face making me want her even more. Jesus, I had to get myself a girlfriend that looks freaking fuckable every minute of the day. I'm so fucking in love with you. I shook the image of having her right here right now out of my head as she disappeared in the bathroom to do her makeup shizzle.

I took a jeans and white dress shirt out of my closet, putting it on and quickly rolling up the sleeves, I couldn't stand the stiffness of these bloody shirts, trapping me completely. I took my towel of the floor, throwing it through my hair to dry it, my hair a messy flop over my forehead. I needed a mirror to fix this mess and when I went into the bathroom Bells was cursing at herself trying to put some makeup on her eye. She held a black pen to her eye, backing out each time after muttering something to herself, the frustration pasted on her face.

"What are you doing?" I wrapped my arms around her waist from behind, her eyes immediately wandering over my shirt.

"I'm trying to put this eyeliner on. I managed on this eye but now I have to do it evenly on the other one and I'm afraid to mess it up." She pouted, sticking out her bottom lip while putting the cap on that pen thing she was holding.

I slid my hands on her hips, turning her around slowly, her backside leaning against the sink. "Let me see." I said, observing the black line on her eyelid. "Hand over that pen thing." I said, basically taking if from her hands. I put the pen between my teeth to take the cap off as my other hand supported her chin, adjusting her face to the light.

"Lukas, you're going to mess up. It's makeup what do you know about that?" She whined when I thoroughly inspected the curve and length of the thin line while she seriously doubted me and my capabilities. It's makeup but drawing a straight black line is nothing more than drawing a tattoo. I can do this!

"Sush! Hold still." I urged her and she put her lips in a straight line, so badly trying to hold in her laugh. I faked my hand shaking as the pen approached her eye and her smile became a dreadful expression and I was enjoying to toy with her like that. I carefully swiped the pen against her eyelid mimicking the shape of her other eye.

She kept her eyes closed, letting the liquid dry. "How does it look?" She carefully asked, pulling up her brows.

"Looks pretty even to me." I smirked at her, after taking the cap from my mouth and putting it in that marker.

She opened her eyes, her gaze surprised. "Really?"

I chuckled, licking my lips with mischief "Nope, I totally messed it up." I laughed at her knowing she would freak out.

"Lukas!" She yelled, smacking my arm before turning around and getting her face as close to the mirror as possible. "You asshole, it's perfect!" She turned around frowning.

"And to think you doubted my skills...Pfff supportive girlfriend I have!" I teased her, rolling my eyes at her before turning around.

"Hey, I support you in everything you do...So, you can curl my hair now too." She laughed, holding up the curling iron, as I turned back around to meet her eyes

"Now, that's too far. Next you're going to ask me to get manicures together. No no not happening." I shook my head, looking at her pout at me and I almost gave in, giving it a try just because of that look on her face.

"I'm just kidding, I wouldn't let you get close to me with that thing." She held up the curling again. 'I don't want to go bald." She laughed and started doing her hair. All I could do was lean against the doorpost and watch her get ready, fascinated by her as I observed her in the mirror. Love is an understatement here.

She looked beautiful, even though I thought the same when she woke up and couldn't barely open her eyes. She always seems to make my jaw drop and the more I look at her, the longer I'm with her the more beautiful I think she is, inside and out.

I took her hand, walking her out of my room as I dragged her onto the mezzanine and all the way down the stairs. Mom was expecting us in the kitchen where she was boiling some eggs, the only thing my dad would let her do in his kitchen. He was busy working up some of his good old magic baking his croissants. Mia and I were pretty spoiled with food, we still are whenever we come over.

Mia was sitting at the cooking island, her fingers tapping away on her phone and I was relieved to see she had a smile pasted on her face.

My mom heard us walking in and she turned around almost dropping an egg on the floor, she was the clumsy type in the kitchen, and my dad absolutely loved it. "Oh, look at them, you both look so nice. Isabella, how did you sleep?"

She started smiling by my side and I knew my mom already loved her from the moment she walked in yesterday, how could she not. "Uuhm, great actually." Bells was surprised, her tone appreciative.

"Good! Have you ever had family brunches?" Mom was just trying to small talk, but I wish she didn't. It infuriated me to think how Bella's parents treated her, and I knew bringing up the subject to her wasn't something she needed in the morning, this morning.

"Mom, watch out or you'll overboil those eggs..." I told her, trying to keep her from asking more questions.

"Oh, yeah. Let's not make Daniel banish me from his kitchen completely." She laughed and returned to focus on those eggs.

"You know I should Margot. You suck in the kitchen." Dad said and the surprised look on Bella's face made my day. I was much like my dad, and I kind of enjoyed hearing his badass stories from when he was younger. He got into trouble more than he has ever baked those freaking croissants and so I guess I got it from him.

"Hi to both of you by the way." He said, blinking an eye at Bells with his oven tray in his hands.

"Hi, those smell amazing!" She answered him, and she was secretly drooling over those pastries, unable to hold her enthusiasm.

"Hey, Bells. Hi, asshole." Mia greeted us, making me roll my eyes with a smirk on my face. At least she was smiling today but then I reminded myself that I had to break her smile and tell her some horrible news. I had to. I had been feeling guilty about it for the past weeks, letting it drag so far to the point she was unhappy, feeling something was up. I hated to break her heart but doing it with my parents around really was my best option, because when Mia's heart breaks it doesn't just break, it shatters and explodes, and only they know how to glue it back together.

Bella walked over to her, taking a seat next to her at the island and they started giggling at something Bells whispered. It was the eyeliner thing I know for sure! That or the fact I was dressed up like a clown working at a bank.

It was only when the bell rung that their giggles turned into a frown, all of us wondering who that could be. "It's those Jehovah witnesses again, they were here last week too. Apparently, they go door to door every Sunday." My mom said, putting the casserole with eggs on a lower temperature before leaving the kitchen.

"Lukas, I could use a helping hand peeling these oranges." My dad urged me with a smirk on his face, knowing it's asking me to do the dirty work.

"Do I look like I'm capable of that?" I said, trying to talk him out of me helping him.

"Nope, but you're doing it anyway." He said, that smirk on his face growing larger. You silly bastard.

"Fine, fine but if anyone chokes because I didn't peel the damn oranges right I'm not responsi-"

I was cut off by a loud voice echoing through the kitchen, putting pure shock on all of our faces. "You fucking bitch!" An angry Jason yelled at Mia while walking over to her, her poor face so horrified it even gave me chills. Fucking idiot, this isn't happening right now!

"Whoa whoa, don't talk to my sister like that you piece of shit!" I said walking towards them, stepping between him and Mia. If he laid a hand on her or even tried to, I was going to beat his ugly face to pulp.

"You're a fucking slut Mia!" He tried to push me aside to yell at her face, but I wasn't having it, my dad immediately joining me.

I expected her to yell something back but all there was, was sadness washing over her face. "Excuse me, what did you call my daughter?" Dad was just as fuming as I was, pushing his finger at Jason's chest who slapped them away only adding to our anger.

"I called her a fucking slut, cause that's what she is." He yelled at my dad's face and he didn't hesitate a second to push Jason back, hard, making him stumble back badly, almost falling over his own feet.

Dad was going at him, but Mia's hand latched around his arm pulling him back. "Don't!" She shrieked, knowing he wasn't going to contain himself; he and I are the same and she knew both of us pretty well. My gaze met Bella's and she looked distraught, panicking even and I wanted to, tell her to calm down, but Jason was already back at our faces.

"Did you really think I wouldn't find out!" He yelled directly at Mia. I had never seen him so angry, the look on his face full of hurt and despise. Mom was witnessing the show, tears in her eyes as she joined Bells. They both looked at each other and I wanted to hug my mom for taking Bella's hand, seeking comfort.

"What the fuck are you talking about!" I directed myself at that scumbag again.

"She knows what I mean." He squeezed his eyes at my sister, wanting to step closer but I held up my hand at his chest, keeping him as far from her as possible. "So, did you think of me when he was fucking you from behi-"

"You fucking shut your mouth Jason!" My dad yelled, wanting to go at him again but Mia's pleading eyes and hand around his arm kept him from doing so. Nevertheless, I was already balling my fist at my side, anger boiling and starting to rise. I didn't know what he was talking about, but I didn't care. The way he was speaking to her, upsetting her was making me rage on the inside.

"We didn't do anything! Nothing happened Jason. Please you have to believe me!" She stepped out in front of my dad letting go of his arm as she walked over to Jason. She pushed my hands of his chest to put hers against it, sliding it over his T-shirt, almost like she was pleading him to believe her. Mia don't beg him, please, you're so much better than that. "Jason, please." Mia. I shook my head with disbelief and slight disappointment.

The ass only shrugged her off, wanting to push her away but if he did that, he had two fists flying at his face and he was well aware. "Then, why the fuck did one of my friends text me a picture this morning of you doing the walk of shame from his room on Friday! Mia be honest! You fucked him like the slut you're always dressed like!" He bit at her, her eyes going wide with surprise and that's when they completely teared up, tears rolling down her face. Fucking asshole! And just when I wanted to go at him, Bella's hand grabbed the back of my shirt, pulling me back to her, like she knew I was ready to beat up his ass.

Mia's hands desperately cupped his cheeks to make him face her. "I didn't! Please Jason! I love you." I shook my head at her words. That she could pronounce them after what he said at her. Watching this play out was worse than watching a car crash as this one was an collision in slow-motion, my mom and Bella tearing up, my dad pacing around trying not to intervene and I, I was trying not to commit murder. "I went out and I was drunk and stayed over, in the morning I left." When she got home with Ben, it's him they're talking about.

"Bullshit Mia! Don't you think I've noticed the way he looks at you. And you fucking went home with him! But you know what, I don't care about you anymore. I hope it was worth it. Hope he really fucked you good!" He yelled at her, pushing her away.

"We didn't have sex! Jason please!" She pulled him back by his arm, sobbing. She took a deep breath, putting her lips in a straight line before continuing. "I was drunk, and I kissed him. That's it, nothing more. I was out of my mind drunk and it meant nothing." She pleaded; guilt pasted on her face. What the fuck! It fucking blew my mind, but at least she was honest to the damn hypocrite, not completely because I didn't buy that it didn't mean anything. Really, Ben! Out of all people! "I'm sorry. Please Jason!" She tried to throw her arms around his neck, but he pushed her away harder this time, almost making her lose her balance.

"I should have known you would fucking turn out to be a whore!" He yelled at her face, while she desperately sobbed, unable to hide her guilt and sadness.

I've had it, I'm done with this and his insults while he's done worse, way worse. "Fucking hypocrite!" I fly at him, my shirt sliding away from Bella's hand before I push him back, making him fall flat on his back giving me and advantage as I sit on top of him, my fist colliding with his nose. "You're here insulting my sister, calling her a whore while you have been cheating on her for months! Fucking around with that blonde! You don't fucking deserve her." I yelled frantically, before hitting him once more, busting my knuckles.

"What?" I faintly hear Mia's voice from behind, pulling me out of this state of anger. I met her eyes, the horror in them indescribable, her mouth parted with shock as she held her breath and just then I realized what I had said, the damage I have done irreparable. Fuck!

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❤️ Hi loves! This week has been crazy! I live in Belgium and we are in lockdown because of this Corona virus madness.🦠 Schools are closed, supermarkets are empty, not even a single pasta on the shelves. Restaurants, gyms, stores, even my ice rink, so there goes my training :( Everything is closed until the 3rd of April and I have to work from home if possible.