Simon got up and picked up the last shot on the tray and headed for the toilets. As we entered, I saw Ash leaning against one of the sinks with his eyes closed and it was obvious that he was struggling with himself. Simon looked at me and grinned.

"Take him into the booth and make sure he stays there," he said, nodding towards the booth at the far end.

Ash looked up in surprise as I took a firm grip on his arm and led him into the booth. There I pushed him up against the wall with one hand on his chest and smiled at him. The feeling I got when I felt his rapid breathing against my hand, his questioning look, was completely new to me and I was instantly nervous. But it didn't matter, I was going to do this, I wanted to do this.

"What... are you doing?" Ash said tentatively, looking down at me.

"Distracting you," I said as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

I heard Simon enter the booth behind me and lock the door.

"You can try, but it won't..."

Ash fell silent as Simon grabbed the waistband of his jeans and pressed his hip harder against the wall. I watched as Simon cocked his head and looked closely at Ash, who stared back in confusion.

"What-," Ash began, but Simon cut him off.

"Do you like vanilla shots?"

Ash frowned, as if trying to understand what was going on, but then nodded.

"Good," Simon said calmly. "Then Jamie can have one."

Then he held out the shot glass for me with a crooked grin. I knew I should drink up, so I did. Simon gave me a wink and the second after I had his hand at the back of my neck and he gave me a deep sucking kiss, as if he wanted to lick up the remnants of vanilla I had in my mouth. I gasped in pure surprise, but the kiss was over quickly, and Simon turned to Ash, who was now just staring at us.

"You want a taste?" Simon said but didn't even wait for Ash to answer before he pulled him into a similar kiss.

I thought I would react violently to it, feel left out, jealous, anything but what I actually felt. Simon still had his hand on my neck, fingers digging into my hair, and that, coupled with the sight of their kiss, made my insides buzz to life for real. I was suddenly incredibly turned on. It was barely so I did it consciously as I let the hand pressing Ash against the wall wander down towards his crotch. Simon finished the kiss and smiled excitedly.

"Did you like the vanilla?" he said.

"Uh... well, yeah," Ash replied, almost giddily.

"Jamie, I didn't think Ash was a vanilla guy," Simon grinned at me.

"No, I didn't think he was either," I said, playing along as I watched, to my satisfaction, Ash get completely put out.

"I'm not a fucking-,"

"Your boyfriend doesn't seem to get what we're doing," Simon said to me, ignoring Ash's attempt at a protest. "Maybe we should make it clearer for him?"

"I think so," I smiled, and Simon tightened his grip on my neck, pushing us both closer to Ash.

Then he kissed me again, hungrily and aggressively, as he directed my hands to Ash's chest and pressed them against his nipples. A wave of desire ran through me as I felt Simon's invading kiss, while I could hear Ash gasp as I lightly pinched his nipples and felt them hardened under my touch. Could I have such power over him without even trying? The whole situation was indescribable, I couldn't even have imagined this in my fantasies. Simon licked my lower lip and then looked with eyes dripping with lust at Ash.

"Your boy still tastes like vanilla, pretty damn good actually," he said hoarsely. "Taste him."

Without a second's hesitation, Ash tore me into an intense kiss, like he had waited a long time for it and he completely took over my mouth and I reveled in the sensation. Somewhere I could hear Simon unbuttoning Ash's jeans and Ash seemed to lose concentration a little and started trying to squirm out of our embrace, but then I just pushed him tighter against the wall, pinching both his nipples harder and making the kiss deeper. He moaned loudly into my mouth and finally let himself be taken over and I couldn't help but rub my hard cock against his hip. I did this to him. Me.

Simon took a renewed grip on the hair on my neck and gently pulled me off Ash. I panted heavily and Simon laughed in delight, looking at Ash as he slowly slipped a finger between my lips. I looked intently at Ash as I licked Simon's finger and the look Ash gave me was out of this world.

"Do you wanna get your cock sucked by this sweet mouth, Ash?" Simon smiled, almost displaying me like a trophy.

"Fuck, yeah," Ash groaned, not seeming to be able to take his eyes off me.

"Down on your knees, cutie," Simon said in a softly commanding voice to me and I obeyed in a blink.

Without taking my eyes off Ash, who was panting as he looked down at me, I got to my knees and stuck my tongue out and circled the head of his cock, tasting the pre-cum, then took his full length into my mouth. The feel of his cock in my mouth made desire absolutely explode in me, the feeling of looking up at him as I sucked him, his brilliant blue eyes almost licking me and Simon's equally green ones. How the hell could this be so hot?

"Now you've looked enough," Simon murmured, took a gentle hold of Ash's chin and kissed him, while keeping his hand in my hair.

A violent shiver went through my entire body as I felt Ash dig his fingers into my hair as well, and his delicious, muffled noises through Simon's kisses as I sucked him harder drove me crazy with lust. I was so hard I had to remind myself that this was for Ash, the focus was on him now. Finally, I felt both of them clench their hands in my hair and pull me to my feet and I looked at them, breathless.

"Switch places with me," Simon said huskily and Ash pulled me into a fiery kiss, hot from his ragged breath.

"You taste like cock and vanilla, pet," Ash growled as he slid his tongue along my chin and licked up the saliva that had run. "So... uuh... fucking good..."

Then he took my hand and placed it on Simon's head, bringing his own fingers down between mine so we both felt Simon's movements and that almost made me cum just from the feel of it. Ash's grip on my back, his quick, panting breaths, my cock rubbing against the side of his hip while Simon made such pleasurable sucking sounds. I didn't give a damn where we were right now, all that existed was us.

"F-fuck, I'm gonna cum soon," Ash breathed hoarsely and his hand over mine closed tighter as he pulled Simon up by his hair.

Simon immediately grabbed my hand and closed it around Ash's wonderfully hard cock and draped his own hand over and continued jacking him off with firm strokes, while he turned my head towards him and kissed me, wet and reckless, just inches from Ash's face.

"Huhh...Ooh, f-fuuuck that's h-hot..." Ash groaned and suddenly exploded, his cum pumping out of him, down on my hand and I could feel him shaking in his pleasure.

Simon didn't release his grip on my hand until Ash was completely spent and stood breathlessly looking at us. Then Simon grinned and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. Ash just looked utterly irresistible, with a look total incomprehension. I tried hard to think away my own hardness even though it was almost painfully evident.

"Shit, I'm so horny right now, but it was worth it," Simon said, looking almost embarrassed as he tried to correct the crotch of his jeans.

"It was," I smiled in agreement.

Then I felt Ash take a firm grip on the waistband of my jeans and start undoing the buttons. I looked up at him in surprise. What was he doing?

"Jamie, unbutton Simon," Ash ordered, looking at me expectantly.

I could do nothing but obey and pulled Simon to me, watching his eyes go wide.

"Ash, there's no need," he said lamely, but made no attempt to stop it.

"Fuck need, I want to," Ash replied, pulling us both closer. "I wanna hand-fuck you both together, so come here."

Simon let out a long moan as Ash wrapped his hand around both our cocks and stroked them hard and fast. God, I wouldn't last more than a minute of this, I was so horny I could hardly think anymore, and it seemed Simon was in the same position because he was pressing his forehead against my shoulder, and I could hear him gasping curses under his breath.

Ash grinned fiendishly at me and gave me a rough kiss, biting hard on my lower lip and orgasm just blazed out in me in the same second. The pleasure sucked up my spine and I moaned loudly. A few seconds after my own peak I felt Simon dig his fingers into my neck and his cock pulsed against mine.

"F-fuck, Ash, y-you... fuuuck you're good at that shit..." he growled as he trembled with pleasure, breathing into my shirt.

After just panting for a little while, we both looked at Ash, who was standing there with a satisfied grin on his face.

"You two are fucking insane," he said, giving me a wet kiss on the cheek. "But... I have to say, I'm impressed. Thanks. You really managed to distract me just enough."

Simon unlocked the booth and outside stood two guys and a girl looking at us in annoyance. My temporarily switched-off brain had just booted up again and I started blushing violently. How long had they been standing there waiting for their turn? They must have heard every sound, known exactly what we were up to in there. But neither Ash nor Simon seemed to care in the slightest, they just grinned at them as we walked back out into the club.

"Do you really wanna stay here?" I mumbled to Ash as we tried to find an empty table somewhere. "Why don't we just not give a fuck what that bastard thinks and leave? We can go to a cafe instead?"

He looked at me for a moment and then smiled. That desperation and self-hatred he previously had in his eyes seemed to have disappeared.

"You're so goddamned smart," he said, stretching. "He's not worth my fucking energy. Besides, I think I need to sober up a bit, to be honest. There's a cafe across the street that has really good coffee."

"Do you want me with you, or should I split...?" Simon asked, having stood silently at my other side until now.

He said it with an amused smile, but I could clearly see that there was something beneath the surface, something he probably wasn't even aware was visible. Again, that little uncertainty came over me, the one I didn't quite know how to deal with. I had felt it when he rang my doorbell and now it came again. I simply didn't know where to place Simon. Where he belonged. But it was simply impossible to dislike him. And where did that leave me? And Ash?

"Of course we want you along," Ash grinned at Simon. "After that treatment, the least I wanna do is buy you coffee. Besides, I wanna tease Keith when we leave."

Both Simon and I looked questioningly at Ash, who put an arm around my waist.

"Put your arm around Simon, Jamie," he grinned devilishly, and I did as he said, confused. "Let him sit there with his fucking mates, we're far better off. Let's get out of here."

Then we walked close together towards the exit. As we passed the table where Keith was sitting with his two buddies, Ash locked eyes with him and made a dirty gesture with one hand, imitating a blowjob. And unable to stop myself, I demonstratively stuck my tongue out at Keith and Simon giggled teasingly as Keith furrowed his eyebrows in aggravation. As fucked up as the situation was, it felt incredibly good to be able to do that, and there was no one who could take that feeling away from us right now.