After some time she has stoped crying but still is lightly shaking. I loosen an arm around her making her immediately clutch my shirt in her tiny fist.

"Baby i want to see your beautiful face, sì?" i say to her. She loosens her grip and i hold her face and making her look at me. "You are not alone. Not anymore baby, im sorry your loser dad failed to realise that you are literally the purest fucking soul ever" she looks at me her eyes searching mine. "Youre mine Aria, and Im yours. Yours. Forever. I promise you baby i will always be with you, i fucking hate the idea of life without you. When im not with you, everything is a little dimmer and i cant fucking wait to just see you. I have never felt like that." I say. She sniffles.

"You also look forward to seeing me after work?" she asks me softly, i can already hear her voice now calmer, back, back to me.

"Yes baby, and the dumb ass fuck workers dont make it better" She smiles. "I can imagine how hard this must be, but i will never leave you. I know i wont, i cant." I pause. "Aria?" she looks up at me. "I love you".

Her eyes widen.

"Y-you do?" she asks in a small voice.

"Yes amore, so fucking much i dont ever want you to leave me" she lets out a sob and climbs into my lap, kissing me. I hold her waist and smile against her lips.

"I love you too" she whispers. "I realized that and then I thought you dont and I got really scared-" I cut her off with a kiss.

~

Its been like half an hour and she's much better now. We're in bed just laying down.

"Baby?" i call. She hums."What did you eat for breakfast and lunch?" Silence. I knew it. "Aria why don't you eat amore?" i ask her.

"Honestly, i used to go days without food as punishment so it doesn't bother me that much" she tells me. Fuck. I squeeze her and kiss her head.

"I haven't had lunch either, you want to go get something?" i ask.

"Yes!" she says excitedly. I snicker. "Can we get burgers, McDonald's?" she asks. I nod and kiss her head. "And doughnuts!" she squeals.

"Sì baby whatever you want is perfect" i tell her and she sits up, then groans. "does it still hurt?" i ask her. She nods. Shit.

"Can we go to the store too?"

"ofcourse"

~

We had McDonalds and then she had a doughnut, right now im driving to a store, while she has a hand on her non-existent food baby. She says the craziest things.

"Look at it. Its like a pooch" she says as i park.

"baby you dont have a pooch come lets go in" she mumbles something while getting out. We go into the store and she goes towards the sanitary aisle. She grabs what she needs than turns to me.

"do you have to go somewhere?" she asks. cutie. I shake my head no. "ok i need a hot water bottle and i also need m&ms" she grins and walks away swaying her little ass.

Once she has a big bag of regular m&ms, she walks to the cash counter. The older woman charges us and i get out my card. But i also see Aria pull out her wallet.

"baby im not letting you pay" i tell her. She looks up.

"What whyy" she whines. "Nick please i want to you didnt even buy anything"

"no, now shh" i pay a grab the bag and walk out with a pouty Aria. "baby i like paying for you" i say to her.

"And i like paying for myself" she says. I open her door and she gets in, still looking away.

"Aria?" no response. "Alright Im sorry but i enjoy paying for little things for you it makes me feel happy." i tell her. She turns, eyes teary.

"Thats so sweet, i love youu" she whines and I snicker. I kiss her and she goes to being happy again eating her chocolate. How can she go from crying to happy that fast? I remember when Alaia was pregnant she used to cry at everything and then her moods would switch so fast. Damn.

"I love you more baby"

We get to hers and i spend the night and she tells me about her 'suckish' day and then we sleep together in peace.