*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

I slap my alarm clock and rub my eyes, I am not excited for school today. I was up all night, thinking of him. I can still feel his warmth, but it's weird, I think of the possible murderer in my room last night, and I don't feel like puking from fear, instead, I secretly wish he will call, or show up.

After I get dressed and ready to head out, I hear a knock at my door.

After last night, I'm kind of scared, but I can't live in fear. I open the door and,

"Hey, I'm really sorry about last night" Billy's here, I'm happy to see him, but also kinda mad he stood me up

"It's whatever.. wanna head to school together?" It's not fine, just don't have the energy to argue

"You're not good at lying, I had a last minute thing come up with family. I really am sorry" He sounded genuine

"It's ok, I'm sorry for being a bitch. I just had a rough night" I say as I walk outside and close the door

"Look, how about, I come over tonight at 7" He says, his voice is soft

"Fine, deal, orrr I could go to your place? I still haven't been there" I really wanna get out of my house besides when I'm at school,

"N-no it's ok, my place is boring anyways" He sounds off, maybe it's just family issues

"Nothings boring when I'm with you" I say, taking a leap and hoping Billy feels the same

"The feelings mutual" his face lights up with a smile, it catches me off guard

• • •

Once we finally arrive and park at the school, we get out of my car and as were walking up to the doors he grabs my hand, I'm kind of shocked but when I feel his warm, soft hands, everything else disappears.

Until we walk through the front doors and I notice a memorial, filled with flowers, photos, cards and many other things along with a big sign

The sign reads:

"For the loved ones we've lost this year,

Rest In Peace"

"This is fucking bullshit! No one at this school cared about them. They all just want a few days off and an excuse to seek attention" Some kid shouts before getting taken to the principals office.

I don't know their name but, they're right. No one here gave 2 shits before these kids died, I didn't either, I didn't know any of them, but at least I don't pretend like I'm effected.

"I'll see you at 7" Billy says before walking away and unlocking hands with me

• • •

*DING DING DING*

Schools finally over and I rush out of class and run to my car. I turn on the radio and set it to the news station, curious to see if there's anymore bodies

"Police are setting a curfew for 8:00 pm - 5:00am, only first line and essential workers will be exempt from this for work purposes only, if there is an emergency, call the Police department for an exemption. If you are caught out of your home during these you will have one warning and next will be an arrest along with $250 fine. Stay safe, and lock you doors."

Damn, this is real life.